Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 131 Don't kill me with your love

Staring at Vina's cheerful face, made me drift in daydreams, if only.. Vina can open a little of her heart to let Me in, maybe I will be happier than now, until when I have to be patient with all my feelings, I will be happy,, whereas I know Vina loved the Aerospace very much that She herself did not know how Dirga felt about her, just because she felt that Aerospace was her first love, then what about my heart? should I tell you that He is my first love.

After the meatball stall, I drove her home, all the way home, we just kept quiet.

Arriving at Vina's house, nothing has changed from this house since I said goodbye that day.

We were welcomed by Aunt Yuni,

Vina walked first, while I was still on the bike, Aunt Yuni looked at me confused, while Vina was smiling at me.

"Who is it?? ummm..."

Aunt Yuni kept looking at me, who was now taking off her helmet and walking over to her.

"Owalahh.... This is Great, O God... "

Aunt Yuni still recognized me despite thinking for a long time, I immediately greeted Aunt Yuni.

"Healthy Aunt??"

"Alhamdulillah Gung, healthy... Come in and sit down..."

"Thank You Aunt..."

"When's coming? how is your Mom? Oh, Allah misses Ruri...,"

Seen a sincere longing entrenched in the look on the face of Aunt Yuni when remembering Mama.

"Overnight Aunt.. "

"Thank God. nginep here ya Gung,"

haggard Aunt Yuni to me.

"Ehm... Sorry aunt, Later aja Aunt, next time if you come home here with Mama, Agung not delicious.hehee"

Refuse me smooth,

"Loh why? Consider it Gung's own house, where do you live?"

Ask Aunt Yuni quickly.

"Agung kost near Aunty airport"

"Ohh... Yes already, Buruan change clothes Vin, abis it with Agung Lunch"

Vina nodded and left Me and Aunt Yuni who were still chatting in the guest room.

Shortly after, Aunt Yuni also left me.

Now I live alone, waiting for Vina who never came out, somehow long ago Vina changed clothes.

Throw away the saturation, I play the phone.

After waiting for quite a while, Vina finally came out back to the guest room to see me.

"Ayooo.. again reply to the same message yes.....?

Ledek Vina once got in front of me.

"Ngapain reply message, if you want to say yes by the way, the person is here anyway"

My chirps made Vina shocked.

"Is he here?? meaning???"

Confused ask.

"Yes.kan yayang his ye hehehhe"

selorohku while laughing.

"Ihh. crisp Ah"

Vina pouty.

"Vinn..... Eat here. Mama is ready!!"

Fun Aunt Yuni from the kitchen.

"Oh. Yes Maaaa......"

Vina replied, then gave the code to me to follow her to the kitchen.

Dining table, eat,

A large bowl of chicken soup, flour fried tempeh and peanut tempe chili are available.

Me and Vina, eating alone at the dinner table at Vina's house, it made me get carried back into the world of my dreams,

If Vina were to mate with me, how happy I am, this kind of atmosphere of course every day I would feel, sit and eat with her like this.

I stared at that graceful face, if He could feel this shiver, how this feeling had never changed since he first saw it.

But in reality, his heart and mind were only Dirga.. Dirga and Dirga, where he had thought of Me much less to feel the vibration of my heart.

Hemm..

I drowned every time I remembered Dirgantara.

After eating, Vina and I sat down and chatted on the porch of the house, sitting on the floor.

We were all busy playing our phones.

"Eh.. Vin, how are your Junior High friends who used to be jealous when I wanted you, is it still contact?"

I'm trying to raise a question about Dirgantara, which I haven't heard about since I decided not to contact Vina a few months ago.

Hearing that, Vina looked at me then turned her face away.

"Who??"

The answer.

"Pretend not to remember or have been forgotten....???!"

My insinuation makes Vina's face blush.

"Dirga??"

Answer

"Well, it's still bad, Dir.. gan. ta...ra...."

I deliberately teased Vina by spelling out Dirga's name slowly.

"No more contact, but just now at school, it turns out my best friend is a neighbor with Dirga, yes I have sent a letter deh..."

The deg!!

my heart stopped beating, my heart felt pierced with pain when I heard Vina's speech just now.

That means, the communication will be re-connected between Vina and Dirga, and that means again the more I have no chance to get Vina's heart even if only a little.

"Huh??? Whaties??? A letter?? in the past, your friend did not have his phone number, or at least, yes... His social account is... Cook yes Sidia gaptek, can't it??!"

I tried to calm my heart that was slowly cracking irregularly.

Trying to remain Vina's best friend.

"Yes.emang do not have, how else donk..."

Answer Vina casually.

"Try me to find"

I opened up social media, and focused on the phone screen looking for Dirga Account.

"Try...try, what's his full name?"

I asked again with eyes not switching from the phone screen.

Vina approached, making me flutter.

"Abinata Air Force"

The answer.

Turns out to be true, I didn't find an account with that name.

"Nothing is there?"

Vina asked while nudging my shoulder.

"It's not possible for children today not to play social media,"

I said while looking at Vina.

"Yes, anyway..."

Vina nodded.

"I think he did, maybe he used social media, he had an Account but he might have used another name, "

I'm giving my opinion.

"Another name??"

Ask Vina and I nod.

After a long silence,

"Oh yeah, how are you?"

Vina asked tilted her head at me making my heart cold hot staring at that sweet face, my mind drifting away, not daring to look at her for long I immediately turned my face away, and occasionally just glanced at her.

"What's the way, then,?? yeah, well, yeah"

My answer was short, I'm still stubborn.

"No, I mean that, girlfriend!! where's the picture to see donk..."

Vina paused me with a spoiled hand

"Ohhh.... Pacarrr, say the obvious donk..wait!"

I opened up my cell phone gallery and thrust it at Vina.

Vina snatched my phone quickly, before long she returned it to me again.

"Aahhh... cheat!! Seriously donkkk,!!"

with a frown, Vina slapped my shoulder and laughed as well as I did.

"Hahhah.. yaa.. don't believe it? how gorgeous??"

I looked at Vina's photo on my phone screen.

"Part of where it is, please help where, my dimedsos yes..no more permission!!!"

Vina pouty.

"Regarding permission, wrong itself doing on display there is no prohibition for people to ngesave!"

My Kilah.

Vina snorted and crossed her chest.

time seems to pass so quickly, though,,

"Ehm.. Vin, tomorrow we hang out before we leave his house.

Vina nodded and gave a thumbs up sign in agreement.

After saying goodbye to Aunt Yuni I went home to the hostel on my rented motorcycle.

Night in the boarding room,

My eyes reluctantly closed, the shadow of Vina's face continued to tease me, her smile could not go from my brain, even her soft voice, her crisp laughter increasingly fluttered in my ears.

Does Vina feel this way, even once in her mind, have I ever crossed her?

is this pain patient in love?

Keep looking at his face on my phone and decide to send him sweet messages, but baby, there's nothing he replies to.

Oh... Vina.... Don't kill me with your love!!

I said softly and then closed hoping to dream of meeting him.

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