Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 162 My Honesty

Aunt Ruri looked back at my face when I returned to hand the ring to Aunt Ruri's hand for the second time.

"Why Vin, why did you refuse? do not think of this as an engagement ring, because the engagement is no longer a story, If you wear it heavy or keep it because your heart is hampered by the engagement, please... Aunt please accept this as a gift from a mother to her daughter"

My tears trickled down my eyes at Aunt Ruri who loved me so sincerely, but still, I couldn't take it, like anything, no matter what, still the heart will remember the event every time it sees the ring.

I kissed Aunt Ruri's hand, I,,

"I'm sorry Vina Aunty... Not that Vina did not appreciate Auntie's affection, but again sorry, Vina also could not keep this ring, not because Vina refused a gift from a mother,, but,, but Vina's heart won't be strong if she sees this ring, because it will make Vina remember that moment, and Vina will always be haunted by guilt"

Aunt Ruri nodded, then wiped the corner of my eyes.

"Well, if this is your decision, Auntie will not force... Aunty will keep it, until one day someone is willing to wear this ring on his finger"

I nodded, and smiled with eyes that were still wet even though many times had been in the ca.

"Yes, then.. Aunt came home, you are well yes. Hopefully both you and Agung can get happiness each after this incident"

Once again Aunt Ruri hugged me and rubbed my long hair.

"Yun, Mum.. I'm going home..."

Aunt Ruri also said goodbye to Mama and Papa, then we drove Aunt Yuni to the front, accompanied her until the online taxi she ordered came.

Haru and sorrow may even be disappointed still envelop this house.

Shortly after Aunt Ruri came home, I went inside the house.

"Vina wait, Papa wants to talk!!"

stop Papa as soon as I just get into the house.

My steps came to a halt with my heart shrouded in fear hearing Papa's loud and firm voice.

Papa immediately approached me and preceded my steps to sit back in the living room.

Seeing Papa's unfriendly face, my body trembled, then stepped slowly towards the living room and sat down in front of Papa.

My mother followed me and chose to sit next to me.

"Vin honestly, Papa salut equally Agung who has desperately defended you to keep your feelings as before, Papa tau.. here the most injured is Agung!"

I'm down, Papa's right... Great is the most wounded and I am the most guilty.

"If you never loved Agung, why did you agree to the engagement yesterday, you know... Not only is our family ashamed, but the Great Family too.all because of you!"

Papa leaned back and took a breath for a moment then continued to express all his disappointment to me.

"Don't think engagement and marriage are playful, which you can like to arrange yourself.it's about commitment and Vina's heart!!"

Hearing that, I raised my head.

I came back crying.

"What do you mean? what commitment? stuck what situation? and many hearts do you mean who??!"

Papa looked me in the eye.

I stopped holding my sobs, making my esophagus hurt so much.

"Vina! why silent? tell Papa how commitments and situations that you think hurt a lot of hearts"

Papa lowered his tone one level lower.

I took a breath and started to tell stories,

"From the beginning, Vina did not love Agung in the least.. Because for Vina, Agung was only a friend and close friend, but at that time there was an incident where Vina's heart was very broken and heartbroken to someone, and Agung knew all that,,, and,, Agung offered to be the one to heal the heartbreak, which is where Vina's ridiculous decision took. Vina accepted the Great, although the heart had no sense at all. At that time all that was in Vina's mind was the belief that gradually the feeling of love would arise by itself. But it turned out that the thought was wrong, as time went on, the feeling was never present in Vina's heart, and when Agung planned to propose to Vina, Vina refused on the grounds that she was not ready, and Agung offers to hold the engagement, Vina is difficult to refuse because Vina is committed to the same Agung, will live this relationship and learn slowly to love him, until in the end, he said, someone who broke Vina's Heart again appeared with a truth that turned out that Vina had been wrong. It was there that regret arose over the wrong decision, but again out of commitment, Vina could not back down from the engagement,,"

I lowered my head, recalling all the details of the incident that had passed, Papa was stunned to hear my explanation, And Mama clasped my hands tightly and warmly.

A few seconds silent, I continued, I continued,

"And long before the actual engagement Agung was also hesitant to continue, but He never spoke his doubts to Vina until the engagement was held. In the end Agung knew all of Vina's feelings, and Yesterday He decided to release Vina from our engagement. Vina was also surprised Pa, Ma. but Agung was right, before all was far away, better stop here, I think there are many hearts that will be disappointed in us,, but at least we prevent that heart from hurting any more than this if it continues"

I kept hiding my face with my face.

Mama rubbed my shoulders, as if to strengthen me.

And Papa seemed to be thinking, and I didn't know what the thought was.

"Vin, just now from your story, which Papa heard, is there someone who broke your heart?! Did you have a boyfriend before? why did we never know that?"

Papa's question made me startle. I didn't expect Papa to ask me that question at all, while I hadn't prepared the best answer myself.

"Vin,, "

Call Papa again when you feel the question from him does not get a response from me.

"Ehm.. No, Pa, she's never been Vina's boyfriend, which is why Vina never introduced her to Mama and Papa, It's just that long ago, Vina's heart was attached to her, and vice versa.. and the great also knew it, but for some reason, he disappeared from Vina's life, without news and without clarity, but Vina's heart never changed at all, and that day when we were reunited, the situation was different, Vina wrongly thought He already had a Son and Wife, it was the basis Vina received the Great, it was wrong Vina,, it was,, She is not married and until this very second still expects Vina, the woman and the baby to be her family."

I played my fingers to ward off the awkwardness that was somehow suddenly present after I told my parents about Dirga for the first time in my life.

"What man is Aerospace??"

Cetus Papa's.

The deg!!

I was surprised to hear that.

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