Seabadi Edelwai..
Chapter 152 What happened behind me
Hearing my question, Vina did not immediately answer, looking nervous and misbehaved especially when I looked at her waiting for the answer to what would come out of her mouth,
Vina looked at me hesitantly, as if she was thinking of something.
Getting such a response, I'm more and more convinced that there's something Vina knows while I don't.
"Vin, Dirga's all right with his wife?"
Ask again.
Vina looked back at me, then gulped..
"I don't know!"
Answer's short.
I took a breath and sat back facing forward.
Not long, though,
"Ehmm. We sit there yuk..."
Take Vina to me, pointing to where Nina and the others are gathering,
I obeyed Vina's will, walking towards Nina's desk while holding her hand,
The thing that made my blood boil back happened, though, when we passed the Dirga table, the Korean drama scene between Vina and Dirgantara, when the unblinking glances of love between the two of them made me feel like a little insignificant on my own happy day.
again I say, if only I were a woman, of course at this time I would not be ashamed to cry sobbing and running from the crowd of guests.
"Haii..."
elza exclaimed as soon as we arrived and sat together in their midst, turning Vina's attention to Dirga.
Daniel came back to greet me and Vina with a relaxed face and a loose smile.
For the first time I saw this Tengil smiling looking at Me and Vina.
"Congratulations... Vin... Bro..!!"
He said to both of us.
"Thank you, yes,, !! soan didn't say it!! afraid of being asked for a deal...??"
Vina's thump on Daniel which she only replied with a laugh.
Before long came the men and women who later I knew that the woman was the sister of Nina's husband while the man was her lover. The two of them approached our table handing Baby Twins back to Nina and Alif.
"Congratulations Miss Vina, Kirain will be a real mother to us from our beloved Father.he.he.he..he..."
The girl who turns out to be named Ayumi.
"Hushhh...!! "
Nina nudged Ayumi's arm making Ayumi hurriedly cupped Both her hands an apology sign.
Her speech just raised a question in my heart, what was the meaning of her words,,
"Mother really?? from our beloved Father? it means what... How do I not understand?
I told my confusion about his words.
"Ah. ehmm.. Trouble kidding, don't connect sorry. sorry.."
His kill.
While Vina with a tense face looks several times trying to regulate her breath.
In the midst of the chatter, I suddenly focused on seeing Dirga move from her chair, and it turned out that not only I was, but Vina and the others were also similarly highlighting towards Dirga.
Instantly we all fell silent, the atmosphere suddenly quieted, especially when he saw Dirga stop in front of the band filler show.
What's he gonna do?
My heart was pounding, waiting for what surprise would happen?
Vina and Nina looked at each other, I looked at Vina and Dirgantara in turn.
Clearly, there was something between them.
Another case with Ayumi and her lover who look enthusiastic smile while clapping excitedly when the intro song is played.
Dirga was seen sitting casually in front of the microphone pole, occasionally her eyes were shining towards Vina sparking a jealous fire in my heart.
"You guys are so excited, you know Him so well?"
I asked Ayumi and her boyfriend,
They compactly nodded and smiled widely.
I'm getting curious, what kind of relationship these two people have with Dirga, and the meaning of his words earlier.
As Dirga began chanting verse by verse a song about late love, I felt that the song was deliberately chosen by Dirga because the content was exactly the same as what he was experiencing right now.
I looked at Vina, though,
He lowered his head, and clenched his fingers, as if also dissolved in the wounds of the story of the song,,
Oh my God... What story is this?
why it feels more complicated. if you can choose, I want to go back to how it used to be.Let's still be his best friend, so that this heartache never existed.
Moreover, the jealousy that I felt was hotter than when I was still his best friend first.
After Dirga finished singing, all the guests clapped, especially Ayumi and her most passionate lover.
Not with Vina, though,
He looked down, and cried silently and began to sob.
Nina who seemed to know, approached and grasped Vina's hand, Daniel massaged his temple, while Elza stared in confusion.
At a time like this, I don't know if I should be upset, angry, jealous or even sad to see Vina who is like being struck helplessly.
With a heart that felt chaotic, I stood up, pulled out a few pieces of tissue and handed the tissue to Vina, As Vina looked at me and accepted the tissue then wiped her cheeks and the corner of her eyes.
Simultaneously, Dirga came down from his chair walking towards us.
"Congratulations Vin... Ervina Delia, good luck until H day huh..."
His words were full of smiles.
Releasing Vina's hand, Dirga turned to greet me, then embraced while patting me on the shoulder.
"Happy Bro.., happy Vina always! "
He said before leaving us, then stepped out.
Unexpected things happen, though,
Vina wept for Dirga's departure as if she was not willing to be left behind, all her behavior raised a big question mark in my brain and heart, what really happened during My departure?
Why did Vina seem so heavy as to let Dirga go?
Today, which was supposed to be a happy day for me, instead created a lot of scars on my heart.
I looked at Vina, though,
"It seems that after this there will be a lot that we have to talk about"
I said and turned my eyes away.
Vina just Silence...
I left him bowed,
I saw Ayumi walking towards the front,
The idea of approaching Ayumi and finding out about Dirga and Vina seemed to be my choice.
I speeded my way out to meet Ayumi.
To the outside, though,
"Aye.... "
Call me make Ayumi look over.
"Mr?"
said confused.
"Can I have it?"
"Nanya? what's it, sir?"
The answer.
"you've known Dirga for a long time? is he a work buddy?"
My pot.
"Yes, sir, it's been a while, Mr. Dirga our boss at the factory, sir, what's wrong, sir..?"
"Oh, no. just want to know... looks very familiar, oh yeah.. You know why today He came not the same Son and his wife?"
My toot.
"Kids? My wife does not have. boro-boro wants to have children. he. he. he"
I was stunned to hear the answer from Ayumi,
"So... Dirga's not married?"
Manya make sure.
Ayumi nodded.
It felt like my world was dark, discovering the fact that Dirga was unmarried, the fear of losing Vina was getting bigger in my heart.
"Aye... Does Vina know about this?"
I asked with my heart racing.
"Yes, you know, sir. Cook yes, Bu Vina wants to be invited to walk alone if Mr. Dirga is the husband of people"
The deg!!
My heart that was pounding suddenly seemed to stop for a moment hearing Ayumi's words.
"Two streets?"
I asked to make sure,, though,,
"Ups... Huhh!!!"
Ayumi said softly, but clearly heard in my ear.
"Oh, Papa Ay. By the way, I guarantee you everything will be fine.."
I said with eyes begging Ayumi to honestly tell me.
Ayumi looked doubtful and timid.
"Actually, I also just knew Bu Vina, a week ago.it was met again at the mall, when Bu Vina again together with Sama Pak Dirga, at that time, and Mr. Dirga who knows us, and it turns out unexpected Bu Vina and Mr. Dirga metemenan Kak Nina, I know that when Bu Vina and Pak Dirga went to Kak Nina's house, At first I thought they were dating.."
Ayumi stops her story when her lover calls.
"Ehm... Excuse me sir... I'm going in first"
Ayumi left me bowed, my body felt weak, there were so many things I did not know during my departure.
Sorrow and pain are only the picture of my heart whose feelings are no longer shaped.
An hour passed, though,
Mutually silent and increasingly fixated, when one by one the guests came home, including Nina, Alif, Twins, Ayumi, Edgar, Elza and Daniel who had previously captured the moment of my engagement by taking pictures together.
Now all that remains is only the nuclear family who are still gathered to tell stories and joke.
Vina, why is it so easy that lies for the sake of lies are created between us.
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