
After calling Mama, I turned off my phone, I'm afraid Great called me, and I'm not preparing an answer if Agung asks me something about myself at this time.
Dirga is not coming back, though,
Finally I decided to open the door and enjoy the night air in the mountainous area.
Brrr....
The cold air greeted me when the door opened,
I close my hands and fold them on my body while rubbing my own shoulders.
Using the Scarf and hat that Dirga gave me this afternoon, I chose to sit on the terrace of the Villa enjoying the view that for the first time I met.
Seen in front there, some visitors set up a tent, lit a fire and some were even gathering to hold a burning event.
How happy they are, going through the holidays so much fun, but me?
Can this be called a fun holiday?
Or it's just our last happiness before we start a new life, which we never know if we can still be happy after this.
I rubbed my face, though,
then I intend to send a message to Dirga to ask where He is, but no message has yet been sent, a phone call I received.
"Theirga..."
Say slowly.
"Haloo dear...., wait for me again huh??"
"Yes... Where are you? why not go back and forth?"
"I'm here, try to get you back?"
Dirga Command.
Hearing that, I frowned then obeyed his order to turn around, I said,
No one, I pursed my lips feeling that Dirga was working.
"Dir, don't joke.. Where are you??"
"Here baby..look ahead, hey....here look here!!"
Hearing that, I was more and more confused, but my gaze led Me to look in a further direction, looking there, Dirga was waving her hand, and, standing in front of a yellow tent with a bonfire not far from where he was standing.
Seeing that, I smiled and returned a wave of his hand.
"Well, that smile donk"
"So you know, it looks from there"
"For sure, I know you're smiling happily again, right?? Love you dear... love you..."
Said Dirga by phone.
"I'm there!!"
I replied without replying to Dirga's love.
I walked a little run up to Dirga who was standing waiting for my presence by stretching out his hands.
Up in front of Dirga, I stopped my steps, standing looking at her with a smile.
Dirga walked over, and grabbed my body.
The cold temperature that had been piercing to the bone, instantly turned warm, enveloping my heart and feelings.
I leaned my head against his chest, until his heartbeat sounded like a beautiful melody in my ears, his sigh rhymed along with the tremors of the heart that felt like longing all this time.
Oh my God, is it wrong that I feel comfortable? Is it my fault, if I don't really want this to end?
Dirga kissed the top of my head, then repeatedly said the words of love that made me more and more unable to escape the taste that should end tonight.
A few minutes adrift, Dirga stretched out her arms and slowly released the circumference of her hand.
"Darling, come with me..."
Dirga took my hand towards the tent whose door was open.
"We're sitting here.."
Bring her.
"You rented this tent too?"
I asked while watching around me.
"He. uhmm.."
Dirga nodded.
"Not just a tent, I also bought corn..."
Dirga took out some corn cobs and some soft drink bottles.
"So that means... are we camping nich??"
"Yes, you could say, I just want this to be the most beautiful moment that we will always remember when we...."
"Sstttt, no need to say,, "
Dirga returned his smile and peed the index finger that I had not been able to pull.
"Wait a minute, I'll burn corn for you,, "
Dirga moved closer to the embers that he had prepared before I came.
Before long, I caught up and approached him who was burning corn.
"Nich, it's done... I'm gonna go get some hot water, make some coffee"
Dirga left me with a bottle of mineral water.
Seen Dirga approaching one of the visitors' tent which is quite far from our tent.
Shortly thereafter Dirga was seen coming back by running towards me.
I only noticed Dirga who was busy by herself from burning corn, looking for hot water, brewing coffee to preparing a seat for me.
I approached Dirga.
"Busy from that moment..."
My broom.
Dirga turned and smiled then grabbed my waist and then put a kiss on my forehead.
"For your sake"
Said slowly.
We sat in front of the tent facing the campfire while enjoying grilled corn and a glass of hot coffee.
"Vin, you know.until this moment, I still hope it's not the last night for us, until this very second, I'm still praying, for a miracle of our path of love"
Dirga looked at me for a moment and then turned his face to the burning fire before us.
I took a breath, not being able to say a word to Dirga.
Putting a coffee cup next to me and dropping my head on the shoulder of someone who has always stayed in my heart.
Dirga put his cheek on my head, then the silence again occurred between us.
Silence each other, as if diving into each other's feelings, trying to be sincere about what will happen after this.
Don't want to be late in the silence of the night,
I tried to reopen the conversation.
"Dir, I want the nanya, and actually... I'm still wondering, what's your relationship with Dance like?"
I lifted my head from the shoulder.
Dirga shifted her body to face me.
"You jealous? We're just sweet friends, good dance... He was my first friend when I was just living in Uncle's house, We were close enough plus we were both joined in Volleyball in our area, He was closed, He was closed, never told her about the problem, until we finally got word, her parents divorced, and left her alone, since then Tari lived with her Grandma, until she graduated High School, she said, she worked here and there for the sake of her college, and Tari was again devastated when her Grandmother died a while before she graduated, after which I never knew any more news about her, Dance go out of town get a work call."
I was stunned to hear Dirga's story about Dance that I knew nothing about, at once the feelings of resentment, indignation, anger and hate that were once created for Melting Dance broke down into deep sadness.
What kind of friend am I? so that's the whole dance thing I don't know, I really didn't think, that her life was that heavy.
"Vin, don't hate Dance, I don't want your heart to be filled with hatred, let it be. One day, Dance will realize her mistake.."
I looked at Dirga's face then smiled and nodded.
"Ehm.... If I could not nanya? I'm also curious, and the thinking goes on.."
She asked back, asking,
"What?"
"Ehm... Your photo is the same man other than with Agung, who did Tari send me?"
Hearing that, my smile grew..
"Why, jealous??"
I stroked Dirga's cheek, and Dirga quickly caught my index finger.
"Yes, I'm jealous.I'm so jealous. 'cause I see a sincere love in his eyes for you!"
I was surprised to hear Dirga's words.
How can a Dirga judge the sincere love of the eyes of a daniel just by looking at a photo.
"Honey.... Wh why? why are you silent? what do I think I'm right?"
Dirga.
I took a breath, then looked down.
"He who??"
Tanya Dirga lifted my chin.
"He's Daniel,,"
Briefly said.
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