
I was speechless, completely speechless, everything Nina said was true even the matter was real and in plain sight, like a time bomb ready to explode and destroy everything not only my heart, great heart and even the hearts of our parents.
Without me noticing, my tears fell, causing Nina to panic.
"God!!! Vina you cry??! What's going on, baby, what's going on? the stories are all the same to me.
"Nin, I... I... same Great is done!"
My cry broke, Nina rubbed my shoulder.
"Done?! finished how??"
Alif who was next to Nina turned to us, her face confused by what happened to me.
"Be aware of everything, and He set Me free, releasing Me to be with Dirga.. "
"Oh my God... But did Dirga know all this?"
I shook my head in response to Nina's question.
"Nobody knows, including our two families, just between Me and the Great, now I'm confused Nin, how to tell Mama and Papa,, "
"You have patience, yes, wait for how Agung speaks to his family, and I think just talk about what really happened between you,, "
"I'm afraid they're disappointed by my attitude Nin, in this case, I'm the most guilty person, I started this game, and I'm afraid they think I'm playing with their feelings, and they're gonna hate me"
I'm back sobbing.
"Everything is already Vina, whatever time cannot be played, free you continue to blame yourself, all has happened.. all you can do right now is be patient and admit your mistakes, they all love you, it is impossible until their hearts to corner you in this matter, if disappointed.. that's for sure, and I think it's natural, but I'm sure, they won't hate you"
Nina's words were all right, there was nothing wrong, only, I still didn't dare, my mentality wasn't ready for it.
The show ended with greetings and photos together.
Arrived at our turn,
I, Nina, Alif, and Diki went up on the stage for a photo with the bride, from above I could see clearly a shady face with a sad look from Dirga who looked at us. When the photographer was directing the style, Daniel called the host and whispered something, before long the host spoke using his microphone in a loud voice to make me shocked and completely overwhelmed,
"Call to the Air Brothers, again to the Aerospace brothers, asked to go upstairs for a photo session together, How? there any? Yes... Is there... ?? please Mas Dirga. ride here to join the others"
Not only I was shocked, Dirga's face also painted the same feeling, a little hesitant, Dirga stood up and walked casually towards the guarantee, arriving in front of the bride, the bride, Dirga first congratulated Daniel and Elza, saw Daniel embrace Dirga while rubbing his shoulders, after that time Dirga entered the line of photos, he chose to stand next to Diki, he chose to stand next to Dirga, but just as the photographer was directing the camera, he suddenly paused to take a photo, and again looked at the position of the line we made, shaking slowly, the photographer again reshuffled our position, by changing the position of the dirga to be beside me, and Diki next to Elza.
With the position, Alif, Nina, Daniel, Elza, Diki, Me and Dirga, the photographer smiled with satisfaction then immediately snapped a few times.
It certainly made the atmosphere feel awkward between Me and Dirga, while Nina looked at me smiling, as well as Daniel glanced meaningfully at us.
After saying goodbye to each other, we all separated in the parking lot, now lives Dirga who is still standing with me, Papa and Mama in front of my car.
"We're first, Dir.."
Papa said as soon as the car door opened and Papa immediately went up, followed by Mama.
"Okay Om.. See you next time, Om, Auntie..."
dirga answered while closing the car door and waving.
But after that, Dirga immediately turned around and left my car for his car, I was stunned to not expect Dirga who had just been so friendly towards both my parents, now pass by without even coming to me to say good-bye or be careful, not even looking at all, the annoyance suddenly crept in my heart, I clenched my molar tightly, I, clenching my fingers.
"She said she missed, always thinking of me, but to smile waving and saying carefully was nothing!! huhh... growled!!"
My grunts in my heart.
Somehow, I really wish Dirga had done that to me.
"Vin, why? why not walk yet?"
Beware of Mama when the car does not go.
"Oh. Yes Ma, sorry... "
I took a breath and shook my head and drove home.
"Vin, That's the Aerospace your friend Junior High who always can rank not sich, Mama forget to remember the same face.."
Ask Mama to me who is still in a state of furious heart and upset to the top.
"Eh. yes Ma... Yes, really, the only boy who can always rank consecutively for 3 years in Junior High"
My answer.
Connect Mama.
"The child is polite, friendly as well yes.His story is also kasian in fact, still a teenager has been left by his parents, both again"
papa's light makes me flabbergasted, though,
It could be that Papa's chat with Dirga has reached there,,
"Ehm... Dirga to tell me about her family problem Pa?"
Me,,.
"No, actually, not intentionally, Papa whose parents were busy at first, then He said his parents had died a long time ago,,"
"Ohh"
My answer.
Not long, though,
Mama's loud cellphone voice distracts Mama from the discussion about Dirga.
"Roman.."
Mama said as soon as she saw the caller's name on her phone.
Hearing that, my heart beat so fast, my heart pounded so hard.
Fear haunted me on the second that I also felt the temperature of the car was so hot, that sweat suddenly just sprung from the pore holes of my skin.
"Hello... Ri...Oh, this is I'm still on the road with Vina and her Papa, but this way home, just a moment later, why Ri? Oh, come home, yes. yes.... later I'll tell you if you've been there, by the way what's going on Ri, how is it tense and serious?
Oh. yeah, okay... I'm waiting at home, yeah, yeah, bye Ri..."
Mom closed the call.
My breath feels so tight, what's up with Aunt Ruri? What Agung had already told him everything, so the purpose of Aunt Ruri came to discuss the matter,,
mind raging.
"Why Ma? Ruri, what the hell is that talking?"
Ask Papa.
"She, where do we say we want to go home, do not know why? from the tone of his voice it sounded like tense and anxious that way."
answer Mama.
Hearing that I'm getting stifled.
If only this time I had the power to disappear, this very second I would definitely choose to disappear, I am afraid and dare not meet Aunt Ruri.. I'm not ready to see the look of his disappointment.
I reached into my phone that was in the bag,
then try typing a message on Agung.
"Gung, did your Mama know about the end of us?"
Immediately I press send it as soon as the short message I send.
However, I did not receive a reply, until several times I checked my phone to see if a message came in.
"Vin, you're driving again, Mama noticed from earlier your eyes focus on the phone continue, the danger of Vin.."
Beware Mama, make me put my phone back in my bag and refocus on my wheel.
"Yes Ma, I'm sorry..."
My word.
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