Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 83 Father son 3

After the office,

Can't wait to get home, want to immediately lay down who feels crumpled, not just tired body, but the heart and soul that is now too much of an actual burden may not be too important.

Sometimes I feel I'm overreacting to feelings, but to be casual and easy-going this heart refuses and doesn't accept, it's not about attitude, it's not about attitude, but about the feeling that from the beginning was already chaotic.

If at that time I was not too hasty to decide to open my heart and start a relationship with Agung, maybe not like this story, maybe the burden of my mind is only about Dirga, but now...

Not yet exhausted to erode feelings for Dirga now I must try to make peace with the situation that next week I must be engaged to Agung who actually has no determination to aim there.

Not to mention thinking about how if the family knew that I did not really want this engagement to take place, I can not imagine how embarrassed Mama and the disappointment of Aunt Ruri.

Plus the high curiosity about the secrets of the Space Account and the lies of Dance to me,,

All these problems start from one Root, which is the feeling of the past is not complete, how can I decide for the future.

At home, once,

Mama who was watering the plants looked at me anxiously.

"Vin, are you sick?? how lethargic is that, his face is also gloomy and pale?"

Mama approached me, hurriedly holding my forehead with the back of her hand.

"No Ma, just a lot of thoughts again"

My answer was to smile reassuring my mother.

"What do you think Vin, do not be heavy next week your special event loh... how sick will it be?"

Mama stroked my hair full of warmth.

I tried to smile, nodding even though it felt heavy.

Rushing a shower, and up on the bed with a supine position staring at the screen of the phone that is loading open the blue application sosmed with a feeling of impatience and a heart that continues to pound.

And Ahh... Finally, the tick that says sent request has now changed with friends.

I'm back on the Space profile page, though,

There was no activity in these weeks, but the position in the online state made me dare to say hello,

With a sense of hesitation I typed alakadar's greeting,

*Hi Dir, I know it's you... How are you doing?*

I wrote, not long after the message I sent read.

My heart was getting stifled waiting for what kind of answer I would receive.

For almost an hour, there was no reply I received.

A feeling of uneasiness now crept in my heart as concerns arose in case his wife opened the message, could there be a quarrel between them now because of my message? that's what's on my side.

But I guess the message I sent wasn't excessive, just asking for news, could his wife be that jealous??

I closed my eyes with the phone I put on my chest.

Holy hooch!

Turns out I was asleep when I accidentally closed my eyes this afternoon,

I saw a clock that showed at half-seven p.m.

Rise up and go out because of a hungry stomach.

"Just wake up Vin, it looks like you're really tired huh.. overslept sampe ggebo it!"

Mama said as she crossed the dining table where I was sitting now ready to eat dinner.

"Sich Ma's cook, ngebo?"

I smiled in disbelief.

"Truly, Mama tucked-ketok loh, the door woke you earlier"

This time Mama answered while sitting next to me with me to eat.

"Ohh... hehehe.. yes, yes...?"

"Oh yes Vin, tomorrow our uniforms so. said Aunt Ruri He who will drop by here, very good you know. Mom showed me the picture, was Aunt Ruri who took there."

Mama got up from the dining chair and went into the room, while I just fell silent while still chewing my food which suddenly my tongue turned tasteless and my stomach suddenly full.

"Oh my God, it's in plain sight, there's no reason for me to back down and refuse any more, even if it's a decision I made myself"

My inner.

I finished my dinner, though,

"Loh, Vin... Just ate, what's the end?? why??"

Mama came with her phone in her hand, then sat looking at me suspiciously.

"Benyang Ma, again no appetite. May catch a cold"

My answer is intentionally lying.

"Vin, take medicine yes. don't forget Vitamins too, later drop loh..."

I'm nodding.

"Nih... Let's see, cool yeah...."

Mama thrust her phone with a photo of a lilac-colored kebaya that looks elegant and luxurious.

I glanced, though,

"Ehem.... Yeah, well, that's great,,"

Answer's short.

Mama reopened the photo gallery on her phone.

"Well... This is it... so sweet???, is it... Ruri's taste is cool"

Mama again offered a photo of her matching semi-baya dress.

I turned back and noticed the dress, beautiful and luxurious, but this heart was still cold and uninspired.

"Where is Vin, you think? how can you not be happy, do not like??"

Mom showed a confused face.

"Like Ma, the dress is good.the color is beautiful, the family kebaya is also cool..."

My answer forced a smile.

"Vin, Mama knows you.. Your words just now don't seem from the heart, why son?? Do you feel like you have a burden? aja stories... "

Mama looked me in the eyes with her hands stroking my head.

"There is no Ma. Maybe because Vina is tired again, Vina likes it..."

"Ehm... Yes already, if so you rest.do not forget the medicine and vitamins that Mama said earlier,"

I nodded and then went inside the room.

Papa who was standing not far from the door of my room only noticed my gurgle, which was probably unusual for them.

In the room, I immediately open the blue social media via mobile phone,

My eyes were round when I saw a message coming in there, my heart was pounding hoping it was Dirga's reply.

Immediately I clicked on the message, closing my eyes, not ready to be disappointed if it turned out that the message did not come from the person I expected.

Slowly my eyes opened,

Right, the message came from the Space Account aka Dirga.

*Yes, this is I am Aerospace Abinata, good news*

I was happy because Dirga finally replied to my message, but there was sadness hanging, seeing the way he replied, not even asking me news as if he did not want this message to continue.

I see the Account in online condition,

I ventured to return back.

*You didn't ask, how am I?*

1 Second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 5 minutes....

*For what? I don't think that's necessary, because I know you're happy*

Both of my eyebrows shot up with wide rounded eyes reading a reply from Dirga,

"What does it mean to reply like that, from where can He conclude that I am currently happy?"

I'm lirih.

*happy?? because what?? and why can you write like that?*

*No need to ask back, I think you yourself know, the meaning of my writing*

*Dir... You have never changed, it's still like this, it's hard to understand!! "

*Yes!! I was like this, unchanged... Everything is still as it used to be!*

*You're outrageous!! I think time can change just a little bit your nature and attitude, it turns out I was wrong!! You are still just like before, even though your status has already changed to husband and father!! but your nature is still like Dirga Smp just yet!!!!*

Angry and upset, mixed to create pain in my heart, until without me knowing the clear circle slid free from my eyelids.

I thought by getting this communication medium, I and Dirga could be happy, calm and comfortable telling stories but I was wrong, I really no longer have any interest in it.

KLING'S!

back to the incoming message,

Rubbing my cheek, I looked back at my phone.

*Wait.... Wait, Husband?? Daddy?? you mean what??*

My mouth is open, man,

"Huh??? Dirga amnesia or what, or now he's a little slow so don't understand?"

Saying slowly.

*you're Amnesia?*

*I swear I don't understand!!*

*Yes Husband!! You're married and you have kids, right??*

*🤔🤔😆,*

Dirga only sent a reply in the form of emoticons, making me even more confused.

*Why laugh?*

*Yes, I already have a child!! 3 !!*

Reading that, I was weak. My tears spilled again, I did not expect, it turns out that Dirga was married for a very long time, the proof is that her Son is not one but three, but three, that means the baby I saw was his youngest.

I clenched my fingers banging on the pillow, annoyed and disappointed.

"Beg!!!! Begos!!! Begos!!!! why do I still hope if my guesses have been wrong all this time!! "

I squeezed the pillow in front of me and slammed it on the bed.

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