Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 136 Crying out of heartbreak

I smiled looking at the face in front of me, which is now like a cooked tomato.

"Heyy... Why so shy?"

I touched the ranum's chin.

Vina did not answer, only shook her head and avoided my eyes.

"Yes, I'm going home... Tonight in the sky there were no stars, dark and gloomy. Now I see, the star is in front of me!"

My praise, intending to melt the awkward atmosphere between Me and Vina due to an act that I did not do just now, might be what makes Vina embarrassed to look me in the eye.

I touched her cheeks with my elbows, Vina finally dared to look at me.

"What sich.... since when did you learn to fight?? already hunted home, the sky is no stars because it is cloudy again, the rain will soon.so the hunt goes home!!"

He said with a smile.

Thank goodness, I can finally see that smile again, I really don't want to be in this awkward situation for so long.

"Emmmmm... Unfortunately, why is it cloudy just now huh...?!"

I pretended to be confused, with my head staring at the dark sky.

"Well, why?"

Vina asked confused and now followed up looking up at the sky.

"Try from earlier, it's exciting to both ride a raining motorbike with you, so like Indian film!! Haha"

My laughter blared.

"Uhh... basic!! go home there!!"

Vina pushed my back, and laughed along.

"okay... Yes I'm home, you take a break...."

I turned around, then left Vina.

And it's true said Vina, not yet reached the boarding houses, heavy rain flushed, not only that lightning and lightning also accompanied the heavy rain tonight, he said, as if to describe the taste that is in my heart, washing the wound slowly open and inflamed,,,, and,, the dark and quiet streets made me slow down the speed of my vehicle deliberately enjoy the cold rain that hit my body and try to stop and pull over, on the quiet road. I came down from the motorbike, accidentally opened the helmet that covered the head and looked up to let rain water on my face and all over my body that had been wet since.

Yeghhhhhh....!!!!!!!

I screamed while squeezing my wet hair.

Unknowingly, these tears shed fused together with the rainwater.

I don't know, why I can be this cool, in the midst of a painful heart, I throw my gang into tears, no matter what the prestige! even in the dark and desolate streets with the torrential rain, no one will see me crying, tonight for the first time I weep for the pain of heartbreak.

Satisfied lamenting the fate of love that clapped one hand, I turned on the motorbike and again broke through the rain to the boarding house.

In front of the hostel room,

My body was shivering violently, with teeth grinding, and,

Immediately I changed my wet clothes, and lay down on the bed checking the phone that I had saved in the motorcycle seat.

I watched for a long time, no message came from Vina, but I really hope Vina sends me a message, at least ask me how I am doing.

But come, I should not have expected more attention from Vina, for I am nothing to her.

However, why... I could not for a second forget Him from my mind, even now the longing comes back and really it torments me.

Trying to close my eyes, turn my body back to the most comfortable position, even covering my face with a pillow even though it does not make me fall asleep and forget to miss...

"Damn it!!!"

I was upset, feeling that I had gone mad because of love.

I saw the clock almost at Nine, "Hopefully Vina hasn't slept,,"

I said softly while looking for Vina's contact and calling her.

"Hello... Where are you?"

Vina's voice as soon as my phone was picked up, again and again things like this made me feel again if Vina was attentive, and my spirit flared up, when in fact it was not necessarily.

"Directly pulled? Greetings to the cake!"

My answer.

"Yes... Assalamualaikum, where are you?"

"Well..that dong, salam walaikum, I was in the boarding house, why worry huh?? hehehhe"

I laugh.

Ketus words, but I like and had time to make my heart flowery.

"Geez, what dream did I have last night, can I think of you? besides, if you're really worried why not call? ohh, I know... You prestige huh? Hahhha"

I teased him, though,

"Not prestige, was about to call but was afraid of being struck by lightning you if you pick up the phone again in the street!"

Hearing that, I got out of bed prancing around exactly the person who just won the lottery.

"Oh my God... very good anyway.sampe all afraid of me why-why, Original...Yes, tonight I can not sleep!!"

"Loh, why?? Wind up??"

I'm confused, though,

"No, not a cold, but more than that"

"More than that?? what the hell, don't panic!"

Again and again I jump for joy,,

Wha what?? Vina panicked because of me? my hearing still works fine, right?

My God, this is how it almost drove me crazy, what if one day I heard his confession?! maybe I could faint!

My inner.

"Well, again.... The more panic, the more I can't sleep!! "

My answer is Vina.

"What a sich.... is clear!!!"

"Well, I will not be able to sleep because someone is worried about Me, panicking because of Me, thinking of Me. Thanks to Vin, that's more than enough!"

Being quiet...

Silent...

Quietest....

Silent....

I watched my phone screen,

The phone call is still going on, but why is there no sound?

"Vin, hello... Why? still connecting? are you still there?"

call me.

"Ehm.. Ja.. Hola... You don't need to think macem-macem yes Gung, we are friends, until whenever we will remain friends"

Answer Vina slowly.

I took a deep breath and exhaled him, almost used to this feeling, but strangely always I was flattered, lulled and lulled even after this, the wound opened again, but I will definitely re-energize myself not to stop hoping, despite the many disappointments that I often experience.

"Yes, you calm down, I know you... From the past, even up to this second, I never expected and demanded you to give me a sense of more than what you could afford for me, let it all just flow"

Saying a sentence that actually slices my own heart is hard, but I have to be strong.

"Gung, thank you..."

Saying,

"No need to thank Vin, no matter what!"

"Ehm.. Matiin' the phone, I'm sleepy"

"Okay, good night..."

"Okay bye"

Click, click,

disconnected call.

I looked at the picture of a smiling face on my phone,

Vina... Why should I love you? while just a little bit there is no more room in your heart for Me, but why I can not throw this love even just pull it aside to make room for other love to enter my heart,, even from long ago.until this second, only you!! only you!! no other girl can steal my heart, except...

Suddenly I remembered Dance, for some reason her face just flashed through my mind.

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