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Chapter 85 Meeting with Dirga

Morning is coming, though,

Prepare to go to work,

While getting ready, I set the song Beloved Band quite hard, in front of the mirror I tidied my blazer, styled my hair and put makeup on my face.

Sometimes I follow the music by moving my head while following the song.

Mama who was passing in front of my room, bent her head into the room whose door I accidentally did not close.

"What is nichh... ? looks so good this morning??"

Seloroh Mama while folding her hands on her chest and smiling meaningfully.

"Eh... Mama, Yes Ma... Vina's done her body..."

"Well, that's fine, oh, Vin... Did Grandma tell you when she came home?"

Ask Mama.

"Saturday is Ma.."

"Aren't you so happy Vin?, why not Friday?"

"Don't know Ma, Vina told me that, too.."

Mama and I walked out of the room to the dinner table for breakfast Papa was waiting there.

"For Pa......"

a warm kiss landed on Papa's cheek from me.

Sipping his hot coffee, though,

"Vin, so when are your wedding plans, then,,?

My dad asked me a question that surprised me.

"iii... Papa, not yet fiancee when to marry, not yet know Pa...."

I answered while rubbing jam on bread.

"Papa means, don't be too far away from the date of the fiancee"

papa said.

I almost choked when Papa expressed his opinion.

What about the intention of getting married? being engaged just feels so heavy, though,

I don't know what's going to happen in the future I can't imagine..

For sure, all will not be well.

"Vina's done, Vina's gone ya Ma... Pa..."

Pamitku who previously pushed a plate of bread and tea glasses.

I rushed to the office in my white car.

Before driving, I had time to open the phone and read the message sent Great to me.

"Honey from today, until Sunday, I will not call or call vidio, deliberately So that when we meet, miss us Will be very hot"

Missed it??

Do you, I will feel longed when I do not receive news from Agung??

Especially after the appearance of Dirga back in this heart.

I leaned against the car seat and let out a long sigh.

I accidentally did not return a message from Agung.

Arrive at the office, please,

All Activities and routines as usual I live, but today it all feels so light, a calm heart as if removing all the burden.

Without feeling the clock continues to spin until the hour of returning home from work.

I quickly cleared all the files, though,

"Dirga.yeah Dirga, I haven't seen him where he wants to meet"

Say slowly.

I quickly grabbed the phone lying on the table.

For a moment I thought, then smiled and started typing the location I chose.

Just a few seconds, I got a reply, just a thumb emoticon.

I got up from the table and stepped out of the office with a raised smile.

Just half an hour from the office, the car I was driving had stopped right in front of the courtyard of a cafe that was not too famous, and quite quiet visitors, had stopped, I don't want my relationship with Dirga to cause any problems for my relationship with Agung, who will be engaged next week, if I meet Dirga in a famous cafe and crowded visitors.

Wanting to open the car door handle, but the intention was to say, I touched my face, then took out the powder and lipstick from inside the bag,

"it's been hours to go home from work, of course my powder and lipstick have worn off, I don't want to look kuel in front of Dirga."

Bathink.

I don't know why such thoughts can appear in my head, but I know, my status is not who Dirga and Dirga also have a family,

"Ahh... shit!! again I have difficulty controlling myself, again I can not control my heart which is still passionate"

I took a breath and threw it away slowly, then started to touch up the powder on my face, and re-applied the nude-colored lipstick.

I smiled at the mirror with a much fresher face than before.

I typed a message on Dirga.

"I've arrived, where are you??"

just seconds, though,

"I'm already inside"

I who from the beginning excited and full of confidence wanted to meet Dirga immediately, but once reading a message from Dirga as dead lice, my guts shrieked, my heart pounded incoherently, I don't know what's going to happen inside, I'm really stubborn and not ready to meet.

5 Minutes of sculpting at last with all the courage I desperately gathered, I got off the car, stepped slowly trying to be confident.

The parking lot looks deserted, only my car and a few motorcycles are parked there,

"Dirga said it's inside, that means one of the bikes is Dirga's??!"

I said slowly while watching the several motorcycles in front of me.

Immediately my memory returned to the figure of the woman who I think Dirga's wife at that time, looks once in terms of appearance, looks elegant and well-established, in contrast to the motors that I was looking at, all motorcycles that are parked mediocre motors are matic.

It felt impossible, Dirga was driving it.

Is it possible that Dirga came here with a driver? and the driver is now gone and will come again when Dirga calls.

I continued my steps into the cafe,

There were only a few people there in pairs.

My eyes immediately fell on the person sitting at the corner table with his back to me.

My heart was pounding hard looking at that back.

For a moment I held onto my chest.

"Lord..Help Me, don't let Me faint as I stare into those shady eyes"

A line of prayer I said with a slow step toward the table.

"Hi Dir...."

My broom so far to his side.

Dirga turned and raised his head to look at me.

I swallowed, spit,

"Yes God.... That look, those eyes, all the feelings in my heart, the sad face that I always miss is now in front of my eyes"

Long fixated, just silence and look at each other as if they are diving into the feeling of longing for each other.

"Sit Vin,"

The commandment of Dirga dawned on Me who was lulled with the charm of the owner of shady eyes.

I shifted from my position and chose to sit in front of Dirga.

At first glance I looked at the fingers of Dirga who did not wear the ring in her sweet finger.

Is it possible that he deliberately took it off to keep my feelings?

Coffee cups that have half the contents and some coffee candy beans scattered on the table.

"What do you want Vin to order??"

The question again dawned on Me of my insignificant activity, which was examining the figure before me in detail.

"Ehm.... I'm .. uhhh. orange juice only"

Answer's clumsy.

"Eat?"

Ask again and call the waiters.

"Ehm... later, not yet laper."

It appears Dirga nodded with her index finger tapping on the table after ordering orange juice for me.

I did not dare to challenge his eyes, continued to try to avoid his gaze despite occasionally stealing glances even though he ended up stuck looking at each other.

"Kok, we're so awkward, aren't we...?"

That remark made me look at her, I didn't expect Dirga to feel the same way.

"Ehm... Is it possible because this is the first time we've met after all these years with no news?"

Dirga connected his words.

Hearing that, I wanted to be angry, and denied it.

Didn't He want this himself!! For years, no news of him saying?? It's not like he didn't return my letters!!

I clenched my hands under the table, as much as I could hold my emotions, I did not want the meeting that should have finished maslah even damaged because of the anger that has been in the crown.

"Ehm... You how are you? seems to have been successful now?"

looks like Dirga noticed my appearance.

"Ah no, just ordinary..still cooperation that person means not yet successful, how do you? must be a real boss now?"

I intentionally didn't answer the question about my news,

Hearing my question, Dirga just smiled.

"As you can see now, where there's a kere appearance boss like me"

Dirga.

I squinted my eyes, a huge curiosity was now filling my brain. It seemed like too many secrets were stored in those shady eyes.

"How are your parents??"

Instantly Dirga lowered her head to hear my question about her parents,

long silent, finally his head lifted looking at me with teary eyes.

Seeing Dirga who was like being helpless in such sadness, made me forget for a moment the anger and emotions that had accumulated in my heart.

"Dir... why??"

Ask slowly.

"They've gone Vin, they've even left before they could see I'm wearing a white Grey uniform"

"Go??"

I asked confused by the word go, because I heard from the story at that time, his parents will work in a distant place.

"They've returned to the creator"

he said by shedding tears that were hastily in his path.

My mouth gaped, flabbergasted in disbelief, then covered my mouth with two palms.

"The day before their departure out of town, Mother was sick, she complained of a headache, but at midnight her headache was getting worse, we took Mom to the hospital because her consciousness was declining, she said, until the hospital only 2 hours to be handled Doctor Mother left"

It appears Dirga set her breath before continuing her story.

"Dad was shocked to hear Mom leave so suddenly in a very fast time, made her heart relapse and at that time Dad fell and then left because of a heart attack on the same day as Mom's departure"

Dirga back down holding his chest set his breath slowly.

"Yes, no need to continue, I know it's hard for you"

I thrust orange juice at him.

"You drink first, let's calm down"

Dirga grabbed a glass of orange juice and sipped it.

It was clear that the fragility on that sad face, I could feel how broken Dirga was at that moment, losing the 2 people He loved the most at once, at the same time, while his age at that time was still very young.

The feeling of annoyance and anger that was in my heart suddenly evaporated away without berbekah alternating pity and care.

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