
After the meal, it was getting dark, I glanced at the watch which showed at seven o'clock in the evening, after a short chat accompanied by light jokes, we all split up in front of mall 21,
Now there is Me and Vina, who are still standing in the parking area,
Kuraih hands Vina, for me to take to the parked motorbike.
"Yet home,"
Invite me to him, I had to look at the shocked face of Vina, who was wide-eyed looking at me confused, but there was no other response such as getting angry or pulling back her hand, he said, it made me think this good opportunity for me little by little would make Vina comfortable and who knows could open her heart to melt and accept me.
Arriving at the parking lot, I put a helmet on and told him to ride on a motorcycle immediately.
I also pulled her arms around my waist, all I did with my heart beating irregularly, as well as my heart pounding, The one thing I feared the most was Vina's anger, but it turned out that it didn't happen, Vina just kept quiet.
Of course it makes me more confident.
On the bike, I didn't say much my heart was racing, shaking and pounding.
"Oh my God, may Vina not notice my nervousness, and may He not hear my heart beating.
several times I took a breath and exhaled slowly to regulate the already irregular breath.
Every now and then I lyrically Vina's face through the rearview mirror of the motor, and unfortunately I was trapped it turns out that Vina was also looking at me, to remove the awkwardness, I deliberately played my eyebrows teasing her,,, I,, and that even made Vina immediately throw away her face.
I laughed in my heart, could it be that Vina is currently misbehaving because of me.
Seeming from a distance the city park's glitter, suddenly crossed my intention to invite Vina to stop for a moment there, for a moment I thought to express my feelings, but the intention was immediately expressed,,,, I thought,, fear of rejection, that's why. Because it seems like being rejected will hurt much more than holding back all feelings for the sake of a good relationship.
Let it be, until there comes a time when Vina will still be mine if our soul mate is in line to be together.
However, if indeed the fate line requires us to remain as friends, I am also sincere, for me happy when I see Vina happy is enough.
Right in the city park, the speed of the motor slowed down, and slowly stopped right in front of the fountain that was so beautiful colorful that was burning.
"Well, how do you stop?"
Asked Vina in surprise.
"Stop for a second, "
I said, while staring at the sweet and graceful face that was confused, making me even more anxious.
"Vin, can I ask you a question?"
"Ask What, why am I afraid..."
Vina replied with a smile.
"Honestly, never did I cross your mind and heart when you were alone again?"
I just want to fish how much I mean in his eyes.
"Ehm.. What do you mean, what was it like??"
Vina asked back.
"Yes... for example yes... before going to bed, you suddenly think of Me again what? have slept or not yet like that dech..."
I'm clarifying my question.
"Ohh, that's it, yeah ever sich... "
Hearing Vina's reply, my eyes widened, my heart enlarged, and it felt a throbbing pumping of overwhelming happiness.
"Ah.. the real Vin, waduhhh so ge er nich..."
I exhaled, and widened my smile.
"Yeee.. no need to ge er, anyways it's natural that suddenly we remember people close to us, after all it's not something special"
The overwhelming sense of happiness I had just gained as quickly as lightning turned to disappointment, the soaring sense of joy suddenly crashing down to earth.
"Ohh, not that special... Sorry, I'm overconfident, hahahh... I know it's just the Aerospace, don't you??"
Amidst the disappointment, I was forced to smile and even laugh to cover the sadness that now enveloped my heart that suddenly shrunk.
A moment of silence, Vina raised her face again and looked back at me.
"That's not the point..cumakan, we are already close, already like brothers so yes ordinary"
"Yes... Just normal.."
I replied, as soon as Vina looked at me, seeing that look I was more embarrassed, embarrassed by being overconfident and so sure that Vina was opening my heart to me when in reality, Vina was still the same,, and,, I still think of me as nothing more than his best friend.
Moreover, Dirga has secretly returned, it is not impossible tomorrow or the day after tomorrow He will meet Vina back and they...
Ahhe... God, I can't do it, I'm not that strong.
"Ehm Vin, the day after I go home. Before I go home, I want us to ngedate both yes.so I will be a long time ago just get back here again, that's also if anyone wants me back"
"Well.why fast, he said a week..lakahan not even a week?"
Vina asked in shock at the decision I made all of a sudden.
"Yes, I didn't change my mind"
I answered while smiling.
"Well, we go home."
I turned the motor back on to Vina's house.
Exactly half an hour, we arrived in front of rumh Vina.
"Vin, enter gih. dah malem... I'm going straight home...."
"You really don't want to stop by first, or at least say goodbye to the cake with Mama"
Yes, Vina right it feels rude if not say goodbye and deliver Vina to the door.
"Yes, I said it first... "
I got off the bike and walked by Vina's side.
Aunt Yuni greeted us at the door.
"Aunty night.. Sorry Aunt, kind of last night friends took a meal first"
I kissed the back of Aunt Yuni's hand.
Before long, Papa Vina came out to see us.
"Go get Gung!"
Sweepings
"Emmm.. Don't Om thank you, Agung immediately say back home, Vina is also tired."
"Yes Om, Aunt.. Great pampering yes..."
"Oh, yeah, you're careful..."
Vina's parents went back into the house.
We both remained silent to each other.
"Yes Vin, you're in... I'm saying yes..."
I turned around leaving Vina who was sculpting.
"Ehm... Gung... wait!!"
The call made my step stop and flipped back to face Vina.
Vina walked slowly towards me.
"You why? how strange is that?"
"Ah.. Strange what, do not really.ordinary, already, already malem, you should go in"
"But Gung...!"
Not yet Vina continued her words, I immediately shook my head then stepped closer to her, tidied her messy hair, then slipped her bangs behind her ears, looking into her eyes which were now looking at me fixedly.
I looked at that face, that sweet face that made me unable to turn away from her, I pressed my face, moved Me to kiss those thin lips, especially when it seemed that Vina closed her eyes, as if to signal that he was ready for it, amid my passionate desire, I bit my own lips and shook my head, shaking off all these strange feelings and desires.
As powerful as I can endure my desires.
"Weyy.... Don't sleep!!! wake up!!"
I flicked my finger on her forehead, making Vina flinch in shock and opened her eyes, her face met with pink.
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