Seabadi Edelwai..

Seabadi Edelwai..
Chapter 114 The sweetest parting



The man left Dirga after receiving money from Dirga


Dirga returned to the car and got into the car.


"Now, lock your car,, "


Dirga grabbed my hand and placed the key on my palm.


"Who was that??"


"Friends at the factory"


Dirga answered while lowering the car seat, and now she is leaning half lying with her hands under her head.


"Satpam??"


Ask again.


Dirga nodded.


"Later on, I still want to be together soon."


His words turned towards me.


"Then??"


I'm confused.


"Here we go, accompany me after this. I don't know when else we'll sit together and chat like this"


I took a deep breath, for some reason.My heart ached every time Dirga said that, it felt like a dream for years to expect this feeling to be reciprocated, and when this love was already in grasp, it felt like a dream, in a matter of minutes this love had to be let go, and after this I had to learn again to get used to no longer expecting the love that I had always dreamed of every night.


"Oh my God, I never know what those times will look like, I'm never ready, could it be that I could still cry it out as before I met her again at that time, or I would only be able to be silent in the quiet of burying longs"


"Darling, are you daydreaming??"


Dirga re-enforced her body and defended me.


I bit my lips with all my might to hold the cry that was already at the tip of the eyelid.


I don't want my tears to make Dirga come back unsure of my choice.


"Vin, I know.. Actually you are holding back feelings, just express it, even if there must be a cry accompanying it, it will be better than holding yourself to be tight"


Dirga turned her sitting position now facing me.


I stared at him, silent and silent.


"I must enter immediately, soon Great landing, and I must welcome him"


I answered with trembling lips, and tears that were broken even though I was as strong as my heart.


"You are lying!! "


I shook my head, and grew sobbing.


"Vina. look me in the eye when you're okay."


I shook my head and closed my eyes.


"You love me, only me!! ain't she??"


"No!! we're just part of the past, and my future is great, and I have to go in!"


The clamps!!


Instantly Dirga locked the car door, making me take a deep breath and back leaning my body and crying.


Dirga pulled my arm, and took me into his arms, one of his hands rubbing my head and shoulders.


My breath felt tight, with a heart that felt slashed.


"I love you!!! I love you!! I don't want you to be tormented in this way!! You must be honest Vin!!! I just want you to be honest!! although in the end, you stick with your stance to stick with your choices"


Dirga kissed my forehead.


Makes my tears can't stop flowing and the sobs hurt even more.


"Please..open the door, I'm coming down!!"


please go to Dirga.


Dirga let go of her embrace, and now turned to cupping both of her palms on my jaw, forcing my face to look at her.


"Vin, look me in the eye for the last time!! tell me that you do not love Me!!


I opened my eyes, looking deeply into Dirga's eyes,


"I.. L'm... I love you Dirgaaaa!!!"


My peek was accompanied by sobs.


Dirga pulled my body back into his arms.


"I know it's Vin, I know, it's just that I want to hear it from your mouth straight away"


Dirga tightened her embrace.


"Dirga, forget me... I beg you..forget me......"


My word.


"It's hard for me to forget you Vin, it's hard.. !!!"


"But I will soon be betrothed to the Great, and after that in the near future I will be married, and our story will only be a memory"


Dirga again cupped both hands in my jaw.


"I see, I'll never forget you, but I know myself enough... I'm not gonna mess with your life after this..."


Dirga rubbed my wet cheeks, I,


"Don't cry anymore, baby! I'm getting sick of seeing you like this!"


I nodded, then bit my lips.


Dirga rubbed my lips with her thumb.


Then, drawing his face closer to mine, as if called to understand the body language, my eyes closed..


And I don't know who started it first, suddenly my lips and lips meet, the sweet kiss happens, it happens, deep and immersed in the sense of each who somehow no longer knows how I describe my current feelings, tears flow, in the midst of that warm kiss.


slowly I felt Dirga's hand grabbing my back neck the more it pulled me to drown in the sweetness of the taste she gave me through the softness of the lips.


This is not the first experience, this kiss is not the first kiss, because Agung who has first sipped the sweetness of these lips, but this time, the taste is different... not the same as I've ever felt.


There is a sense of turbulence in the heart with a rush of blood that feels fast flowing, the heartbeat faster with the sigh of the hunt, this is the real kiss of love.


In the midst of that sweet kiss, the ringing of my phone resuscitated us and restored us from the feeling that really made us float.


My eyes are open, and so is Dirga..


His hand slipped from my neck, and I immediately changed my seat and reached into the cell phone in the bag.


Great call, though,


Nervous, I got the call.


"Hello Gung,,"


My broom.


"Hello darling... I've landed.. I'm walking to the parking lot, yeah, I'm waiting for you in the parking lot so you don't have to go in"


His word.


I gulped, from inside the car I saw Agung standing by the waiting chair in the airport parking lot.


I looked at Dirga,


"I have to go... Take care of yourself, be healthy... "


I reached out with a hand to invite Dirga to shake hands.


Dirga was silent looking at my hand, then turned to look me in the eye,,


"I love you Vin, goodbye.. I will try to get used to it without your shadow at every step of the way.Goodbye Vina, may happiness always be with you!"


Dirga hugged me back, then kissed my head.


"Goodbye to Dirga....!!"


I broke free from Dirga's embrace.


And open the car door as soon as Dirga presses the key to open.


I stared at Dirga once more, before actually stepping away from her.


Looking those shady eyes reddened, Dirga smilingly waved her hand at me.


I smiled and ran after closing the car door.


Walk slowly towards Agung who stands behind the parking area.


Not forgetting to wipe my cheeks and the corners of my eyes, making sure there were no traces of crying left on my face.


"Hey... "


I said so right behind him.


"Haiy. sayanggg.... "


Great turned around, and spread out his arms ready to embrace me.


I returned the hug, though,


"I miss you!!"


Grand Telling.


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