Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 74 Sees that harmony.

Agung, closed his eyes for a moment then shook his head, then took me into his arms.

I had no choice but to drown my head in his chest, and then cry out.

"Cry out all the claustrophobic stuff, I'm here to strengthen you Vin"

Great Whisper near my ear.

My cry broke even more, unconsciously my hand returned the embrace on Agung's waist, my head was getting immersed in the chest of his field that was so fragrant.

I slowly felt a gentle rub in my head, feeling calm, peaceful and comfortable. For a moment I felt that sincere love flowing in my fragile heart.

"After you have calmed down, you can tell me all your burdens Vin, for now cry, for the feeling of sadness is natural... I understand that"

The words that came out of his mouth were as cold as the rain that came down to water my hot heart.

So comfortable that I did not realize that the movie we were going to watch had been playing since.

Almost 10 minutes crouching on his body, I slowly let go of the hug and returned to a firm sitting position.

I rubbed my cheeks and the corners of my eyes.

I don't know what makeup looks like on my face.

"Here..."

Agung gestured for Me to come closer, then He rubbed my cheek gently.

"It's still pretty..."

His comfort makes me smile.

"Where? it's light??"

I couldn't answer yet, just a small nod and a faint smile.

Agung smiled and then patted her on the shoulder, signaling that I should lean my head against her shoulder.

Again I obey that command.

I rested my head on his shoulder, then Agung rubbed my head again.

"Not want a story??"

Ask,

I shook my head, though,

"Okay, I'm ready to wait until you're ready"

A kiss landed on the tip of my head.

Minutes by minutes passed, the hilarious jokes from the film we watched little by little could make Me smile even though the heart could not be lied to that I still felt the pain of heartbreak.

God, is this how it feels to have a broken heart??? expecting and always dreaming about the beauty of love should end up disappointed, waiting for someone who apparently never expected us even now he has been happy with his small family makes my heart no longer broken but broken to pieces.

But.. At this time, Agung present like a bandage that bandages the wound, treat and try to heal this wound.

He is not a new person in my life, even his presence along with the presence of Dirga in my life, walking side by side offers a sense that I always try to step aside.

My eyes and heart are always blinded by first love until I don't realize there is a heart that may also be hurt by me.

Should I throw away the key that had been tightly shut to my heart, should I try to open it for Agung.

People who have been patient for years.

I looked up my head staring at him.

Realizing that Agung lowered his head to warmly kiss my forehead.

My heart is shaking,

Could it be that all this time there was actually love for him just that, I never realized because I was too busy thinking about Dirga.

His hand grabbed my finger and grasped it tightly.

2 Hours have passed, though,

Get out of the movie theater with your hands still clutched.

For the first time in my life holding his hand involves the heart, even though for years it was always there for me.

Arriving at the door,

"Ehm... I went to the toilet..."

My pamphlet to Agung.

"Yes, I'm waiting here"

His word.

I'm passing by, not to pee, I just need a mirror, to talk to my own reflection.

In front of the wide glass in front of the toilet sink I stood staring at my body from head to toe.

walking slowly closer to the mirror, looking into my eyes that are always wet every memory of Dirga and my hopes that are now falling apart.

"It's time I forgot the past that obviously can't be the future,

It's time I turned off the first love that can no longer be true love,

I nodded steadily, took a deep breath and then I exhaled slowly, took a moment of pecking and then stepped out of the toilet.

Someone greeted me with a warm smile and then I replied with a smile that was no less warm.

"Well fresh, not sad anymore....Where are we going now?"

Ask did not forget to re-attach his fingers to hold my hand.

I shrugged my shoulders, which was reciprocated by the headband of Agung.

Spending lunch around the Mall waiting for lunch is our choice.

But my steps stopped when not far from me saw someone I knew very well.

Although now the appearance is a little different but I still very memorized with those shady eyes, eyes that have made me fall in love even almost crazy thinking about it every time.

Now the sweet black body was much taller and more robust, the thick hair was left without pomade.

"Theirgae....."

Without realizing it, the name came out of my mouth.

"Why Vin??"

Agung asked confusedly who found I suddenly stared with unblinking eyes.

I could not answer, my eyes were still fixed staring at Dirga who was walking with a woman who was holding a baby, while in Dirga's hands there were several shopping bags.

The Great approached me embracing my shoulder.

While Dirga who was walking from the opposite direction also looked surprised to see me, her steps also stopped, her shady eyes also looked at me unblinking.

At the same time, now our eyes are looking at each other, without a word out, just a straight look as if implies a deep longing that may now be inexpressible, he said, a gaze that represents a heart that is somehow incomprehensible.

For a second stuck in a piercing eye gaze to the recesses, leaving a deep pain, I tried to turn my eyes to the figure of the woman next to him who also seemed confused by Dirga's attitude.

Graceful and elegant, at first glance their faces look similar, this is what is called a soul mate,

I kept looking at the woman from head to toe, absolutely perfect, looking smart and classy.

I'm sure, Dirga is happy to be a female companion as beautiful as Him.

"Win..."

Agung took my hand then nodded, then gently pulled my hand to leave the sight that hurt my heart.

I resigned, and followed the Great step after a few steps left Dirga who was still silent, I don't know what made me moved to turn back, to look back,

I was flabbergasted when it turned out that Dirga was also doing the same thing as me, too,

Dirga was still staring while looking at me with her own eyes.

I hurried to turn my face, though,

"Goodbye Dirga... I'm more and more convinced to accept reality, learn slowly to forget you. But believe me, I don't hate you in the least.You deserve to be happy, as well as I do..."

I said in my heart.

Agung invited me to enter one of the ready-to-eat places,

After ordering food, Agung sat opposite me while stirring a soft drink in front of him with a straw.

He kept looking at me.

"Why is that so bad?"

I'm bumbling.

"Are you sad, right?? or maybe surprised to see the Aerospace?"

The question came out.

"No, I've known that since this morning from Nina"

Honestly answered.

"Oh... So this is what made you cry earlier?"

Great sucking his drink.

"He.em.so Nina was telling me, she said a few days ago Nina met Dirga and her family at the Baby Shop, I just didn't expect it, she said, the person I've been waiting for is happily married and has children"

"So now you can accept the truth?"

I'm nodding.

"Then, do I have a chance to enter your heart in place of the Aerospace?"

"I didn't answer, my tongue was still heavy.

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