
It had been almost half an hour of silence, silence shackled us, both I and Vina were silent to each other like two lifeless statues.
There are so many things I want to say to Vina, but somehow this mouth is locked helplessly to open it.
Moreover, seeing Vina's attitude that looks relaxed and mediocre does not show fear of loss, the more I dare not pour out all my heart.
"Ehm... Vin, are we going home?"
I tried to provoke a question to the lowered Vina.
"Yes.it's too late, I'm afraid Mama's worried"
Vina's reply further disappointed me, indirectly Vina wanted to say she wanted to leave me immediately.
Now I'm down the more I lose confidence, the more,
10 Minutes passed, then,
"Dir.. I'm going home..."
pamit Vina to me leaves a tightness in my heart.
I nodded while sighing, trying to throw away the tightness that felt increasingly squeezing.
Vina got up from the bench and prepared to walk away from me.
"Vin.. wait!!"
prevent me from making Vina's steps stop.
I got up and grabbed Vina's arm and turned her body to face me.
It's my whole determination to express my feelings for her, though,
"The Vin... L'm... Um... I'm..."
Ahhh..It is very difficult for this sentence to come out of my esophagus.My tongue feels stiff especially when staring at the twinkle of the eye.
"The water... Whahuh? What are you talking about?"
Vina asked, looking fixedly at my face made my body tremble and sweat, unable to bear that look I lowered my face again.
Ahh... how bad I am!!
My name is in my heart.
"I.... I'll let you wait for the bus...."
this is the only thing that comes to my brain to shut down my awkwardness.
Vina nodded.
Vina and I walked side by side down the hallway of the school corridor which would probably be a silent witness to our togetherness these 3 years.
All the memories, events and togetherness that have passed like a beautiful collage floated in the mind and memories that will forever be inscribed in my heart.
like rewinding everything that has ever happened between us, and today, could it be the last episode of this sweet story..
I don't know, that's for sure.. I don't want it to end just like that, though, I,,
I took a deep breath and then I held the soft fingers, Vina flinched and turned my head.
I don't care, just keep staring at the street in front of me expressionlessly.
Vina returned my grasp, tightly and warmly.
Like the middle of tasting the sweetness of a wordless taste, confined to longing that may later be shackled, shackled,
Without me knowing this hand is still attached to the front of the canteen.
"Well... Hayooo, it's sticky hands!! there has to be a tax.... "
Ledek Nina suddenly made our hands attract each other and loose.
"Ih.. Nina...!!! What the hell.."
Vina said shyly.
"Are you officially, huh??"
Nina asked again, this time whispering closer to Vina's ear.
Vina shook her head, causing confusion on Nina's face.
Asked again that quickly, immediately Vina landed a pinch on her waist.
"Aawww... hurts Vin!!!"
He shouted while rubbing his waist a few times while snorting.
Not long ago, though,
"Yuk's home..."
Take Vina to us.
"Eh.. Viin, you still owe me!"
Nina's Brief.
"Huh..?! A debt?? Debt what??"
He asked in wonder mixed in confusion.
"A debt to the story of what happened!!"
cetus Nina's.
I glanced at Nina, making Vina immediately blink at Nina.
At the bus stop,
"I came home first.....!!"
Pamit Nina's.
It's just me and Vina.
We just kept quiet again.
Until the bus arrives.
Vina was preparing to leave me.
"Vienna... If this is our last meeting, I hope you don't forget me"
I said half a whisper in Vina's ear.
Vina turned to me, I immediately extended my hand to her.
Vina welcomed my hand, nodding.
"Yes... I promise, I will always remember you!"
The handshake is so tight, warm and makes this heart feel peaceful.
"The Vin... I'm.."
I have not finished my sentence..
TIIINNN...!!!
the bus horn was ringing hard, making me startle and breaking all the words I painstakingly strung together in my head.
"What's Dir?"
answer Vina.
"You get on fast, the bus wants to walk!"
Reply confused.
Vina took her foot up the bus, leaving me and all the memories that were once scratched on this bus.
The bus began to run slowly, when I looked at Vina's face from behind the glass of the bus that began to move away.
Hearts creaked as the bus carried Vina away from me, I raised my hand to wave my farewells.
Vina passed by. carrying half of my heart that continues to be engraved with her name, carrying a longing that might torment me, carrying all the feelings that I used to be proud of, bringing a story that never had any certainty,, even a love I could never say.
I love you my girl...
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