Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 87 Dirga is not married?

He stepped closer in front of me,

he touched my chin and lifted it up,

his eyes looking at me deeply and shady implied the meaning of long-buried longing.

"Vin, why are you crying??"

he said while wiping my cheeks and the corners of my eyes.

I can't say anything, just shake my head.

"I know, it's Vin's fault.it may be too late, but at least I'm relieved.. I'm glad I could tell you this,"

Dirga clasped my hand tightly.

I gulped, I, uh,,

hearing the words that Dirga said,

The late words he said, made me unable to endure the swiftness of my tears,

I understand those words, this love is too late, now that Dirga is happy with her family, I can't possibly ruin it.

My body felt light, my head was heavy and my steps were staggered.

Quickly, Dirga caught my body that was almost uprooted, until I fell in her arms, warm and comfortable.

The smell of a masculine body was oozing voraciously in my nose.

It feels like I want time to stop, I don't want this moment to pass, and if it's a dream.. I no longer want to wake up and face this harsh reality.

"Are you okay?"

Dirga helped me get up and led me to sit on the bench right in front of the library,

"Don't cry.., I know it's heavy.. "

dirga said, still holding my hand.

"I'm sorry, I didn't say this in the past, and when I found out you were with her, the regret deepened, but I learned to accept the truth, if He is the best for you, not me"

Hearing that, I really can't stand it anymore to bring out everything I've been holding back all this time.

"You're the evil Dir!!!"

I screamed hysterically while standing up, Dirga was shocked at me who was suddenly burning with emotion.

"You mean??"

The answer is now standing.

"You just disappeared after that day!!"

"Vienna... I'm..."

"Ssttt, I'm not done yet!! You are not lost! but eliminate yourself!!

You forgot, You once asked me to always remember you!! not forgetting you!!! All I do Dir!! even until yesterday before I got the media to communicate with you I still keep remembering you!!! but you???!"

I'm fiery.

"Win..."

Said Dirga, but I did not give Dirga a chance to talk by stretching his palms in front of his face.

"Even all these years I waited for news from you, waiting and hoping that one day you would come to see Me, but that never happened!!

You know Dir, I threw my Moluccas away, I got rid of my Egoku even dropped my pride for sending you a letter, not once!!! even 2 times!!! there is nothing you reply to!!!

Until I finally realized that you had indeed forgotten Me when I got the news that you were married and had a child!!"

"Vin, what are you talking about?? all your words at all I don't understand, letter??! what letter?! Married married?? The kid?? I don't understand it at all!! And you said I wasn't trying to find you?? you'd forgotten?? when we met at the stop that day??

You should know Vin, almost every day I'm waiting for you there, we never met, and that day..I even watched your and Great intimacy in plain sight!!"

Dirga sighed and turned her back to me.

I gasped at the word for word of dirga, was that really all??

about him waiting for me every day at the bar, but my current emotions make me not love his words, he said,

"Yes!! the letter I left to Dance when we were in 3rd grade High School,"

cetusku.

"I never knew it was Vin, I swear to God, I never got a letter from you!!"

He answered with a confused and panicked face.

The deg!!

I was really surprised to hear Dirga's reply, did Dirga not receive my letter?? where is the letter? could it be that Tari didn't deliver it? butwhy? what does Dance mean ??

or is it Dirga who is currently lying?

I sat down, my head filled with all kinds of questions that I could not understand.

Dirga sat beside me, and,

"It seems, between us too many misunderstandings during this time, you calm down first, we talk about this well"

His words calmed me.

"If it's about a letter you've never received, then what about the woman you've always been with in high school?"

Continue again.

"Women?? which woman??, I've never been close to a woman at all during High School, I don't have time for that"

His kill.

"Well, for that I can accept all your answers and excuses, but one thing that you can not deny at this time is the status of you who have become a husband and father of your children!"

I looked down, for some reason mentioning it hurt, my heart suddenly felt sliced, sore and poignant mixed with tears that were broken and sobs that I could not refuse.

Silent,

Dirga and I both fell silent on each other's backs.

"Are you done crying??"

The question that came out of Dirga's mouth when I realized I was wiping my face with some tissue I took from inside the Bag.

I glanced at him from the tail of the eye.

"Vina, until now I'm still alone, still thinking about you, still remembering you and still missing you!!"

I turned to quickly ask for an explanation of what bru just came out of his mouth.

"Yes... I'm not married!! what else has a child!"

The steady answer from Dirga left me flabbergasted in disbelief.

Then, the story about the Baby shop from Nina??

and... and. the woman with the baby I saw at the Mall at the time??

I closed my eyes regulating my breathing which suddenly became irregular.

"I... I can't believe it!!!"

look upset.

"I'm telling you the truth Vina, I'm still alone"

Rigorously.

"Then... women and babies who you brought to shop at a baby shop some time ago? then the woman and the baby were with us at Mall 21 a few months ago??"

Dirga took a breath, and rubbed his face.

"Vina, you seem to need to hear more of my life's stories, so that you know and don't misunderstand"

Dirga stood up and extended his hand to me.

I looked up with probing eyes.

"Come, come with me. We'll find a place to talk"

Move your fingers by moving their fingers.

"Udah, here if you want to clear up!!"

reject me.

"Vienna... Come on, it's a long story.I can't tell you here, it's dusk... You want us to stay here? Mr. Min also wants to go home, kasian he over and over, besides have you ever heard the ghost story of the school waiter? serem kalo until he nemenin we chat here"

dirga's words have a point, there is no way I'm here until the night with Dirga, let alone about the ghost of the school guard, my eyes observe all parts of the school building.

Hiii... I rubbed my neck which suddenly shuddered in horror.

"Yes... yes.. Yeah, where are we going?"

I welcomed his helping hand, and left the front bench of the library, walking back down the corridors and school grounds.

Up in front of the fence,

"Have you finished Bi's tread?"

Mr. Min asked as soon as he saw us walking out.

"Already Mr. Min, thank you very much already allowed, we leave home."

Answer Dirga.

"Together..be careful Bi...."

Dirga nodded and waved, then turned on the motor and I followed behind him.

"Ehm.. Dir, why did Mr Min call us Abi sich??"

"Oh. that... Because at home I was called Abi."

I'm mangosteen.

"Ehm... Vin, seriously you're not Papa nich, Agung not angry you haven't come home?"

Dirga question before the motor drove, but I accidentally did not respond and quality is set aside.

"Let's go.. ntar dark hunt"

My word.

Dirga started the bike and drove without me knowing where Dirga would take me after this.

Almost half an hour's drive, though,

The motor entered the road not too wide away from the noise of the city, and stopped right on a lake with a colorful light in the middle, and, the front is planted with thick Japanese grass to form a very soft green carpet.

I never came here, I never even knew there was a place as beautiful and quiet as this.

"Here sit Vin,"

Bring Dirga.

I nodded and sat down beside him.

"Vin, you haven't answered.. Is Agung not angry until this hour you are not home yet?"

Dirga looked at my face.

"Don't be here, he's out of town, man,"

My answer.

"Ehm... Did he not call??"

I shook my head, though,

"He'll call me before I go to sleep"

Dirga.

"What job does Vin do?"

Dirga asked back.

"He's a Millennial cafe owner"

Hearing my answer, Dirga sighed and threw away her face.

"Now, please explain to me what we have not yet finished discussing"

as if.

"Okay, after my Dad and Mom died, I settled in my Uncle's house, there I lived with my uncle's 2 daughters, they were almost the same age as me older I was a little, I was a little, I know myself well enough, grateful to be allowed to eat and bed for free, I don't want to add to the burden of Uncle with my school fees, let alone his two children are also the same school as me, even though he is my own family, even though he is my own family, but I don't want to be a burden.

I went to school while working, until I finished High School, and the girl who was always with me when I was only 2, Syintia and Bella Uncle's son."

Dirga recounted in detail his life during High School,

While I was just listening and still waiting for further clarification from him about Baby Shop and Mall 21.

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