
God is so good, my wish came true, not only one school with Vina but I also went back to one class with her, just like the old days the thing I like the most never changes is staring at Vina silently. If I never expected more from my friendship with him, somehow the more here I'm more enamored and wish for more.
One thing I feared when my heart could not accept that Vina should be owned by someone else, while I myself did not have the guts to express.
Complicated!!
About Dirga, until this moment never once I saw his figure, what kind of look on his face, how his attitude and personal.
I just wish he had disappeared and never showed up again.
It's very curious to find out about how Vina and Dirga really are, but. Never mind, it's none of my business, I'm afraid Vina will get angry and keep her distance from me, it is more painful than just loving in silence.
That's how I am and a little bit of my disbelief in loving Vina from day to day, there is absolutely no development just harboring a sense that I dare not reveal, swallowing disappointed when my race is unrequited, he said, resisting jealousy when witnessing how her first love truly overpowered her sparkling beautiful eyes.
I'm really jealous of Him whom he calls first love, and apparently I never know, how I can be this jealous and regretful,
again I lament how sad I am.
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Time passed by, not felt in our last year at the Son High School of the nation, I continued to let my heart be in uncertainty of hope, about pain, upset and anger never to be asked, I continued, all like a mandatory routine that I have to accept and live.
That afternoon, at rest..
as usual the favorite place is the cafeteria, I saw Nina and Elza pulling Vina's arm, especially if not for the beautiful polar bear was starving and wanted to quickly take Vina to the canteen.
I smiled and approached them and took them to the cafeteria.
I never thought that this afternoon, my heart would again burn with jealousy.
Being in the cafeteria, I, as usual, chose to sit in front of Vina to be more free to look at her to feel something else, when the look on her face suddenly changed shortly after she noticed Tari's cell phone, I don't know what he just saw, so he had to look back at Dance's phone many times.
I kept watching Vina's gurgle, and heard their whispering conversations.
What I caught from their slow chat was about the photos on Tari's phone, and Dirga's name. My blood boiled after hearing Dirga's name mentioned them both, until I concluded that Vina had just seen a photo of Dirga on Dari's phone and it turned out that Dari knew Dirga.
I got more and more agitated as soon as I found Vina getting out of her chair and running quickly leaving us without speaking.
Not back long enough, though,
Until the boiled noodles on my bowl and all ran aground, Vina did not come.
What's the matter??
My heart began to wonder.
I finished my drink and intended to follow Vina to class, but I undo my intentions as soon as I saw Vina return with a smile, a white paper in her hand, as soon as she got to the table, Vina gave the paper to Dari,
I'm really wondering what paper is that?
After leaving the cafeteria, and heading to class along with the sound of the entrance bell, I approached Vina, it was hard for me to keep my curiosity this time.
"Vin, where did you go? what was that?"
I whispered a little.
"Ehm. letter"
Answer's short.
"Well... A letter?! What letters?"
I asked in wonder while frowning.
Answer again with emphasis at the end of the sentence.
"Wkwkwkk... Gini day?! Is it still the age of letters? the Doi lives in the interior, so you don't know the technology?"
I tried to cover the heat of my heart with a laugh.
Hap..!!!!
Vina covered my mouth quickly with her palm.
"Whispering!!!!"
Ketus.
"I'm sorry, you're still sending letters!"
I snorted walking quickly leaving him.
I'm really pissed off.
If only you knew Vin, I don't like this, pain that I myself can never understand, upset and want to be angry, but I don't know where to throw this emotion.
You can only take a slow breath and swallow when I realize that I have no right to you.
Continuing the lesson in the last hour with a heart of annoyance and heat makes it difficult to concentrate, considering the love letter that Vina said earlier made me more anxious.
Plus the gelagat Vina who continues to smile on her own while daydreaming makes me burn jealous.
How did Dirga look to make Vina what she is today, when Dirga is not here, but he managed to make my blood boil.
Is that as great as Dirga?
Not only did I pay attention to Vina, I saw Dance, and Nina looked at Vina confused.
"The Vin.... You're not sick anymore? Or are you in a trance??"
Nina rubbed Vina's face, making Vina shocked.
"What?! Vina trance?!!"
Elza moved out of her chair and approached Vina's desk, her loud voice making all eyes look at Vina.
For a moment Vina closed her face in shame,
"Oh my goodness... y'all, noisy Shhtt!!! I'm not papa! have been... Blurr!!!"
Excitement to make them return to their respective seats.
"Huhhhh!! Thankfully, there are no teachers!"
his gerrick.
I who also approached Vina had no power to comment on her strange behavior.
"Some of you are dumbfounded with that smile! it's weird like stressed people know!!"
By kicking the leg of his chair irritated I returned to the seat.
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