
POV >>> VINA
I could not close my eyes at all, words uttered Agung like I was skinning, I do not know, whether I am happy or grieving because of this, which is clear at this time,, I do not know,, curiosity is lodged in my brain,
Curious about knowing where the Great came from about all this, and why Agung finally gave up, even though all this time I knew the Great person who always received, relaxed and patient and never gave up, and never gave up, so what ultimately makes it this fragile?
Even in the past despite being rejected outright, Agung remained patient and unyielding, but this time... Is there something that's happened that I don't know about,
Suddenly fear came to my heart, what if it turned out that Agung knew about what I was doing behind him at the time, about Dirga and that one week?
Oh my God... How is this? all of a sudden my leg went limp,,
I don't want the Great to hate me, though I've never loved him wholeheartedly but I don't want to be hated by him either.
I quickly grabbed my phone lying on the pillow, then twisted it doubtfully, chose to send a message or call it.
Long thought, I finally decided to send Agung a message.
"Remember, once again I want to apologize for what happened, and if I may ask, what finally made you make this decision? then... Do you know where Dirga came from?"
The message was sent, and now it changed the blue tick, which means that Agung has read it, my heart is eagerly waiting for a reply.
5 minutes, 10 minutes, almost half an hour, no reply, it made me even more curious.
Is it possible, the Great now doesn't want to know me anymore?
I really don't want to be hated by him.
Not strong enough to hold the anxiety, I decided to call Agung.
Tut's.... Tut's... Tut's.....
Continuous tone is heard, but not also raised Agung.
"Remember Please...lift....!!!"
I'm lirih.
Second call, third call, fourth call,
The great still would not take a call from me.
"OK,,!! I try once again. If this time Agung still does not want to accept, it means true... Great does not want to know Me anymore, That is how your heart hurts to me..."
Call to five, please,,
Tut's... Tut... clamps,,!!
huff.... I took a breath, Finally...
"Haloo... Gung, thanks for still lifting up.."
My word.
"Yes... Vin, what?"
The answer was cold and stiff as usual.
"Gung... please, is there anything you already know other than about Dirga?"
I'm spontaneous.
"Other??! is that as much of the secret that you have hidden from Me about Dirga Vin?
Is there anything more sensitive you're covering up?"
The deg!!
I was stunned, then patted the eel, it seems I mispronounced, now I'm stuck on my own question.
Then, I have to answer What??
"Hello, Vin... Should I tell you everything I know?"
My sharp and sharp tone sounded very scary in my ears.
There's no other choice, I have to know everything.
My tears are flowing again,,
"Why should I hate you? no Vin. That I would never do, not even at all.."
That heartfelt remark really proves the Greatest man.
"I know, Dirga's not married, she works in a fertilizer factory, and has one of the high-ranking posts there, you guys still love each other, you know, you know, you guys,, you also often meet when I'm gone before we get engaged, and that's why your phone is rarely active, difficult to contact, does not reply to messages to not want to receive calls from me,"
Agung, made me limp shut my mouth with my palm,,
"More... I'm...."
"I also know, you never stayed at Nina's house the day before my return, and Nina never had an Event that night, I don't know Vin,,, I don't know,, what is the reason you wear a blazer on your day off and why??! and for the reason of staying at Nina's house, which obviously means that day, you didn't come home, I don't know where you were, and with whom?"
The Supreme Court gave me no time to talk.
I did not expect, Agung knows everything. Now my heart is like being squeezed to hear all the stories of Agung.
"Surely, you came to the airport with Dirga, while your car was there long before you reached the airport"
Holy jeez!!!
Great to know this too!!
Do you not-don't Great know about the incident in the car?
my heart is beating fast, though,
"And.... You know Vin, I saw everything..."
The Great Sentence stopped,
"All??"
My toot.
"Yes...EVERYBODY!! I don't need to explain in detail, I'm sure you remember what happened in that car!"
Hearing that, my body felt light as it floated, my legs limp made me fall on the floor, my head suddenly heavy, with tears pouring down,, and,,.
Oh my God, so much heartache that I have inflicted on Agung..
"I'm sorry Vin, I shouldn't have forced the engagement to happen, so as not to make you depressed,,"
Great apologies, I should be the one apologizing, not Him...!! Great is not wrong...!!
"Just then, I wasn't ready to lose you, I was selfish!! I don't want to give you up for Dirga just like that after years of fighting for you, especially What I know Dirga has a family, but after I know Dirga is still alone.. I realize that love can't be forced,"
I felt more and more guilty, hearing the last words of the Great that were so sincere.
The best angel-hearted man I've ever known.
"Either shall I apologize to You Gung for all that I have done to you. Clearly, you are so good.. I never knew, it was going to be like this, it just happened out of my control..
I just hope you don't hate me... I hope our relationship can still be as it used to be... I wish you all the best, and hopefully after this, you will have your happiness with someone who is also the best of me."
Silent, without sound..
then the call is interrupted.
Before long, a message came in.
"Sorry desperation Vin, it seems the signal is not good.You should know, right now I need it myself, I'm heartbroken... I'm hurt and I'm just disappointed and not to hate"
Reading the message, my heart was broken from what his heart was so sincerely forgiving and willing me to sincerely.
I am sure, Agung deliberately disconnected the phone call not because of the signal but was calming his own heart which might be broken to pieces for my betrayal.
Because of this, I feel like I'm the most evil man in the world.
I'm sorry Gung... I know, once in the wound that I have inflicted on your heart, I also know, words of forgiveness will not be able to treat it, even with a thousand apologies.
I can only pray as soon as another love is present in your life, in order to heal that wound..
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