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Chapter 49 Disappointed both times

I woke up, when the sound of knocking on the door that I don't know how many times.

"Vin... You're still not awake??"

This time I knocked on the door with the sound of my mother calling.

"Yes Ma..."

Excited me who just tried to be aware of the life that has not been collected perfectly.

I grabbed the blanket and sat cross-legged tying my hair and then got off the bed.

Walk towards the window and shake the curtain. My eyes squinted as the morning sunshine greeted me right into my eyes.

I glanced at the clock on the wall of the room, almost at 7, it was only natural that the sun had entered the room.

"Hemmm. Today will be a little late to go to school"

Mumbles.

Take a shower, and get ready.

Just finished tidying up my clothes, the sound of Agung's motorbike had come to pick me up, I ran out of the room, and hurriedly approached my parents who were having breakfast.

"Ma... Pa, Vina's leaving....!!"

"Well.. Isn't breakfast Vin?"

"Udah late Ma, no time, let's have breakfast at school.."

"Part of you, it was built from earlier but did not wake up, must have stayed up last night!!"

Omel Mama to me.

After kissing my parents, I ran to the front to meet Agung.

"Hey... Morning"

Grand Sapa.

"Again, Ayok departed, a bit speeding yes.... I'm bad luck!!"

I said get on the bike immediately.

"Don't you usually leave at this hour??"

Reply Great astonished.

"Yes but I'm usually ready for breakfast, it's not!"

Reply again.

Agung was just a mangosteen before Finally turning on the motor and we drove.

20 Minutes at last to school.

"I'm in..."

I said get off the bike and thrust the helmet at Agung and turn around to prepare to leave him.

"Vina wait...!!!"

Grand detain me.

It made me turn back to face him.

I have not had time to ask, Agung thrust a plastic bag minimarket in front of my face.

"What's this?"

I asked to accept it confused.

"Behold, just before leaving for your home, my heart was moved to buy you that, and it turned out to be true, you might be in need of that"

I was surprised to hear it, then opened the plastic bag.

Chocolate sandwiches and a box of milk uht.

"I'm home yes"

Great Pamit to me.

"Ehm... Gung, thank you. You be careful"

I said with a smile and waved my hand.

I ran in class, in my mind this time is not breakfast but immediately meet Tari, hoping there is good news that I will get this morning.

"Well, this is Vina, not school"

Greet Nina as soon as I get to class.

My eyes were fixed on the still empty Dance bench.

"Where's dance??"

I asked Nina.

Nina shook her head, as did Elza and Daniel.

After putting down my backpack, I walked back to the front door of the classroom, waiting for the arrival of Dance restlessly.

"Why you?"

Daniel asked who was behind me.

Answer's short.

"Yes, I know... I mean why did it go this far?"

I didn't answer.

And my smile grew so from a distance I saw Dari walking quickly to the classroom.

"Tar, bad luck waking up??"

Sapaku basa stale.

"Yes, because last night I couldn't sleep!"

Reply to Tari, then to his stool while Me and Daniel follow behind him.

Until lesson time began, Dance did not bother me, there was no sign of good news as I expected.

Inevitably, I have to ask, but for now it seems like all I have to endure, there's no way I'm chatting while the Math lesson is famous for its killer teacher.

3 Hours in suspense, Bell's break is the most melodious song for all the class dwellers, including Me.

Shortly after Master left the classroom, the class scattered out to the cafeteria, not to miss Nina and Elza.

I took out a plastic package that Agung gave me this morning, and immediately ate it, the worms in my stomach were struggling to charge to feed.

"Tumben brought supplies?"

Tanya Tari who is tidying up her Books.

"Oh. This was the great who loved"

"That's a big concern, why don't you try to open your heart to Him Vin"

"Ehm... We're both more comfortable as Tar is now, Oh yeah... Ehm... how, what did you say yesterday?"

My toot.

"Oh... Ehm already.Kok I love Him"

"Keep, what's the comment? did he get Tar back?"

I asked expectantly.

Dance shook her head in a doldrums.

When the hunger that had been wrapped around my stomach disappeared, my appetite for food suddenly disappeared, I bit my lips to survive so that my tears did not fall when I had to swallow my disappointment twice.

"Vin, you better not expect too much again to Dirga... I have no intention of talking hurtfully, just I'm watching you, that's all"

I fell face down on the table with my arm on my forehead.

Dance rubbed my head.

"Vin, Dirga is not worth fighting for, while here there are people who really are expecting your heart, you realize not Vin, Vin, The great is struggling to melt your heart that is too sure of the power of first love!"

My chest feels so tight to hear Dance say, there is pain that feels so real but I don't know what it is.

"Son Tar, Dirga can't be like that, even if Dirga wants to forget Me, I have to know the reason, Dirga must have a reason why he's this big..!!"

"You're too naive Vin!!!, this reality is not a ftv story about first love, the end of which will be in line with our expectations!!"

"I ran away from Tari, down the school corridor to the library.

This is the most comfortable place.

Unexpectedly, my departure was followed by Daniel who suddenly sat in front of me.

"Sing....!!"

Daniel offered his handkerchief to me.

I picked it up and wiped my wet eyes.

"I understand how you feel, but I don't blame Dance either, she's right.. Don't expect too much of what never gives you certainty"

"But Niel, you know, it's not that easy to forget and turn off our love for our first love!!"

Daniel looks to swallow, though,

"Vina, I know what first love feels like, I also understand what it's like when our first love turns out not to have the same taste as what we feel... but we have to be ready for all of that because I am the same, while in this position!"

Daniel looked down as if hiding his wound.

I recalled Elza's story a few days ago about Daniel when we were in elementary school.

"Am I the one Daniel meant by his first love??"

My inner.

"Niel... have you ever heard the term first love... never die??"

Daniel nodded.

"First love never dies, but that doesn't mean we have to force it, it's just Vin's saying,,,"

I nodded, though my heart refused.

I stick to my belief that my first love will remain eternal.

I'm sure Dirga will one day give a good reason for his attitude.

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