
POV >>DANIEL
I'm Daniel, a man who loves his own best friend but never had the courage to reveal it.
I really suck!!
The city of Palembang, is a silent witness about the weight of controlling feelings in order to continue to be mediocre when in fact this heart is broken and bleeding.
Yep... I am a coward who does not dare to accept reality if it should be rejected.
I knew him since I was in elementary school, I don't know what started us until we formed a gene called Icikiwir, consisting of 5 friends consists of 2 boys and 3 girls.
Since then, my love has appeared to him.
He's different from the others, clever, kind, very sweet.
That was Ervina Delia. Sigadis pigtail horn.
His charm for me sometimes does things that are a little tacky and embarrassing.
Once upon a time I was caught off guard by one of my friends when he was playing in my house and went into the room that I painted all over the walls of my room and I wrote Vina's name,
Unimaginable how embarrassed I was then, with a little bit of compassion, I asked him to keep this from everything especially Vina.
In the classroom, I often look at Vina silently. Seeing her expression when telling stories, staring at her smile, as well as her gestures make Me smile to myself, my heart vibrates, happy is incredible.
And I will immediately throw my face away when my vision is seen by Vina, there is shame and pleasure when Vina returns my smile, making me drown in love alone.
Ah, it's too early to talk about love while taking care of yourself is still helped by parents, too,
funny indeed, as soon as this feeling of love greeted the 4th grade elementary school boy.
It's monkey love!!
That's what I've often heard from my grandmother, when we her grandchildren tell her about a crush on a friend's crush.
But for me it's not like that, it's the first love vibe that pops into my heart, no matter the monkey or whatever, for me Ervina is the first little girl to steal my attention, so that I can confirm that He is my first love.
I remember that day, that damn day in my opinion.
When the lesson was empty all the children were busy with their own activities, some were reading, playing chases in class, telling stories with a friend of the bench, and he saw that he was busy recording something in the book he wrote.
Ah... She looked so sweet, with two red ribbons tying her horn pigtails to the left and right of her head, her thick bangs covering her forehead. I stared at her for a long time and for a long time, propping up my cheeks I kept looking at her face, enjoying her beauty from afar without blinking, I could not believe that my two female friends were watching me.
They are Elza and Tari, the slow and wise according to the version of icikiwir who has been crowned to them both.
I don't know how to express my joy in the silence of my own best friend other than by pouring and pouring it in writing, whether it's on the wall of my room, in the palm of my hand, on my desk and chair, in the folds of the bag even sometimes tucked books.
Not beautiful writing, nor poetry and rhyme full of meaning, only the scratches of his name that to me more than just beautiful.
Yep... Like I am doing right now, though,
I flipped the book on the last page, then scratched the pen ink there engraving his name in the frame of the heart.
Not just one, but a whole book.
And damn it, when I finished my writing, I was surprised Elza and Tari were suddenly behind my chair.
"Hayoooo.... What is that you wrote?"
Elza asked a little whisper in my ear to make my heart stop beating for a moment, wanting to drown my head so deeply that I wouldn't see them.
The nervous and misbehaved me quickly closed the book to put it away.
But unfortunately, I have not been able to answer, Dance quickly snatched the doom book from my hand and checked my writing.
Instantly my face reddened in shame and was afraid that Vina would know.
Elza giggles to show the book to Dance.
I feel confused and really embarrassed.
"You seriously like Vina?"
Dance approached me smiling wryly.
I looked down, with a heart dag dig dug.
"It is fitting that you like to steal a glance, it turns out.. hahhahhahha"
"Stttt....Zaa.... Pleaseee...don't be so hard!"
I put my index finger on Elza's mouth.
"Can't be nich.... Vina should know.wkkwkwk!!"
Threaten Elza to laugh.
In my heart I just hope Vina doesn't come to us.
"Let's Tar. We show this to Vina"
Elza pulled Tari while carrying the damn book.
I quickly chased after Elza and blocked her steps.
"Za.... Pleases.. Please don't say yes.. "
I intercepted Elza's steps, while cupping my palms in front of my chest begging Elza's kindness towards me which was very sad.
"Hahhhaha, what if we don't say, no free day!!"
Elza shook her waist still holding the book while shaking it in front of my face.
Without thinking any longer,
"I'll buy you today, eat in the cafeteria!"
I said with eyes full of hope that Elza was given a heart as good as an angel today.
Elza looked at Dari with a mischievous smile,
"Where's Tar? I guess less for this important info!! isn't it Tar??"
The criminal soul of Elza suddenly appears to blackmail this already defenseless me.
"Yes sich.. cook yes, for something this big, keep her mouth shut just a one-meal treat!!"
The dance that had just been silent and I expected to be able to wisely defend me even followed by blackmailing me.
"Okay, 2 days!! Today and tomorrow!!"
My bargain was trying to negotiate with the two creatures that had suddenly become creepy in front of me.
"Where is yaaaa.......??!"
Elza squinted her eyes,
"Well, what are the 3 days? want ya...?? pleaseeeeeee!!!"
It seems like my third offer worked.
Elza handed the book to me,
I can breathe a sigh of relief now, even though this heart felt like it was going to come off even though I finally had to sacrifice my pocket money to treat them to snacks at school, he said, though the money wants me to save to buy the latest remote control car toys.
But no matter what, this is more important than a toy, than I should be ashamed and Vina so stay away from me because of the writing, I better postpone saving me, anyway is also only 3 days.
Still stunned, when Elza pulled my arm roughly inviting me to the cafeteria.
"Come hunted.....!!!! Vin, you want to go to the cafeteria, right?? Daniel wants a deal!!"
The thrill of crossing Vina's table.
My face was red when Vina looked at me confused.
Diki who heard the screams of Elza immediately stormed us.
"I'm coming with ya... Cook yes, only you are in the treat!! I am also an important person!!"
Hearing Diki's words, I turned to look at Diki, who was like intentionally insinuating me.
I gulped, and tried to recalculate the allowance I had to spend these 3 days on them.
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