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Chapter 158 The Words of Dirga

By noon, by,

The event continued with the reception, Dirga still at home sitting next to Papa occasionally seen them laughing together.

A beautiful sight that caught my attention, though,

"Hmmpph... If there were no branching stories about my silly decision at the time and the engagement that should have never happened, of course this story would have gone smoothly, and would not have been this complicated"

I let out a breath...

"Why Vin?"

Nina asked, looking at me, when she heard my breath.

I smiled shakes, though,

"He.... Not pa pa pa... Um... I went to the toilet first, Nin...."

I handed Baby Raina over to Nina, while Nina handed over the Rania she was holding to Alif to take Raina out of my hands.

I left Nina, Alif, Baby Twins and Diki for the restroom.

In the Toilet, in the,

The real me was not peeing, just standing in front of the sink mirror, looking at my own body.

There were so many thoughts that filled my headroom, especially my fear how the people around me would react if I knew my engagement and Agung had actually ended last night, especially my parents and the Great family.

From this problem I learned, to make a decision must be with a cool head and a calm heart, can not be rushed when the heart is in disarray.

if not, as now the result, there are only regrets, not only that, but problems for the sake of new maslah will emerge that have an impact also with the people around me.

Once again I sighed, in order to mentally prepare for what would happen after this,

All of this is purely my fault, and I must be prepared to accept the consequences.

I looked back at my face in the mirror, set back a smile and dismissed all the temporary shaking.

I stepped out of the toilet.

And how shocked I was when I just came out of the toilet.

"God!!! Dirga...!!"

My peek,

Dirga stood leaning against the wall next to the toilet door with her hands folded over her chest.

"Sstttt.....!!"

Dirga put his index finger in front of his lips.

"Don't be noisy, later people come here, thinking I'm doing you again..."

Reciprocity.

"What are you doing here??! what if someone sees it?!"

I said as I looked back and forth to make sure no one was watching us.

"That's why I said no noise, I want to talk to you, yes.. pleaseee!!"

Dirga clasped his hands in front of his chest pleading with me.

"Chat? What's the chat going to? In here?? what if someone sees it?"

My heart was really scared just in case Mama or the others caught us and thought things through.

"It's not here, yuk.. Come with me!!"

Dirga quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me out through the side door.

I couldn't resist, and just resignedly followed Dirga's quick steps.

"Oh my God, my heart trembled again.but somehow this feeling felt very warm and comfortable, as soon as all the burden that had been felt squeezing my chest and brain felt light, light, evaporated and forgotten just like that, replaced with the vibrations of love that I can not deny its existence.

Up outside the building, Dirga pointed to a large tree complete with a seat next to the building, slightly blocked by several cars, so it will not be seen directly when someone comes out of the building.

It seemed like the place was better than having to chat in the corridor in front of the toilet, where the people who wanted to go to the toilet passed.

"We're there!"

Dirga pulled me back under the tree.

Get there, get there,

"Sit Vin,"

He said, when he first sat down.

"How are you?"

Ask,

"Good,"

Answer's short.

"Ehm... Thank goodness, I'm glad to hear that.Your relationship is just as great? when are you planning on getting married?"

Ask Dirga again, this time staring at my fingers.

Aware of being noticed, I pulled my hand and lowered it from the table, and sat up straight with my hands slightly hidden.

The situation turned awkward, though,

"Ehm. We're fine, marriage problems... We haven't got a plan, we're still going like this"

Answer lies.

"Like this? like this, um.. sorry, why isn't the ring in your fingers?"

I swallowed a salivary, I didn't think. Dirga was very observant to see the absence of the ring on my finger, and dared to ask it directly to me.

"Ehm... There it is, I forgot to wear it after I opened it in the shower this morning"

My answer.

Dirga.

"Oh yeah, where's Agung? why isn't he here with you?"

Ask Dirga again,

"He has business leaving town"

Again Dirga mangosteen.

"Udah ya Dir, I have to go back inside, before they suspect because I left them too long"

My word.

"You're worried about them because you left them too long, it's not even half an hour!"

Dirga.

"Dirga, I..."

"Have you ever worried about me? what will you leave forever with a man I know you don't love at all?!!!"

Said Dirga with a slightly high tone, felt once there were emotions in each of those words.

"Dirga, what are you talking about? why you?!"

"Have you ever thought of Me who always thinks of you, withholds all longings, and tries to make peace with circumstances, accepting the fact that you will soon be possessed by others,, saying,, though you yourself are tormented by this state!!!"

Dirga's words were like pressing down on my heart, feeling claustrophobic making me look down.

"Look at me Vina!! look at me!!"

Dirga patted his own chest.

"Until this second, I'm still thinking of you, I can't forget you!!

and you know Vin, I'm sorry if I always hoped I'd still have a chance to have you like my old hopes."

"I'm going in!"

I moved, and prepared to leave Dirga.

"Wait!!"

Prevent Dirga.

my steps stopped, turning my back to Dirga without looking at him.

"I know, you're not okay.. I'm waiting for your honesty to tell you everything, my phone number will never change, whenever you can call me, Vin remembers, happiness is never forcing a relationship that never had love in it at all"

Hearing that, I closed my eyes for a moment and then stepped away leaving Dirga back inside the building.

"If you knew Dir... It's all true, I'm not okay, and the engagement ended last night, but I'm sorry I didn't want to tell you sooner, I don't want things to get messed up"

I quickened my pace, going in to meet Nina and the others.

Up inside, I saw Nina restlessly looking back and forth, but relief was evident when her gaze reached me.

"Vina!! Where are you from, go to the old toilet, even there is no tamperin!!"

Oceh Nina as soon as I get to my seat again.

"Ehm.. I'm sorry I was out looking for a Tissue sale.yes"

Answer nervously.

"You don't lie, you,,!! Where did you end up with Dirga?"

Nina whispered a little in front of my face.

"With Dirga?? What the hell are you talking about Nin?"

My elak to Nina.

"Dirga disappeared shortly after your permission to go to the toilet, and look at that, Dirga returned shortly after you also returned!

I looked towards the chair where Dirga was sitting, and sure enough, Dirga had just arrived.

I can't avoid it anymore, but I don't know where to start, and looking down is my only option right now.

"Yes God..... Vina!!! that means right? you can't be like this Vina, your behavior like this will be a problem for yourself and the people around you!"

Nina sat leaning back, with her eyes glaring sharply at me.

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