Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 116 News from Mom

Night comes with regret and longing that erodes the confidence in the heart, making doubts and worries come back after trying hard to get rid of them from the thoughts that are now increasingly branched,, and,,

Things have changed very far, when longing this brings hope about someday, but now... This longing becomes a torture because it knows, this can no longer be true.

Now, burying a deep feeling of love is a choice, but of course not only buried love but half a soul drowned along with all the hopes of a past happiness that I could no longer hold.

Lord, help Me, forget Me about Him. about the memories with Him, and about the taste that once existed.please I to throw it away, then return to the path of life I have chosen myself.

Take a deep breath then exhale slowly, lie quietly behind the blanket and close your eyes,,

Tiredness and sleepiness made me choose to sleep faster.

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It was still too early, even the sun was still faint and timid to say hello, but from inside the room, I heard the sound of people chatting from the living room which was in front of my room.

I slowly opened my eyes and tried to sharpen my hearing.

"Maybe there's a guest who's coming this early? Who's coming at this hour to see you"

I thought, glancing at the wall clock that still shows at half-time 6am.

Not wanting to take a headache, I chose to continue sleeping, but curiosity made my eyes reluctant to return closed.

I got out of bed, intending to peek out from behind the bedroom door.

There was no one just Mama and Papa who were chatting together, but looking at the two, I knew they were having a serious conversation.

I walked closer to them.

"Chat what the hell Ma... Pa, early in the morning gini,,?"

My toot.

"Oh, this is Vin, yesterday, Aunt Ruri called Mama, he said after this fiancee, they did not want to wait long, at least in the next 3 months.. they want to come and propose for your wedding, and next week they'll have the wedding to the reception, how do you think?"

The deg!!

My heart was beating at the news that Mama had just reported,

I gulped, surprised, to make me fall into silence without knowing what to answer.

Really my breath felt very short, and at once the room felt so hot.

"Ehm... What is Agung and you already have a plan for marriage agreement and where is the recipe? wear what custom? how's the concept?"

Ask Mama.

I shook my head, confused, and completely confused, my mind and heart were in complete turmoil.

How not, facing the engagement day alone, my heart was almost broken, and now it must be added with news of applications, marriage contracts, and receptions that have never been imagined in my mind.

All of that became a new burden that hit my head and my heart that suddenly felt like a big stone was hitting and squeezing me really felt very heavy and tight.

"Master? Marry Me?? the reception?? oh my Ma, Vina hasn't thought that far, how come there's a plan like this? while Vina and Agung alone have no talk to get there."

I sat next to my mom in confusion.

"Yes, too, but how dong.. Aunt Ruri said this is a request from Agung himself, but Kok Agung has not spoken to you yet..."

"Stop Ma.. only Vina became more dizzy, engagement for this Sunday only, Vina was not one hundred percent sure!"

Unknowingly those words came out of my mouth, making Papa and Mama dumbfounded at my words.

"Not sure?? Mean you?? not sure how? Huhh Vin, please donk. Don't mess with Vin!! it's not just about your relationship, it's about two families!"

Mama looked at me sharply in an anxious tone and a little high, making me feel judged.

I fell silent, then lowered my head trying to think about stringing the right words to explain to Mama what I had just said.

"Vin, answer.. Why silence? you mean not sure how that is? don't make Mama and Papa think that's not it"

My mother asked for an explanation of my words.

kilah.

"Oh, that's it, but... You're not lying? there's nothing you're covering up about, isn't Vin?

mama looked at me suspiciously.

I gasped a little at Mama's words, shaking my head, My eyes shifted quickly, avoiding eye contact with Mama, which made me feel even more guilty about the many lies I've created in the past few days.

"Ma.. lah, kok even so as to interrogate Vina that, later even make Vina more unprepared loh.."

Bela Papa to me.

"Where are you going today?"

ask Mama.

Again I shook my head.

"Yes, a lot of rest at home, this week you're too busy"

I'm nodding.

Papa just kept quiet without commenting anything, then passed from the guest pour.

Before long, Mama also left me for the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Stay alone, pensive in desolation.

The sound of a loud ringing phone called me back into the room,

Dirga called, man,

My heart was pounding, but to pick up the phone from her, I was afraid that Mama would hear our conversation and would instead add new problems.

Don't want to take any chances, though,

I choose to mute my phone, but in my heart not play it is very like to hear the sound, laugh and talk again to him.

But, yes, I have not decided to forget, and bury all the past stories that have happened.

then put the phone back on the table.

I don't want to play with fire any longer, I don't want it to burn, not just me, but all the feelings of the people around me.

I closed my eyes and shook slowly, trying to calm my heart and feelings that might have been out of shape.

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Time is moving forward, though,,

The day I really wanted to avoid finally arrived.

since dawn, I have been awake with all the heartbreak that never subsided.

Mama and some family from next door Papa look busy with all the affairs of my engagement party with Agung.

Some EO employees are also seen pacing back and forth to prepare all the needs and needs for an engagement party that has been agreed before.

I sighed, then returned to the room, sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the dress hanging behind the door, which I would later wear, she said,

My heart ached for a moment, remembering everything that happened.

Can I?

To live all of this, even if not with the heart,,

Slowly I stepped back out, observing the surroundings of the room that would be used as a ring exchange place that would happen in a few hours that was finished decorated with shades of pink white, beautiful and very elegant.

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