Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 112 All must end

Almost at 4am, the rain had just stopped leaving its wetness with dew now clad in the fresh green tea leaves.

I who could not rest all night, now choose to move from the side of Dirga, which is still closed soundly.

I looked at her deep face, there was a heart-scratching pain, how not... It's only a matter of hours left. That face I may no longer be able to look this close.

I slowly unzipped the tent, and walked out, intending to return to the Villa to change clothes, in order to return to Palembang after dawn, to get home is not kesorean and can pick up Agung at the airport.

Again I look back, looking once again at the face of the man I loved so much, and today I must declare that this love must come to an end.

I ran out of the tent towards the villa.

Arriving at the Villa I decided to take a shower and put on some clothes yesterday.

The sky began to brighten, the sun began to appear with its timid radiance.

I felt a little dizzy from not sleeping all night, making me undo the intention of following Dirga in the tent to wake her up.

I chose to sit on the sofa next to the bed, and chose to send him a message.

Haven't had time to type a message, Dirga already called me first.

"Hello baby, what else? down yes... I ordered you breakfast,, "

He said, I walked open the door and looked at Dirga's tent.

There Dirga was standing with a cell phone in her ear, then waving at me.

"Love yu's..."

He said again, making my heart flowery.

I hung up the phone and ran over to Dirga who was waiting for me.

Up in front of Dirga,

"By my dear, why run away not to say..? I'm looking for you!!"

Dirga spread out her arms to welcome me to dock in her arms.

Without a doubt, I accepted the request, hugging warmly the body that perhaps after this day I will never again be able to touch.

"They sleep well, I don't have to wake them up."

I answered looking at his face with my head up.

Dirga kissed my forehead.

"Well breakfast, I've ordered breakfast"

Dirga appointed 2 packs of styrofoam and 2 cups of drinks in the tent.

Dirga pulled my arm to enter the tent then opened Styrofoam which contained warm chicken porridge and 2 cups of hot coffee.

I watched him, a man who was busy serving me, the One I had always dreamed of, thought about and imagined that someday I could live with him, and now, my love does not clap one hand, He thinks the same of me, and imagines togetherness as I do.

But what hurts is that when everything is real before your eyes, separation becomes the end of everything.

Lord... If there is still time, please give me a little longer time with her to feel this happiness,

Timing... Please, do not be fleeting, and Love, I ask not to go this fast, I have just tasted the taste that I have exhibited for a long time.. but today it will all be over in a matter of hours.

Unknowingly, my tears fell dripping washing away the wounds that were re-scratched.

In a hurry I wiped it with the back of my own hand.

Dirga saw that, though,

"Darling... You crying??"

Dirga put back the coffee cup he just wanted to sip, then approached me.

I looked at her, smiled bitterly and then shook her head slowly.

"You heavy? is your heart unhappy? you're forced? you don't love the Great? answer me!!"

Dirga's lash shook my shoulder.

My cry broke, my chest felt narrowed, my esophagus hurt.

"Oh my God, what is this feeling??!"

he said with a high tone.

He came out of the tent and stood back to the tent.

I bowed my head in a cry I could not stop.

Not long after, Dirga went back into the tent, and,,

I don't answer, my sobs are becoming.

"Vina, it's not too late to end the lies of the heart! honestly!!! You're tormented by the engagement this week??"

You don't love the Great, do you?? say it's true!! Vina Jaw??!"

Hardik Dirga to me.

"You're not ready for this farewell!! You're not willing if we get here enough??! You and I.. we....!! love each other!! we have only been caught in a misunderstanding all this time!! we... true love, we are eternal... right?? answer me please??!"

Dirga's voice sounded trembling, her eyes flushed slowly wet.

Really, my heart really can't afford to hear those words any more.

I held my head up, wiped my tears and shook my head,,

"You're wrong,,!! our current relationship is just a clarification, nothing more than just a part of the past story!! our love is not true!! this is just unfinished monkey love!! and today it will all be over!! open your eyes!! our old love is dead!! it's just that we're late to realize just because it's carried away by the atmosphere and stories from the past!!"

Reveal me with tears flowing back.

"But. but.. You are equally great..."

"I'm happy, Me and the Great love each other! and we're getting engaged next week,, !!"

My cetus.

Dirga gulped,,

Then he looked down, then grabbed a coffee cup and gulped it down.

My appetite suddenly disappeared, I chose out the tent leaving the chicken porridge agape untouched.

Before I got out, I got Dirga..

"We're going home now!!"

Dirga nodded, and followed out.

After picking up the belongings at Villa, Dirga and I headed for the car and prepared to go back to Palembang,

Right at 6 am, the car rolled away from the location of the mountain top tea plantation with all the stories created.

Between Me and Dirga, there is no smile like yesterday.

I never thought our story would end like this.

I turned my face to the window of the car, staring at the expanse of tea plantations.

There is a story here, written briefly and contained in a container of lightning romance.

My eyes were wet again, remembering all the words I said to Dirga earlier.

A lie that is very contrary to the heart, but I have to say so that Dirga can easily forget Me and move on from the story that could not possibly be true.

I don't want to get carried away by uncertainty, falling into the beauty of fantasy that will one day disappear.

I don't want to linger in doubtful hearts.

I wiped the tears, took a deep breath trying to convince my heart that this was the best option.

The journey felt so very long, probably because of the silence that had enveloped us.

Almost noon, as soon as the car reached the city gate, the,

"Dir, we'll take the car... I'm gonna pick up Agung at the airport"

I said after almost 6 hours of silence.

Dirga turned to me for a moment, without answering a word, then was seen activating his phone.

It appears Dirga called someone using handsfree,

"You just bring the car I said yesterday please take you to the airport now!!"

He then turned off his phone.

Hearing that, I again wondered about who Dirga really was, who was the person He had just ordered to drive the car to the airport.

"The water... So, I??"

"I'll take you to the airport right away after lunch"

ketus answer.

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