
After 2 days with Vina, tonight I can't sleep, my eyes are hard to shut, since I've put my heart on her, even admit Vina is my first love, Vina is my first love, but tonight this feeling is all the more crazy, I'm really falling in love, even if that feeling of love can be measured, she said, I don't think there will ever be a proper measure of my love for Vina, because it's infinite, vast and vast.
The next day, the,
I was surprised when I just arrived in front of the fence of Vina's house, he was neatly standing in front of the terrace of the house ready to wait for my invitation.
seeing that, I threw a sweet smile at him.
"Maa. pamit yes....."
Shouted Vina from the front of the house.
"Have you waited a long time?"
I asked as Vina approached.
"Not really, just now"
Answer's short.
"The spirit is right today? why?"
I ask again while wearing a helmet on his head do not forget to justify the bangs that cover his eyes.
"Every day should be upbeat!!"
Answer with a clenched fist.
"Great dong, but I hope it's not the answer that comes out of your mouth!"
I looked at him with a smile.
"Because??what do you wish for?"
Ask confused while riding on the bike.
"Ahaha.... Yah... I hope you answer, because I picked up the cake, because I met the cake...."
"Huuuu..sorry, no crap!!!! Come on walk!"
Vina slapped my back.
The motor drove along with our laughter.
Arriving at the school that was still quiet, there were only a few students who walked into the gate.
"Vin, where are we going in the afternoon?"
My tofu,
"I'm confused too.."
"Where are we going to go to the cinema? he said there's a good movie, you want to?"
Tawarku hoped Vina would agree.
"Okay, but that means going home with a change of clothes, there's no way to wear school clothes."
Vina pointed at her uniform.
"Well, do you want security?"
I flicked the soft jidat.
Vina smiled
"Oh yes, if your friends want to come, invite all of you, let it be exciting"
My friend deliberately invited Vina's friends so that the atmosphere is not too awkward and so that later we can be happy.
"Ehm... You don't mind joining my friends?"
Vina doesn't seem sure about my decision to bring her friends.
"Yes, it's not even exciting the rame-rame, is it?"
Vina smiled widely and nodded.
Again the smile makes me opiate, can not stop to again and again enjoy it.
"Yes, go in... I want to go home, don't miss ya. later meet again hahha"
Always be calm and relaxed, that's what I always do when I'm with Vina, I don't want Vina to know how much it hurts my heart.
All Vin has to know is my happiness, so that it does not become a burden for him, let my feeling be my business, I never want to demand Vina to like me let alone rush to force her to fall in love,,, I never want to sue Vina to like me,, it will never be done, let it flow as it is, as much as I can make Vina comfortable with me, until the feeling is slowly present by itself, although not easy, but I never give up, I never give up, hopefully slowly Vina can feel how much I feel in my heart for her.
......................
Bell had left school 5 minutes ago, but Vina had not been seen out of her class.
I tried calling her, though,
and finally, the angel of my heart appeared by running hastily towards me.
"Hey..... "
the sap so it reached the front gate.
"Haii gorgeouskk, how is it today? Happy??"
I asked while giving the helmet code so that Vina brought her head closer, and then I put the helmet on her head.
"We go straight home, right??"
My toot.
Vina told me.
"okay!!"
The trip home we did not talk to each other, my heart was really enjoying the seconds with Vina, did not want it to feel like time passed quickly, but suddenly the clap of Vina surprised me.
"Stoppp!!"
his screeches.
Instantly I stopped my bike.
"Why Vin??"
I'm anxious.
Vina did not reply, her mouth tightly clenched, her eyes unblinking.
I'm trying to follow that direction, Deg!!
my heart is beating fast, though,
He. someone who is always in Vina's mind, He. someone who is always in Vina's heart, is currently in front of us, looking straight at Vina.
I took a breath trying to calm the rumbling heart, is this how it feels to be jealous of God?
get sick...
Does my hope of getting Vina's love have to end today?
is this the end of my struggle?
I threw away my face, not ready to see them meet let alone until a romantic scene like a Korean drama,,
But until a few minutes look at each other, there is no sign of Vina will meet Dirga, until Dirga passed, Vina still stands sculpting.
What's the matter?
Isn't this what Vina was waiting for?
why is he just silent?
how strange!!
I groaned,,
Vina looked down, after Dirga had passed,
"Why don't you meet?"
Askaqua.
"For what?! He didn't call me either, you saw, he just left!"
Answer Vina.
"Is it possible that He left because of me?"
Vina looked at me for a moment and then took a breath.
"Udah ah, let's go home!"
We went back on our way, even though in my head there was a big question mark about Vina's attitude.
"Vin, I'll go home first... Later half 3 I pick up, oh yeah.and a beautiful one yes...."
I said after arriving in front of Vina's house.
"Ohh, don't you want to wait here?"
Ask
"Ehmm.hmm ah, I'm missing also in the post. I'm going home.... Nye.."
I left Vina's house.
I didn't actually go back to the boarding house, I chose to wait at the cafe, order a cup of coffee, spend time to pick Vina back up to go watch.
As long as I waited, my mind went back to what happened earlier, about why Vina was just unmoved not trying to greet Dirga, whereas I knew, Vina was in love with Dirga, dying to Dirga, has Vina started to feel for me, until she was trying her hardest to keep my heart, ah. What could that be? I don't want to expect too much about this, I'm just afraid I'm disappointed..
No taste, the cup of coffee has run out, I glanced at the watch, it looks like it's time.
I left the cafe back to Vina's house.
I'm welcome to Aunt Yuni,
Shortly after, Vina came out to see me.
"Well... This is Vina. y'all be careful huh. don't go home the nights ya Gung, later Aunt scolded Papa Vina"
Aunty Yuni's Message to Agung.
"Every Aunt.., we're leaving, Tan,"
My pamit.
Same with Vina,
I looked at Vina, She is beautiful this afternoon, my heart is shaking looking at her graceful face.
The bike drove to mall 21 where we would meet others to watch.
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