Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 118 The Song of Dirga

I saw the face of Agung who was looking at me fixed with his thin smile.

Agung raised his eyebrows waiting for an answer to come out of my mouth.

I'd love to say if it turns out Dirga is not married let alone have children, but I'm afraid that it will make Agung think something about Me and Dirga.

"Vin, Dirga's all right with his wife?"

Ask again.

I looked back at Agung, then gulped..

"I don't know!"

Answer's short.

Agung exhaled heavily then improved his sitting position more firmly.

"Ehmm. We sit there yuk..."

Take me to Agung to point out where Nina and the others are gathering, deliberately do it to avoid the stiffness that will occur between Me and the Great, he said, in addition, to avoid Agung ask about Dirga even further.

Agung nodded, then took my hand towards Nina's table which would automatically pass through Dirga's table.

Almost in front of the Dirga Table, it is very difficult for me to control myself not to look at him, especially when it turns out Dirga also did the same thing, he said, looking at me unblinkingly as I passed in front of her and those eyes kept following my steps.

Stuck looking at each other with a heart that feels slashed makes it feel like I want to run to him and say, that I don't want a situation like this, but this is the reality that happens,,,, that,, Great I could not have hurt that sadistic, however, Great was only a victim of my selfishness and ambition when I was trapped in emotion and disappointed.

I took a breath and tried to calm down by turning my gaze to Nina's desk.

"Haii..."

elza exclaimed as soon as we arrived and sat together in the midst of them.

Daniel greeted me and was majestic, with a relaxed face and a loose smile.

"Congratulations... Vin... Bro..!!"

He said to both of us.

"Thank you, yes,, !! soan didn't say it!! afraid of being asked for a deal...??"

My God to Daniel who only responded to me with a laugh.

Soon Ayumi and Edgar come to our table handing the Twins back to Nina and Alif.

"Congratulations Miss Vina, Kirain will be a real mother to us from our beloved Father.he.he.he..he..."

"Hushhh...!! "

Nina nudged Ayumi's arm making Ayumi hurriedly cupped Both her hands an apology sign.

"Mother really?? from our beloved Father? it means what... How do I not understand?

sela Agung who looks confused over Ayumi's speech earlier.

"Ah. ehmm.. Trouble kidding, don't connect sorry. sorry.."

Ayumi answered the wrong way.

I became more curious, with the words of our beloved Father who often said Ayumi when talking about Dirga.

In the midst of our chatter, all of us were silent at once, suddenly the atmosphere was silent, when our eyes simultaneously saw Dirga move from her chair to the corner of the room approaching the band filler show.

Between me and Nina looked at each other, as well as Agung who looked agitated looking towards Dirga, then turned to me and looked back at Dirga again.

Another case with Ayumi and Edgar who look enthusiastically smiling while clapping passionately when the intro song is played.

Dirga was seen sitting casually in front of the microphone pole, occasionally his eyes were glaring at me.

I bit my lip to hear the intro, and soon realized that the song he was going to sing was the song I heard yesterday from the car audio.

Dirga was too good at choosing songs to make my heart become messy and messy.

"You guys are so excited, you know Him so well?"

Ask Edgar and Ayumi.

They nodded, then smiled widely.

🎼

Suppose that

I tell you the truth

About my feelings

To you all this time...

I lowered my head, and clenched my real fingers in need of a grip to strengthen my broken heart, I know after this there will probably be many questions that come out of the mouth of Agung about the meaning of the song performed by Dirga.

Or even, I have to face the Great Anger about why I invited Dirga to come.

🎼

Suppose that

Time has gone

From me when you were here with me

Actually my heart always loved you

It's just that I never told you

In him my love holds the heart of your heart

But now you say love is too late

Ought

I'm not letting you wait

Love words from me

Which is stored for too long

And should be

I understand your heart

Who truly loves me

Before love becomes his

Actually my heart always loved you

It's just that I never told you

In him my love holds the heart of your heart

But now you say love is too late

Love is too late....

All the guests clapped, especially Ayumi and Edgar who were the most excited.

I looked down, my heart ached, my eyes were hot, trying my hardest to hold back the tightness I had felt, but dear.all could not hold back the pace of my tears that were already unstoppable,, no,, flowing. dripping as if wanting to wash the wound that is now increasingly gaping.

He is right, if now He is too late, it is too late to offer the love I have long awaited.

Seeing me sobbing,

Nina clasped my hand, trying to strengthen me, Elza looked at me confused, daniel massaged her temple.

Great stood up, pulled out a few pieces of tissue and handed the tissue to me, As I stared at it and accepted the tissue and then wiped the cheeks and corners of my eyes..

Simultaneously, Dirga came down from his chair walking towards us.

My heart is beating, my heart is pounding very fast, my breath feels stinged.My eyes continue to look at Dirga who is getting closer.

Up in front of me, Dirga reached out, I looked at the people around me who were silent silent without a sound, now all eyes were on me and Dirga.

"Congratulations Vin... Ervina Delia, good luck until H day huh..."

His words were full of smiles.

Releasing my handshake, Dirga turned to greeting Agung, then embracing him while patting Agung's shoulder,,

"Happy Bro.., happy Vina always! "

His words to Agung then saluted and said goodbye to Nina and the others before he finally stepped out of us all.

I was stunned to see the back of the field pass from before me to stay away and out of the room.

It was like I lost half my heart as soon as Dirga left, and was nowhere to be seen before me.

The feeling of a light body floated, and a sudden head hurt, making me continue to bow my head, complete my suffering this afternoon., when the wound gaped in the heart that should be happy just untie tears..

My esophagus felt so narrow and aching, holding my own chest hoping to reduce this pain a little better. But it doesn't seem like it, especially once my eyes get a deep look from the eyes of a Great.

My chest was pounding more and more, and began to second-guess what sentence would be thrown from his lips.

"It seems that after this there will be a lot that we have to talk about"

said the Great then threw his gaze out of my eyes.

I'm just Silent.I don't dare to say a word, I'm afraid the words that come out will even trigger a commotion, I don't want this event to be destroyed and disappoint many people.

An hour passed, though,

Mutually silent and increasingly fixated, when one by one the guests came home, including Nina, Alif, Twins, Ayumi, Edgar, Elza and Daniel who had previously captured the moment of my engagement by taking pictures together.

Now all that remains is only the nuclear family who are still gathered to tell stories and joke.

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