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Chapter 76 Decision

Great kept shaking my body, he still could not believe what he had just heard.

I just smiled broadly at the expression I had never seen before.

Is He really this happy, just because of the words I just said?

If true, could it be that for years he had been so hopeful and waiting for moments like this?

Like there was a new pain I realized.

I swallowed, spit,

At least I know what it's like to hope in uncertainty, the difference is that Agung can still see, speak and be with Me even without clarity of status, while I have been, all this time, just hoping for an uncertainty that is completely uncertain, unreal and unfeelable.

just like an illusion yet real.

Today, my resolve is well-rounded, trying to open my heart to Agung, although in this heart there are still taste biases left for Dirga.

I just hope this feeling will go away with time.

I can't forget Dirga immediately, but I believe.. Agung was able to erode the feelings that had been deeply rooted in my heart with the love he had.

"Vin... please pinch me, or.. hit me.. or.. or.... or... You can punch me now!!! I want to realize this is a dream!!"

Exclaims.

I shook my head, though,

"No, this is not a dream. I've thought about it and I've decided it this second!"

Agung was silent with an irregular breath, his eyes glazed over.

"O Lord. Is this the fruit of my patience...? thank god..thank you"

Many times I saw Agung rub his face before finally pulling my body in two.

instantly my body was in the warm and friendly embrace of the Great.

Different this time, I did it with a relieved smile.

Without any sense of obstruction in my heart for feeling betrayed Dirga.

"Thank you honey.... I promise, there won't be any more tears and sadness here?"

Agung cupped his hands on both sides of my cheeks, a warm kiss landed on my forehead.

"Anyway, we must celebrate this dear.Next week before I go, we must invite your friends, let us stay in my cafe, I, I'm going to announce this happy day, baby..I promise, I'll apply for you soon"

Agung was enthusiastic and looked very serious with his intentions, while I seemed to be enjoying the other side of a Great, who usually looked relaxed but this time looked so passionate.

"Ehm... Don't need to be by her side, honey..."

"Well... Whahuh? Whahuh? re-try!! I don't hear what you called??"

Grandi brought her face closer to my face

"Yes dear.. don't have to be with her...."

Deuteronomy shy.

"Oath.... What dream did I last night, God....???!"

Again the Great did not seem to believe.

"Sufficiently we feel, no need to use any announcement events, I'm ashamed"

"Can't, everybody should know, even if it's necessary the whole world should know how happy I am"

I just took a slow breath and sat back in the car seat after Agung let go.

Before long, the car drove back, though,

"Dear Vina, after I get home from out of town.. I'll apply for you, if you need to get married, you want to??"

The deg!!

The Great Speech surprised me enough, though,

Never thought the Great would make a decision so soon, when my heart just tried to accept it by slowly forgetting Dirga, it does not mean Want to marry him so soon.

I still need a process, I still need an adjustment.

"Vin, what's diem?? you want to be my wife?"

Ask when nothing comes out of my mouth.

"Ehm... Isn't it too fast, Gung?? maybe it's better to go first like this, until we are really ready, both heart and mental"

Hearing my answer, the face of the Great Sumringah instantly turned flat.

"Oh... That's it, yeah, that's okay, sorry I'm Vin, make you uncomfortable"

I grabbed Agung's arm and looked at him trying to explain hoping Agung would not be offended by my refusal.

Great mangosteen with its mouth tightly closed.

As soon as my heart turned unpleasant with his attitude, a feeling of guilt suddenly burst into my heart.

"Gung, aren't you angry?"

I tried to speak again, rubbing his shoulder.

For a moment he looked and smiled.

There was a feeling of relief in my heart when I saw that smile.

"Don't Worry baby, I'm okay, considered a girlfriend I've been grateful, maybe I was just too excited, I'm too afraid this situation changes, I'm too afraid, that's why I'm thinking of quickly making you a wife, I'm sorry..."

Agung grabbed my finger and then kissed it softly.

"Don't apologize, I'm probably too surprised by your decision so soon."

"Yes, are we fiancee??"

Great looking at me for a moment.

I'm nodding.

"Yes!!! If so, come home from here I immediately talk to Mama, continue tomorrow I'm facing your parents, how?"

"Yes. can"

I answered smiling with relief.

"Ehmm.if next year, I think it can be yes.we marry hehhehe..."

Grandi pinched my arm.

"Ehm... how is it, why would you want to hurry??"

"Loh, yes especially if you don't want to have twins. like Nina hehheh"

"Hahhh... The answer is absurd!! I'm sure I'll get baby twins..."

I'm stealing spoiled.

"Surely, but not getting twins is okay, the important thing is that his mother is still you!"

"Huh... start fighting!!"

"But like it????"

"Sok tauuu!!!"

"Tuh.. his cheeks are red.... make a gemes deh Ayang!!!"

"That's... Ayang??? "

"Hahhha.. Let it be like the beb people!"

"Ihhh.. what's a beb..beb... geli ah"

"I'm amused, he has not played amused yet!"

"Relax!!!!"

Excited by patting hard Agung shoulder.

"I'm willing to be hit by you many times, as long as I can continue to be with you for life"

"Ih.. bucin alay!!"

Curses and jokes just flowed this afternoon with Agung, never imagined by me that in the end I will open my heart to Agung and let go of my race to Dirga my first love.

It was like a dream never planned before.

I just hope, this is really God's plan, not just an escape from my fragile heart,

I don't want to sacrifice a heart that truly loves me just for the sake of comforting my broken heart.

Hopefully my decision is not wrong, I do not want Great disappointed if later it turns out I made the wrong decision and can only hurt him.

Trying to make peace with the situation, that's what I'm forcing right now.

many times I convinced myself that Dirga could not have me again, many times I also set my heart to sincerely with the decision I will take.

Dirga is happy, and I must feel that, while Agung is the right person.

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