
"Vin, why are you crying??"
I asked as I approached and raised the sweet chin and wiped the tears flowing shyly, but Vina just shook her head.
"I know, it's Vin's fault.it may be too late, but at least I'm relieved.. I'm glad I could tell you this,"
In the deepest heart, there is a feeling of guilt, but why is it difficult for me to master myself that should be able to resist my longing desires for the wife of people.
Vina was sobbing, stepping away from me, but just as the clear leg was treading, her body suddenly staggered, I quickly caught the beautiful body, and, I really don't want him to fall down on that rough floor.
"Are you okay?" I clasped his hand and led him to sit on the bench.
"Don't cry.., I know it's heavy.. "
I looked into those eyes that started to sink, though,
"I'm sorry, I didn't say this in the past, and when I found out you were with her, the regret deepened, but I learned to accept the truth, if He is the best for you, not me"
"You're the evil Dir!!!"
Vina suddenly stood looking at me with a face full of emotion made me stunned and stood up.
"You mean??"
"You just disappeared after that day!!"
Answer Vina fiery.
"Vienna... I'm..."
I haven't finished, all of a sudden,
"Ssttt, I'm not done yet!! You are not lost! but eliminate yourself!!
You forgot, You once asked me to always remember you!! not forgetting you!!! All I do Dir!! even until yesterday before I got the media to communicate with you I still keep remembering you!!! but you???!"
cerocos Wine, for example,
"Win..."
But the gesture to Silence that Vina did by stretching her palm right in front of my face, suddenly made me go back to silence.
"Even all these years I waited for news from you, waiting and hoping that one day you would come to see Me, but that never happened!!
You know Dir, I threw my Moluccas away, I got rid of my Egoku even dropped my pride for sending you a letter, not once!!! even 2 times!!! there is nothing you reply to!!!
Until I finally realized that you had indeed forgotten Me when I got the news that you were married and had a child!!"
Oh, my God, what Vina said, what she meant, what she said made my head woozy.
"Vin, what are you talking about?? all your words at all I don't understand, letter??! what letter?! Married married?? The kid?? I don't understand it at all!! And you said I wasn't trying to find you?? you'd forgotten?? when we met at the stop that day??
You should know Vin, almost every day I'm waiting for you there, we never met, and that day..I even watched your and Great intimacy in plain sight!!"
The real thing I've been wanting to forget, but I have to explain it,,
Huuff.... I sighed and turned my body back to Vina.
"Yes!! the letter I left to Dance when we were in 3rd grade High School,"
Vina.
The deg!! My heart seemed to stop for a moment hearing it, could it be that evil Dance?
Thought.
"I never knew it was Vin, I swear to God, I never got a letter from you!!"
Vina looked at me for a moment and then sat back down, and so did I.
"It seems, between us too many misunderstandings during this time, you calm down, we talk about this well"
"If it's about a letter you've never received, then what about the woman you've always been with in high school?"
Vina again.
"Women?? which woman??, I've never been close to a woman at all during High School, I don't have time for that"
"Well, for that I can accept all your answers and excuses, but one thing that you can not deny at this time is the status of you who have become a husband and father of your children!"
Vina came back crying, and then sat on my back, wanting me to hold her, and say that all was not right, but that I did not, I just let her release all her emotions with tears.
Not long, though,
"Are you done crying??"
I asked when I thought Vina had taken control of her heart.
"Vina, until now I'm still alone, still thinking about you, still remembering you and still missing you!!"
Vina turned to look at me, I looked at her eyes as if asking for more explanation.
"Yes... I'm not married!! what else has a child!"
"I... I can't believe it!!!"
his screeches.
My firmness.
"Then... women and babies who you brought to shop at a baby shop some time ago? then the woman and the baby who were with you at the Mall 21 a few months ago??"
I took a breath and exhaled it rough, then rubbed my face.
"Vina, you seem to need to hear more of my life's stories, so that you know and don't misunderstand"
I stood up and reached out to Vina.
"Come, come with me. We'll find a place to talk"
"Udah, here if you want to clear up!!"
reject Vina with an annoyed face.
Suddenly, my brain spun quickly to find no tick so Vina would come along,
"Vienna... Come on, it's a long story.I can't tell you here, it's dusk... You want us to stay here? Mr. Min also wants to go home, kasian he over and over, besides have you ever heard the ghost story of the school waiter? serem kalo until he nemenin we chat here"
And it seems like my words just worked, proved Vina's face immediately turned tense.
"Yes... yes.. Yeah, where are we going?"
Up in front of the fence,
"Have you finished Bi's tread?"
Mr. Min asked as soon as he saw us walking out.
"Already Mr. Min, thank you very much already allowed, we leave home."
pamitku, while winking at Mr. Min who can be invited to cooperate.
"Together..be careful Bi...."
"Ehm.. Dir, why did Mr Min call us Abi sich??"
Ask Vina after being on the bike.
"Oh. that... Because at home I was called Abi."
"Ehm... Vin, seriously you're not Papa nich, Agung not angry you haven't come home?"
I asked Vina, however happy I can be with Vina still Vina status is the Wife of the person.
"Let's go.. ntar dark hunt"
Vina's answer seemed to avoid and deliberately divert.
Almost half an hour's drive, though,
The motorbike we were riding came to the edge of a lake,
"Here sit Vin,"
Take me.
After Vina sat beside me,
"Vin, you haven't answered.. Is Agung not angry until this hour you are not home yet?"
"Don't be here, he's out of town, man,"
He tried to avoid my gaze.
"Ehm... Did he not call??"
I ask again,
Vina shook her head,
"He'll call me before I go to sleep"
"What job does Vin do?"
I asked to pretend I didn't know the success of Agung.
"He's a Millennial cafe owner"
I turned my face away from Vina.
"Now, please explain to me what we have not yet finished discussing"
attack Vina.
"Okay, after my Dad and Mom died, I settled in my Uncle's house, there I lived with my uncle's 2 daughters, they were almost the same age as me older I was a little, I was a little, I know myself well enough, grateful to be allowed to eat and bed for free, I don't want to add to the burden of Uncle with my school fees, let alone his two children are also the same school as me, even though he is my own family, even though he is my own family, but I don't want to be a burden.
I went to school while working, until I finished High School, and the girl who was always with me when I was only 2, Syintia and Bella Uncle's son."
Vina was silent not to comment,,
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