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Chapter 73 In disbelief

Nina's statement just now really made me feel like I lost my breath for a moment.

my heart is burning, feeling slashed.

At the Baby shop? that means Dirga shopping for Baby needs? is that a sign that Dirga already has children? that means Dirga is married?

The questions swirled in my head, it felt so heavy and piercing, it was hard to believe my own thoughts.

"Vin, are you okay?"

Agung touched my shoulder and looked at me anxiously.

I gulped and took a deep breath, trying to come to terms with my feelings that were currently crumbling.

"Ehm.hem"

I nodded and tried to smile even though it felt so heavy.

We keep moving along.

"Ehm... Pi, we'll buy it later... Mimi wants to talk to Vina for a while, Pipi can help Mimi not, take Rania and Raina to Play ground there?"

Pinta Nina to Alif while pointing at the arena of the game not far from where We stand.

"Oh, Okay.. Here's my son...!!"

Alif, Nina's husband immediately pushes the twin Stroler near Nina and takes over Rania from Nina's hand who was previously in Vina's sling.

He then put Baby Rania into Stroler slowly side by side with Baby Raina.

"OK Twins, it's time we play.. go!!!, Mimi's chest, aunty..."

Excited Alif while pushing Stroler Baby Twins away towards the Arena Play ground.

After Alif and Baby Twins passed, now lives Agung who now feels awkward and confused,

especially after the look of Me and Nina looked at him.

"Ehm... If you want to talk, talk.. I'll wait there"

He pointed to a seat.

I'm nodding.

"Vin, let's talk there..."

Nina pulled my arm to sit on the bench which was about 3 meters away from Agung's seat.

I saw Agung was busy with his phone.

After sitting down,

"Ehm... Vin, I understand what you're thinking, I hope our minds are wrong."

Nina clasped my finger trying to strengthen me.

"You didn't say hello to Nin?"

I asked with my lips shaking.

"Sorry Vin, I was in a hurry, Twins was fussy, I wasn't focused"

"Who did you see who he came with?"

Ask again.

"Yes, I see... She came with girls and little boys like my son, about a year or a year and a half that's it, because she's still in her arms, girls too, they look harmonious, laugh and joke that way."

No longer could I hold the clear crystal that had piled up on the eyelids, falling apart along with the bloodless wounds.

Oh my God.. Does this mean I should stop wishing, and soon wake up from a long dream of a first love that will never die?

I'm in a dilemma, between longing and heartache.

Between belief and reality.

Even between waiting and running.

Nina rubbed my shoulders, I tried to straighten my head and wipe away the tears I could no longer hold.

"Vin, maybe the word Dance was right.. You no longer need to hope for Dirga, while here obviously Kak Agung loves you sincerely, what's wrong with opening your heart, maybe Big Brother is actually your true love that you never realized"

Nina clasped my finger again.

"Oke Nin, thanks for the advice and info. let later the time that answers, like The cinema is already open, Agung ngajak I watch, next time we talk again ya..."

I tried to smile and wipe my cheek from the rest of the Tears.

"Yes.it seems like Twins are also nervous, yes already... see you.. baby, the spirit yes...."

Nina hugged me while rubbing my shoulder many times.

"Sister.... I'm first yeah.... Nitip Vina hehheh!!"

Excited Nina waved at Agung and passed towards the play ground to meet Alif and Baby Twins.

I approached Agung who was standing by slipping his hands in the pocket of jeans he was wearing.

"Yeah...."

Invite me, but my steps stopped when suddenly my arm was grabbed quickly by Agung.

"Wait.wait..."

He said while looking at me softly.

His actions were quite shocking to me, I looked at him confused.

"Why?"

Short many.

Questions that make me more confused.

"Huh?? meaning??"

"Here..., to the extent that you cry and dry gini"

Agung pulled me closer, then wiped the corners of my eyes and forehead with the tip of his jacket sleeve.

"Sorry, I don't have a handkerchief, I don't have a Tissue either... But take it easy, I'm slow, I won't remove your powder and mascara..."

Grand smile.

"What sich....., mascara?? when did you know mascara? do you know which mascara is?"

I said while pinching his arm.

"That is. itukan, which is smeared on the lashes, which otherwise means the eyes must glare gini. nichh gini nich... "

Said practicing.

Suddenly it made me chuckle, momentarily forgetting the wound that had just been scratched in my heart.

"Where is it, lebayyyy it. hahhhaa"

"Nahh. Laughter is good to see, adem.."

"Ademmm... Am I a fan?!"

"No!!"

"Continue...?!"

"Es is so stoned.. Look, I'm just so late squirming at you!!"

"Gomball!!"

"Let's, what matters is that you're happy!"

Agung looked at me fixedly, silent for a moment then tidied my hair and tucked the child behind my ears.

"Vin, I just want you to always be happy..."

I swallowed, spit,

"Udah yuk... So watch it?"

Agung smiled then nodded then grabbed my finger grasping and holding me to walk side by side.

Again this reminds me of the memories with Dirga, when my hands and hands were tied across the school corridor first, and at this time maybe the hand was holding a friendly other woman, the mother of her daughter.

Once again my tears fell,

Great looks.

"Kok sembes again, yes.ntar powder you fade...!!"

Agung wiped my tears with his fingertips.

I looked at him smiling.

"Wait here, yeah,,,"

He said, then left me to go to the counter to buy a ticket.

Before long, Agung came back to see me.

"We're just watching this....!"

"Well, what's a comedy movie? not a romantic movie??"

Ask wonder.

"Son, watch this, let you laugh, for me your smile is more important than your romance for me"

Again, Agung was able to give me a smile even though it still feels very heavy.

"Well..that's donk...."

Agung rattled my head.

The sound of the theater doors opening, Agung and I rushed in.

Inside,

I can't just forget Nina's story, the image of a happy family that Nina portrayed continues to tease my mind.

Not to mention all the memories of Me and Dirga one by one crossed my brain memory.

And it turns out Agung realized about my anxiety.

"Emang Nina what story was Vin?, ehm... sorry, not to interfere but if you don't mind, I want you to tell me, because I see, it looks like it's hard for you"

Agung took my hand, then grasped it with his body turned to face me.

I could not answer, my head bowed deeply, and my tears flowed again.

"Vin,,,,"

Call her, call her,

"Does this have anything to do with the air??"

Reciprocity.

Hearing that, my head lifted, then looked at Agung, with tears in my eyes I nodded.

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