
Time goes on, beautiful days without certainty remain scroll until this second, 3 years pass, it really feels so fast.
I don't know how to conclude all this, a relationship with no certainty, no status, yet it feels so beautiful and so memorable.
Dirgantara Abinata, a name that fills my heart in the course of my teenage years, without ever I know how she felt during these 3 years to me, and vice versa, all flowed just like that, happy and colored, she said, sometimes there is jealousy that often spice up beautiful days that may soon pass.
And today, could it be my last day staring at that face?
I looked at myself in front of the mirror, tidying up the uniform that I might miss so much.
"The Vin.... Boy, we'll be late.."
Mom spoke from outside the room.
"Yes Ma..."
My answer.
Today's graduation acceptance, and there's a vague sense of sadness in my heart, I don't know..
After breakfast, the,
with Papa, Mama and I went to school.
"Darling... Papa didn't come, why, right?"
Said Papa,
"Yes Pa,"
Answer's short.
"But I'll tell you Papa, I want the result"
"Ready Pa... But if it turns out Vina didn't pass how did Pa?"
I'm down.
"Hahha is not possible.. Papa's sure, you got the best value"
Entertain Papa.
No car arrived and stopped right at the school gate.
After saying goodbye to Papa, Mama and I immediately went down and waved at Papa who soon passed away from school.
Just as my feet stepped into the school gate, my eyes stared at that face.
Dirga was standing next to the gate staring at me glued.
I'd love to run to him, but all I can't do, There's a Mama beside me, for 3 years I've never told you about Dirga and my feelings for anyone including Mama.
I just threw a thin smile and slightly nodded at Dirga, while continuing to step beside Mama. Lucky to understand my position, he also returned my smile with his shady eyes.
After bringing my mom into the room,
"Ma.. Vina wants to go out, want to find Nina Mama here first, don't papa, right?"
"Well, dear no papa, this is also a lot of parents of students who come"
It looks like Mama took a seat next to the other Moms who came earlier than us.
Once outside, I walked and looked all over the place looking for Dirga's whereabouts, I,
but I did not find.
"Where is He?"
slowly say.
"Haiii airing Akuuuuuu"
Nina's cry surprised me.
"Hey.."
My answer was short without turning my head, my eyes kept going around looking for Dirga.
"Waduh... The response is that, do not miss it.. one week did not meet Eke....?"
Nina teases.
"Hahha, homesick... Who said I don't miss?"
"Surely... You are indifferent, anyways you why the hell...creak celinguk that? What's the matter, who's it??"
Cecar Nina pouted.
"Dirga, you see??"
"Ohhhh... again looking for the young master? there's noohhhh.. I just saw him walk there!"
Nina pointed at the direction of the library.
"Oh. yes...why don't I think of earlier...."
"Oh.. Is that there? okay, thanks Nin... I went there first yeah.. um. You wait for me to be bagged yes, later I followed, Okay Bye...."
I ran towards the library, but arriving at the corner of the corridor, I suddenly paused for a moment.
"This is the place where I first talked to Great when He bumped into me at the time"
my mind suddenly remembered the Great.
Ahh... I don't know, suddenly I miss him. He has not contacted me for a long time, as well as I was when the Great had promised to come home to see me during school holidays.
"Kok loh. kok I even stop here, and. had time to think Great"
I patted the eel and quickly walked towards the library.
Arriving at the front door of the library, my eyes immediately highlighted the place where ordinary Me and Dirga met.
My smile grew, looking at someone who was reading a book leaning back.
I stepped quickly to him.
"Hi... Is it serious?"
My broom.
Dirga closed the book and smiled at me.
"Nothing is more serious than when I look at you"
His word.
Not Dirga if not sweet words that can flip my heart.
I was embarrassed to avoid eye contact from Dirga.
Then choose to sit next to him.
"Vin, where did you go after this?"
Tanya Dirga still holds the book.
"I went to Putra Bangsa High School, you?"
My heartfelt reply was that Dirga would name the same school as me.
"Ehm. means, we're not together anymore"
Says Dirga with one breath.
Hearing his words just now was like something was piercing my heart, a thing I couldn't understand.
"Where are you going?"
I looked at Dirga seriously.
"My parents registered me at Merdeka Raya High School"
"Isn't school that far from your home?"
I was confused about why Dirga's parents chose a school that was very far from where he lived.
Dirga nodded for a moment before he replied.
"Yes Vin, after this I will stay at my brother's house close to the school, because my parents will soon be moving jobs"
I was stifled to hear Dirga's answer, with such conditions it would be very difficult to get back to Dirga.
"Ehm... Why don't you just move with your parents?"
"Can't, my parents' work is not settled will often move places"
Silent...
Until the call from the loudspeaker roused us from silence.
"Eh..Dir, I think it's gonna start"
I get off the bench, though,
"Ehm... Vin, wait....."
Dirga blocked my arm to stop me from leaving him.
I'm turning.
"Vin.. go home later, I'll wait for you here again..."
Her speech.
The confused me just nodded then walked away leaving him who was still sitting holding the book.
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