Seabadi Edelwai..

Seabadi Edelwai..
Chapter 106 Day 4



After dawn, I chose to relax for a while.


Sitting in front of the television just to spend some time before the sun is high and I will go to meet Dirga again on this 4th day.


Mama just came out of the room, to the family room, probably because she heard the sound of television that had lit up at dawn.


"Vin, what a big tumben watch this early tivi?"


My mom sat down next to me.


"No papa ma is a prank"


I smiled, Mama is still in the same position.


"Oh yes Vin, your car hasn't been spun?"


"Yet Ma..."


"Yes, Mama's going to the kitchen...why breakfast??"


"As for Mama, whatever Vina must eat."


Mama passed by leaving me for her territory.


I stared at my phone screen as the long vibe felt.


Great call, though,


"Hello Gung..."


"Hello baby..... You wake up, okay,,???"


"Eh hem.... Why those smiles???''


"You're so pretty polosan gini. love dehh"


"Gombal continues..., I haven't had a bath, you're the one who called dawn gini?"


"Yes that's what I said, you're more and more beautiful yet, I call you dawn gini because I can't wait for noon, kebelet miss"


"Hem.... How are you?"


"I'm not okay,"


"Why? you sick??"


"Yes, it hurts to endure the longing.but I have a surprise for you dear...."


"What surprise?"


"Ehmmm.... Do you know yaaaaaaa??"


"What? ah. males ah!"


"OK.. okay, so. tomorrow... I pulaaaaanggg!!!!"


Great cry from across there.


The deg!!


My heart feels like it will be released to hear the call of the Great over there,,


I gulped, to wet my throat that suddenly dried up.


How'this??


What about Dirga?


What about the one-week appointment we agreed on,??


What about the heart?


What about this unfinished story??


What about feelings that are not yet clear and complete??


There are many more questions - similar questions that fill the brain and feel swirling in my head.


My heart ached, my legs felt limp as boneless.


"Darling..... hello, honey... You still hear me right?? halooo...Vina!!"


several times the Great's cry called out my name, making me refocus on the ongoing phone call.


"Vina.... honey... You're okay??"


"Ehm... Yes, I'm horrified"


Answer nervously.


"Oh my God, Vina... Where did you come from??"


"Sorry...sorry, I overslept, what....... What did you say??


My answer is lying, pretending not to listen.


"God!!! how can?? you sleepy? staying up late, huh?? be careful lohh, mending sleep first daft yes, I'm afraid you go to work instead fall asleep again nyetir, danger dear. tomorrow I go home"


The Great Speech in an anxious tone and again told his return.


"Ah, no papa, it's good, how come you came home??


"Oh, that is, Ehm... yes... because I want to see my future fiancee, oh yes, you leave from when dear??"


The grand question made me gasp again.


"Ehm... Uhmmm.. Thursday,,"


quickly answer.


"Well, you can fit donk, if so. ntar you pick me up at the airport, baby.... I'm leaving in the afternoon."


"Eh... Ja.. "


"Yes, I hung up... I'm gonna take a shower first.."


"okay!"


Phone connection disconnected.


Right now, I can do nothing but surrender to accept destiny and make peace with the situation.


Inevitably, I must accept that in a matter of days I will be the Great's fiancee, I must accept,, and I have to forget my old story with Dirga even though this is the greatest shock to my heart and probably also the heaviest blow to Dirga, but this is the reality and we have to accept it with the air,, that our story should stop before a week as promised.


I'm in a hurry to get ready to go, and Mama can't know this whole thing about me getting off today, which Mama knows today I'm leaving for work,, which is,,


After being ready with work clothes, I went out of the room, before I had typed a message to Dirga that I was immediately on the way.


Dirga just replied with a thumb emoticon and love, that's it!! yes, that's all it's been able to make my heart prance like getting stars from the sky.


Mama and Papa were waiting at the table, with a breakfast menu made by Mama, a glass of hot chocolate and sand fried bananas.


I sat down between the two, after first greeting and kissing the two, then devouring breakfast in front of me, after I finished I rushed to leave, and then I left,


"Vin, isn't it part??"


Papa asked, as soon as I saw I had pinned a pair of mocca-colored shoes walking out.


I stopped my steps, looked up and smiled.


"Yes Pa, today is Vina's last job, tomorrow is on leave, so a lot of work, oh yes Pa.. Ma.. Vina's coming home from work to Nina's house, yeah, she's hanging out there at her house, oh yeah... Great tomorrow comes home, it's not Saturday,,"


The anticipation I do if it turns out later Me and Dirga go home later that night.


"Oh, the feeling of that time he said his leave on Friday Vin, go ahead huh??"


Ask Papa again.


"Yes Pa. because Agung tomorrow ask Vina to pick him up at the airport."


Papa was bearded, while Mama looked at me as if questioning the honesty of what I said just now.


Realizing that, immediately regret spread throughout my body, as if gnawing away at the skin and flesh penetrated into the bone.


"Oh my God, now I'm not only good at talking when I'm presenting in front of the office, I'm also not only good at writing in a diary to tell all life experiences, but now I'm also good at lying, and making up fictional stories, to convince the people around me. I'm sorry God...."


My regrets.


"You be careful, son..."


Papa's Message.


I nodded, though,


"Oh yeah, are you still riding a taxi? your car isn't right yet??"


"He. em... Pa, maybe today,,"


I walked out, as usual, ordering an online taxi just to take me to the front stop, which has now been confirmed as a love waiting stop by Dirga.


In the taxi, a message from Dirga I received,


"I'm already here"


I smiled, then took out a mirror from inside the Bag to check my face on the new ritual I had done before meeting Dirga.


In front of the stop,


I got off the taxi and walked quickly to Dirga's car.


"Hey... "


The sweep as soon as the car door opened, as fragrant as Perfume just went out into my sense of smell, so soft it made me really lulled into wanting to continue sniffing it greedily.


I just smiled to receive the greeting, then sat down and grabbed the seat belt, but Dirga swiftly grabbed it by turning her body slightly towards me.


O Lord, now his body is so close to my body, even very close, even I can now more clearly look at his shady eyes, nose and lips that I have always longed for, ever since, even the warm gust of his breath was so deeply caressing my face and neck, my breath hunting, my eyes not blinking for a second.


Oh my God, I want to stop the time, so that this moment does not pass quickly, I just want to feel longer with the people I love,,,, I want to feel more,,


"Dreaming??"


I gasped, as soon as Dirga's mischievous fingers pulled my nose abruptly.


"God!! I'm daydreaming??"


I thought, stroking my nose.


"Think what??"


Ask.


"Emmm... Don't you, where do we think we're going this early?"


"Oh, I don't know... I haven't thought about it either, you're on leave. Why still wear that formal shirt?"


"Oh, yes.. I just don't want my parents to know that today I'm on leave"


Hearing that, Dirga fell silent, the look on her face changed instantly.


"I'm sorry Vin, because of me and this silly idea, it makes you lie a lot,, "


He stopped running the car, now he leaned back and rubbed his face rough.


"Dir, we should not blame ourselves, even after this we never know if we can still meet again"


I also now lean back to stare away at the road in front of a very straight and smooth, really inversely proportional to the storyline of Me and Dirga that is full of drama.


Dirga heard him breathing heavily, then his hand suddenly grabbed my hand and then grasped it tightly.


"Whatever happens after this.. I still love you Vin, and you must remember, once our story is over, there will be no other love story, because of you, because of you,, the first and last woman I'll always love"


His speech.


I can no longer endure the pace of the clear circles that pooled in the eyes, hearing the words of love that was so sincere from the mouth of Dirga just now.


Dirga turned his head, then wiped away the painful tears, then stroked my head, and then,


"It shouldn't be like this!"


Dirga started the car, and drove without knowing where the direction and destination.


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