
Long enough silent in view, Finally Vina took a breath and tried to open her voice, my eyes focused on her face preparing to listen roughly what kind of answer would come out of Vina's mouth.
"Gung, sorry... No, that's not what I meant?
I'm not in doubt with you, but in doubt with my own feelings, I don't want to be in a relationship with half a heart. Please, give me a little time, for Me to be absolutely certain that I am ready for a new love."
Hearing that, it was like there was a fresh breeze that had just blown the desolation of my heart,
"You don't worry Vin, even with a little bit of heart I'm grateful.."
I smiled, hoping that there would be rain and rainbows after this.
Spending time together with Vina, trying to comfort and make him forget his wounds a little, until the joke after joke flowed just like that, seeing him laugh again, made my heart feel relieved, so that the joke flowed, and drown in his happiness.
Until time seemed to turn so fast,
by late afternoon,
"Where are we going home, or where are we going to stop by?"
My bargain to Vina.
"I think we should go home.. I'm tired"
He answered, I looked at his face that looked tired, I nodded.
All the way home, I deliberately did not say much, but occasionally my eyes could not help but look at him, even though they were always trapped by Vina when I stole a glance at her.
Suddenly I remembered something that had forgotten about Vina, I immediately found a place to stop, slowly the car slowed down making Vina who was closing her eyes woke up in a state of confusion.
I who felt bad for waking up Vina who looked tired immediately apologized.
"Ehm.. Sorry Vin, there's something I want to talk about. I haven't spoken yet"
"What?"
Answer Vina.
"Next week, I'm going out of town, maybe 3 months, "
My spoken.
"Kok, long time ago, what business?"
Vina asked in shock
"Yes, the cafe business, there I open a new branch again, a friend who runs. So want adjustments and trainees first all colleagues there"
my clear.
"Oh.., "
"Cock just Ohh anyway?"
A little disappointed with the short response from Vina
"Keep, what do I want to answer?"
"Yes..what a cake...that is so heartfelt!!"
"Try an example, what is the heart that is?"
Vina folded her hands on her chest while playing her eyebrows as if teasing me.
"Yes... for example, how long would I miss? Or the... I can't stay away from you that long, it'll make me melt!!"
I glared hoping for an inducement from Vina
"Ohhh... Is that it???, what about gini...
Um.... Gung, I want to.. Before you go, we'll be??"
Loudly speaking.
I quickly turned my head with wide eyes, and my mouth opened.
In disbelief, I hope my ears are still sane in hearing so that what I just heard in my ears is true.
"Well.... You serious???! you're not duplicating?? or are you ngigau again?? or. um... L'm... L'm.... I'm not dreaming anymore, am I???"
I was nervous and stammered, my heart was shaking violently because it was happy.
I approached Vina and continued to shake her body, asking about what she just said, is this really????!!
And Vina, she casually smiled broadly at me.
"Vin... please pinch me, or.. hit me.. or.. or.... or... You can punch me now!!! I want to realize this is a dream!!"
My word.
Vina shook her head,
"No, this is not a dream. I've thought about it and I've decided it this second!"
Vina's answer was so crazy about being too happy, that I didn't know how I was expressing it anymore, how I was telling the world that I was happy at this moment..
Even now, I can only be silent with an irregular breath, my eyes are hot with a blurred look.
"O Lord. Is this the fruit of my patience...? thank god..thank you"
My unceasing gratitude for today, then immediately I pulled Vina's body into my arms.
I hugged the body tightly, with all the love of it completely.
"Thank you honey.... I promise, there won't be any more tears and sadness here?"
Now I cupped my hands on Vina's cheeks, and kissed her forehead.
"Anyway, we must celebrate this dear.Next week before I go, we must invite your friends, let us stay in my cafe, I, I'm going to announce this happy day, baby..I promise, I'll apply for you soon"
Don't want to waste time, I'm already very sure I want to marry Vina soon, and this will definitely surprise Mama and my two brothers.
"Ehm... Don't need to be by her side, honey..."
Vina's reply further made my heart dag dig unwarranted, for the first time I heard Vina calling me affectionately.
"Well... Whahuh? Whahuh? re-try!! I don't hear what you called??"
I put my face right in front of his face.
"Yes dear.. don't have to be with her...."
"Oath.... What dream did I last night, God....???!"
my peek.
"Sufficiently we feel, no need to use any announcement events, I'm ashamed"
Vina.
"Can't, everybody should know, even if it's necessary the whole world should know how happy I am"
my firmness.
Before long, the car drove back, though,
"Dear Vina, after I get home from out of town.. I'll apply for you, if you need to get married, you want to??"
I asked Vina.
Hearing that, Vina quickly turned to look at me, then looked back at the street, and fell silent.
"Vin, what's diem?? you want to be my wife?"
I asked again when no answer came out of Vina's mouth.
anxiety is coming at me,
"Ehm... Isn't it too fast, Gung?? maybe it's better to go first like this, until we are really ready, both heart and mental"
Hearing that, I thought what exactly Vina accepted me just wanted to try to forget Dirga alone, not because sincerely opened her heart to me?
But. ah, I don't want to ruin this happy day with negative thoughts.
"Oh... That's it, yeah, that's okay, sorry I'm Vin, make you uncomfortable"
I tried to accept Vina's wish.
"Oh... Um.. that, um. that's not what I mean, just still want a relationship like this first, still not ready for a more serious level, still not ready for a more serious level, but that doesn't mean I don't want to be serious about you, you mean Gung I mean?"
Vina held my hand, for the first time with a gaze that made my heart melt.
I'm nodding.
"Gung, aren't you angry?"
Vina again made me a baper, by touching my shoulder, and staring spoiled makes me anxious.
"Don't Worry baby, I'm okay, considered a girlfriend I've been grateful, maybe I was just too excited, I'm too afraid this situation changes, I'm too afraid, that's why I'm thinking of quickly making you a wife, I'm sorry..."
Kuraih Vina's fingers then kissed her gently.
"Don't apologize, I'm probably too surprised by your decision so soon."
"Yes, are we fiancee??"
My rose and Vina nodded
"Yes!!! If so, come home from here I immediately talk to Mama, continue tomorrow I'm facing your parents, how?"
my spirit is back on fire.
"Yes. can"
"Ehmm.if next year, I think it can be yes.we marry hehhehe..."
I pinched Vina's arm.
"Ehm... how is it, why would you want to hurry??"
"Loh, yes especially if you don't want to have twins. like Nina hehheh"
my chandelier who laughed back at Vina.
"Hahhh... The answer is absurd!! I'm sure I'll get baby twins..."
Vina thaws spoiled.
"Surely, but not getting twins is okay, the important thing is that his mother is still you!"
my rayuku.
"Huh... start fighting!!"
"But like it????"
"Sok tauuu!!!"
"Tuh.. his cheeks are red.... make a gemes deh Ayang!!!"
my lead to Vina
"That's... Ayang??? "
"Hahhha.. Let it be like the beb people!"
"Ihhh.. what's a beb..beb... geli ah"
"I'm amused, he has not played amused yet!"
I stared at the flirtatious Vina.
"Relax!!!!"
Screeched with a hard pat on my shoulder.
"I'm willing to be hit by you many times, as long as I can continue to be with you for life"
"Ih.. bucin alay!!"
Vina and I both laughed off, though,
Oh my God, it's like a dream, I never thought, today is the last day of the prayers I've asked you.. since long ago after about 10 years now everything has become real.
I just hope it's not a dream, or if it's just a dream I beg you, don't wake me up Lord...
I happy... I happy... I'm so happy.....
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