Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 141 Open your heart to me

Long enough Vina was in my arms, crying out for all the pain she felt while I didn't know what caused the pain, all I know is that it all started with Nina's story about the Aerospace that she met at the Baby Shop.

I slowly felt Vina let go of her embrace and returned to her original sitting position.

Vina wiped her eyes and face.

"Here..."

I gestured for Vina to come closer, then I gently wiped her cheek.

"It's still pretty..."

My comfort makes Vina smile.

"Where? been mending??

I asked, seeing Vina can already smile even for a moment.

Vina nodded, though,

with a smile, I patted my shoulder for Vina to lean on.

Vina rested her head on my shoulder, then I rubbed her head back.

"Not want a story??"

my trance

Vina shook her head,

"Okay, I'm ready to wait until you're ready.

I answered and then kissed his head.

The hour hand kept turning, Vina I felt comfortable, sometimes she looked up at me smiling, and I rewarded her with a warm kiss.

My hand grabbed his fingers and held them tightly.

2 Hours passed, though,

I held Vina's hand out of the theater door.

Arriving at the door,

"Ehm... I went to the toilet..."

Pamit Vina to me.

"Yes, I'm waiting here"

my answer.

I stared at the sweet woman, walking away from me to the toilet.

Could it be that one day He could be mine whole?

God, I love him so much, but He loves someone else He himself never knows how that person feels?

Am I wrong with my struggle God??

Is it wrong that all these years I have survived with this hope?

I leaned against the chair right in front of the theater door.

Sighs and regulates the raging feeling in the recesses of the heart.

Before long, I saw Vina coming out of the toilet her face looked fresh no longer messy, the remnants of tears were not visible in the corners of her eyes.

I greeted his arrival with a warm smile and then he replied with a smile that was no less warm.

"Well fresh, not sad anymore....Where are we going now?"

I asked, not forgetting to re-attach the fingers to hold his hand.

Vina shrugged her shoulders, though,

Spending lunch around the Mall waiting for lunch is our choice.

But Vina's steps came to a halt, leaving me confused and staring at her face that suddenly turned tense and pale eloquently.

I haven't had time to ask what, Vina already said that name slowly, slowly,

"Theirgae....."

Lirih.

My heart beats hearing it.

"Why Vin??"

I asked, watching Vina who was now staring with unblinking eyes.

I tried to follow Vina's direction.

My mind when looking at the figure of a man who had taken Vina's heart so long as not to leave a little space in Vina's heart for me,,, is,,

However, there was a big question mark in my heart, seeing it today, with a young woman beside her and a baby.

Could this be the cause that made Vina cry since just now?

Is this the sight I saw?

I approached Vina and grabbed her shoulders.

While Dirga who was walking from the opposite direction also seemed surprised to see us, his face was no less tense his steps also stopped, with unblinking eyes.

I let them get stuck looking at each other, shedding all the longings they might be feeling right now,

Feeling that the gaze was slowly turning into a wound, and tear biases began to appear in Vina's eye patch, I decided to take Vina away from the situation that was already uncomfortable for her heart.

"Win..."

Kugandeng hand Vina then nodded, gestured to leave then gently pulled her hand to leave the scene that hurt her heart.

Vina followed in my footsteps, to leave Dirga and her sad gaze.

But just a few steps, Vina stopped stepping and turned back to look at Dirga, while Dirga was still looking at him.

Realizing that Dirga was still watching him, Vina turned her face away and continued walking with me.

I don't know if I should be sad to see Vina heartbroken like this,, or rather happy because it means Vina realizes that her feelings of love during this time are in vain and will slowly forget Dirga and remove it from the heart, that way, so, I'll have a chance to go in and get some feelings back from Vina.

I exhaled, trying to shake off the feeling that had just arisen.

I took Vina in one of the ready-to-eat places,

After ordering the food, I sat down opposite Vina, stirring the Drink in front of me with a straw.

I kept staring at him, trying to dive into the wound that was there.

"Why is that so bad?"

He asked the wrong behavior because of my eyes.

"Are you sad, right?? or maybe surprised to see the Aerospace?"

My toot.

"No, I've known that since this morning from Nina"

Answer Vina.

"Oh... So this is what made you cry earlier?"

I sucked a drink in front of me, after hearing that answer.

Turns out, my guess was right.

"He.em.so Nina was telling me, she said a few days ago Nina met Dirga and her family at the Baby Shop, I just didn't expect it, she said, the person I've been waiting for is happily married and has children"

Vina said, making me a little relieved, I don't know why it's like being apart from a heavy burden when you hear Vina say that, could this be the beginning of my happiness to be able to live the days with Vina without any more shadows?

"So now you can accept the truth?"

That sensitive question glided freely, and I became even more excited when I saw Vina nodding steadily.

"Then, do I have a chance to enter your heart in place of the Aerospace?"

Without wasting any time, I quickly continued this heavy question to Vina,,

But alas, Vina did not dare to answer, She looked down and was silent a thousand languages.

It makes me back upset, though,

Is it so hard for Vina to open her heart for me?

It does not mean that I am compared to Dirga, so Vina still can not see my sincerity even though now He no longer hopes for Dirga.

O Lord, calm my heart, spread Me once more.

I sighed, then looked back at the Eyes that were now looking back at me.

"Vin, I'm serious... "

Curled her hand and rubbed it slowly, but Vina pulled her arm from my hand, making my heart ache, especially when Vina kept her body away from the table changed her sitting position which was now leaning firmly.

"Why Vin? what doubts do you feel? is it that hard to give me space in your heart? or, I still have to fight to be able to melt your heart? If yes... I don't mind doing it for you, but at least give me an idea of the deadline, until when??

Not that I'm tired, but at least it'll be a passion for me,"

With an unhinged heart, I let go of all the burdens in my heart through the questions I had been holding in my heart.

The feeling I was feeling at this moment made my head suddenly feel heavy, with eyes that were starting to feel hot, I swallowed and raised my head, holding back not to let my tears return out of control in front of Vina.

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