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Chapter 75 Move on

It was so exciting that I ended this feeling so complicated, the pain and wounds that were scratched made me want to close the sweet story of my teenage years with Dirga, by opening a new sheet with a new story.

But for some reason, it was hard for me to throw away my overdosed love for Dirga who was obviously already happy.

"Vin, I'm serious... "

Agung took my hand and rubbed it slowly, for a moment I looked at his eyes that looked so sincere.

I could only take a breath, then pull my arm and then move my body away from the table by sitting leaning firmly.

"Why Vin? what doubts do you feel? is it that hard to give me space in your heart? or, I still have to fight to be able to melt your heart? If yes... I don't mind doing it for you, but at least give me an idea of the deadline, until when??

Not that I'm tired, but at least it'll be a passion for me,"

Agung gulped and raised his head, it felt as if he was holding back bitterly.

"Gung, sorry... No, that's not what I meant?

I'm not in doubt with you, but in doubt with my own feelings, I don't want to be in a relationship with half a heart. Please, give me a little time, for Me to be absolutely certain that I am ready for a new love."

"You don't worry Vin, even with a little bit of heart I'm grateful.."

A small smile adorns the corners of the Great lips.

Spending time together Agung, telling stories interspersed with jokes that sometimes make me out of control when laughing, really makes me a little forget the pain and disappointment that I just received.

I don't think time goes by so fast, though,

by late afternoon,

"Where are we going home, or where are we going to stop by?"

Ask the Great,

"I think we should go home.. I'm tired"

My words are answered nods from Agung.

On the way home, Agung did not say much, he focused on the steering wheel, although occasionally trapped by me was stealing glances, he said,

I could feel the sincerity of the Great's heart, from the way he spoke, from the way he stared even at his actions towards me.

Besides, I am struggling to throw off the taste of Dirga and trying to convince the heart to accept the Supreme.

Keep batting,

"What, after coming home, do I say I'm ready to make love with her??"

I wondered in my heart as I closed my eyes leaning against the back of the car seat.

"Wouldn't opening my heart faster make me move on?"

Then suddenly I felt the car getting slower and finally stopped on the side of the road.

My eyes opened, and looked at Agung.

"Ehm.. Sorry Vin, there's something I want to talk about. I haven't spoken yet"

Serious remarks with serious facial expressions also make me a little tense.

"What?"

Short many.

"Next week, I'm going out of town, maybe 3 months, "

"Kok, long time ago, what business?"

I asked with a slightly bad heart.

"Yes, the cafe business, there I open a new branch again, a friend who runs. So want adjustments and trainees first all colleagues there"

"Oh.., "

"Cock just Ohh anyway?"

"Keep, what do I want to answer?"

"Yes..what a cake...that is so heartfelt!!"

"Try an example, what is the heart that is?"

I folded my hands on my chest while playing my eyebrows.

"Yes... for example, how long would I miss? Or the... I can't stay away from you that long, it'll make me melt!!"

Agung melengos annoyed.

"Ohhh... Is that it???, what about gini...

Um.... Gung, I want to.. Before you go, we'll be??"

My word.

Great looked at him with wide eyes, and his mouth opened.

"Well.... You serious???! you're not duplicating?? or are you ngigau again?? or. um... L'm... L'm.... I'm not dreaming anymore, am I???"

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