Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 89 Regrets always come later

Going with a broken heart makes me have to be more careful in driving, of course I don't want anything bad to happen to me.

As much as I can control my heart and my feelings to stay focused on the road ahead of me.

The shadow of his face with a disappointed look as if it continues to follow, and the last sentence he said before I got into the car was still clearly heard in my ears.

.............!!!

My screams from inside the car, venting anger, annoyance and disappointment.

Howoooooo!!!!! I hate itiiiiiii same Kamuuuu!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!

Hiks... hiks....!

racauku herself with sobs.

I stopped right in front of the entrance gate to my house.

I don't want Mama or Papa to see me like this.

Pull out some tissue strands, wipe the face, nose and corners of the eyes.

I pointed the glass at my face, sweeping the thin powder under my eyes to hide the patch.

I also practiced smiling at the glass several times, so that I was sad not to realize my parents were too sensitive to me.

Feeling all was safe and well, I continued my journey home.

I wish Mama and Papa were fast asleep, considering it's almost 10 p.m, So that I don't need to act and make up excuses if they already realize my attitude is not okay.

Before leaving with Dirga, I had time to send a message to Mama if I would be late home, so I hope they do not worry especially until waiting for me to come home.

The car stopped in the garage, I got out of the car, again I made sure there were no tears on my face.

Tidying myself up and taking a deep breath I stepped in to get inside the house.

As soon as I pulled out the spare key to open the door, Papa opened the door for me first.

"Assalamualaikum Pa, haven't slept??"

I asked while kissing the hands and cheeks of men who I now feel are getting older.

"Where maybe Papa can sleep, if Papa's favorite daughter still hasn't returned Vin,"

He ruffled my head.

"Papa is so sweet, you,,,"

I put myself in his arms.

"Just come home Vin?"

my mother's voice was heard from behind.

"Yes Ma... "

My heart while walking to find the origin of the sound.

"Nih, Mama make you honey tea, drink yes. after you clean, this is still hot"

Mom put a cup of honey tea on the table.

"Thank You Ma.... "

I also hugged the warm body of the wingless angel who always gave me an infinite outpouring of affection.

After finishing, I went back to the dinner table, sipped a warm honey tea made by Mama, I said,

While Mama was still sitting with me finishing my drink.

"Vin, you don't get too tired of his work, until the clock just came home,"

"No, no Ma, not tired. This was not a job, but Vina went with Vina's friend, long time no see so we went to coffee while the story"

glare at Mama.

"Friends?? who?"female or male?"

Glacier!!

Suddenly I gulped, agitated.

I didn't expect Mama to ask this much detail.

"Ehm... Junior High School friend Ma,,"

I hope you stop asking until there.

"Smp Friends? Great acquainted??"

my answer began to misbehave.

"Male or female Vin??, remember son, next week you already want a fiancee who is Great, so Mama reminded that you can keep the heart and feelings of Agung and his family, son..."

My heart feels like it's tangled with Mama's advice, but how could I possibly tell you that I've been meeting and spending time with Dirga,

"Ahh, I'm sorry your son Ma was forced to cover this up from you"

I murmured in my heart.

"Yes Ma, yes Ma.... Vina's going to go in the room"

My pamphlet to Mama,

"Vin, wait a minute, haven't you answered me yet, man or woman?"

"Female Ma.."

I answered while standing ready to leave the dining table towards the room.

"Okay then, good night, son, good rest, baby..."

I replied with a kiss on Mama's forehead, and stepped away from Mama.

In the room, in,

I who was not sleepy at all chose to sit leaning on a pile of pillows.

My mind remained fixed on the events that I experienced with Dirga earlier.

I had no idea that today would be the day I met him, the day I had been waiting for a long time.

But with a different atmosphere.

If only this meeting had been a little faster, maybe I wouldn't be this broken right now,

The shadow of Dirga's sumringah face when I knew I wasn't married to Agung was so vividly illustrated how very happy she was, but all turned around when Tau I was getting engaged next week, dirga's originally glowing face instantly dimmed and disentangled the grief.

There was a feeling of guilt that perched in my heart, mixed with annoyance why he never said about his feelings.

Maybe the story won't be this complicated.

I regret my decision, really... I'm sorry!!

I clenched my fingers and hit the pillow I was hugging.

I glanced at the Wall Clock, it was quite late at night, but my eyes were still very fresh, all of a sudden...

Holy jeez!!!

Glory!!

I forgot, since I was with Dirga, I did not check my phone at all, lest the Great call me.

Rushing I got out of bed and reached into the bag looking for a cell phone then went back up on the bed.

Ahh.... There were a ton of messages, ten voice calls, and seven Vidio calls.

I tried to contact Agung, up to three times but there was no answer.

I think there are only two possibilities, the first one is probably He's asleep because it's almost midnight, and the second one he might be lashing out.

But for the second possibility, it's a very small possibility, because I know Great is not that type of person.

But wait, didn't He himself say, until Sunday he won't call me,

I immediately opened the message one by one.

*Vina, are you home yet? rest is dear*

*Vin, why don't I, right I said I'm not going to call doesn't mean we can't reply to a message, so say yes dear....*

*Vin, what's wrong with you? whereabouts?? You all right, you? suddenly I feel bad*

*Duh, Vin please don't make me anxious, sorry I called, I'm not calm now*

*Oh Allah Vin, where are you, what else? why is there no news?*

*Vin, until the night you still have no news, actually you why the hell baby, I call Mama you also can not enter*

*I hope you're okay, baby. Contact me immediately when you've read all my messages*

I took a breath, then typed in a reply message.

*I'm sorry, Gung, I didn't hold the phone and I overslept, I'm fine. See you on Sunday*

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