Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 53 Shown

Actually there is nothing wrong with Agung, he is so kind, understanding and always there for me.

And I must admit, now my heart is stout when it is near it, my heart skips when its eyes look at me deeply and the feeling of misbehavior always occurs when it blatantly praises me.

I don't know if any of these are symptoms of falling in love, or if just a momentary feeling will gradually disappear along with the distance that separates.

But if distance can make the feeling fade, how is it going with my heart that keeps clinging to Dirga, not only about distance but more than that even reportedly I never know and strangely this feeling remains eternal.

"Ah...have it, I don't want to bother thinking about them!! especially about love, which I never knew the way the game was!"

I was upset and then chose to close my eyes, hoping for a good dream to come to me tonight.

......................

It was still morning, even very morning, but I was ready with the uniform in front of the mirror while combing and pinning the small bando on my head.

The shadow of last night's events continued to be recorded and always aired in my mind making my romantic fur goosebumps when I felt back that thick lips stuck for a few seconds on my lips.

It made me imagine an impossibility.

"If only the one who kissed me last night was not Great but Dirga, of course my feelings are not as bad as they are now, of course it will make me smile all day, even reminiscing and imagining it will be a new routine that must be very fun, maybe I will not tomb and drink for days just for fear that the former lips will disappear"

babbling myself.

"God!!! what the hell am I, I could think of such stupid and ridiculous thoughts"

I covered my face with both palms, ashamed of myself of course.

Finish breakfast, with Papa I'll drive to school.

Along the way, the incident of how My Lips and Great Lips stick is still in the shadows, somehow so that I can forget the embarrassing incident, really I do not want to remember it anymore.

Almost arrived at school when the car we were driving passed by the school bus.

It makes me remember again about Dirga who 2 days in a row ride the Bus and sit waiting at the bus stop to enter my house, no matter what the purpose.

I smiled a little, I suddenly got the Idea to take the school bus when I came home and wait at the stop.

Who knows, even today Dirga will do the same thing as he did 2 days ago.

If that's the case, then that means I'll meet him.

And if that happens, I won't waste my time, I'll ask him all my head, about his feelings, about our relationship, about the unanswered letter, about the woman who was always with him!!!

But.... Am I willing and courageous?? while just staring at him from a distance, my body was already fixated, my mouth was locked, and my eyes could not blink,

Not just, but this is what happened, I don't know..

Nina welcomed me into the classroom, with her mouth full of sausage fried rice that she was craving,

"For Vin, breakfast yuk... "

He continued to scoop the dinner table in front of him.

"In the morning, I was full was already breakfast, you continue to hope it runs out everything so that more gemoyyyy"

I said while mentoel his pink cheek.

Hearing that, Nina momentarily turned to look at me then the mangosteen continued its breakfast.

I sat in my chair right in front of Nina's desk.

Before long, Dance came with several other students.

"Hi Tar's..."

Sapaku, who only got a faint smile from Tari before finally leaving for breakfast in the cafeteria.

"Ehm.... Vin, I think there's something weird about Dance, huh.... But is this maybe just my feeling??"

Nina ended her last spoon and then seriously looked at me.

"Ah, fuck!! What's weird??"

I moved and sat next to him.

"I feel like Tari is keeping a distance from you....put on you guys friends from Sd, even you think..you used to be the closest to Dance right??"

"Sich peacock?? I think it's just your feeling, Nin, I feel fine."

"Yes thanks deh... if so, but yes, if I may talk again.this is felt after it turns out we know he's a neighbor with Dirga, if I may, and he knows that you and Dirga have a story!!"

jabar Nina is serious.

I was silent contemplating Nina's words.

Nina was right too, ever since I left the letter and Nina told me about the story of Me and Dirga, since then Tari turned a little quiet, not a lot of jokes like before and more often aloof, often alone, and just busy with his phone.

But, I don't want to be prejudiced, I have no evidence and all Nina's stories are not connected to the change in attitude that seemed to change suddenly, especially to relate to Dirga.

I think that's overrated.

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