Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 202 Wounded but not bleeding

This, was the umpteenth time I had given up hope of meeting Vina, after I had tried several times before to go to Vina's school, but unfortunately it was not the adorable meeting I always imagined but it was the painful romantic scene that greeted me instead.

If only I had at that moment forgotten that I was a man, I might have sobbed sobbing over the stifling sight of my chest in front of me.

Fortunately I've been trained to deal with even more distressing situations than this.

With a single breath, I turned around and chose to leave the school.

And, this afternoon I don't know how many times I'm looking forward to meeting Vina at the Stop that I think has etched good memories of the past, my hope was never extinguished though it was always in vain never once did I see Vina when the school bus stopped, actually I already know the answer,,,,, I already know the answer,, of course Agung or maybe the boy at his school was the one who always picked him up until Vina didn't have to take the bus, but... one day I'll meet Vina at this stop.

And, sure enough... Today I meet!!

but baby, my encounter with her wasn't as sweet as my expectations.

My heart beat rhythmically as my eyes caught Vina's presence across the street, what made my heart break was that she came not alone but with Agung, they looked so friendly, even so harmonious, they were so happy, agung's strapping body was so in tune with his good looks that it was inversely proportional to my current situation, of course Vina is happier to have a boyfriend like Agung who I know is currently a student who certainly has a bright future,, unlike I'm not clear after High School want to continue where, even college course I'm still not sure I can.

For a second looking at each other, there was no sign of longing in the eyes of Vina who could only be astonished, not trying to say hello, waving her hands even to smile at me just did not seem to happen

With a broken and disappointed heart, I decided to leave when at the same time the bus came, I immediately left the stop that had incised the wound in my heart this afternoon.

Together with the bus that drove up brought the break of my heart that had been scratched by a bloodless wound.

Is this a sign that it is time for Me to forget Him, the One who has filled my heart since the first time I knew love.

But why is it so hard, for I remove this sense of God,,

How much more heartache must I feel to achieve my happiness.

Ahhe... Never mind, though,,

I shouldn't be disappointed with this.

Go home feeling broken, trying to forget and throw away the feeling so that this heart is not too tormented, hoping gradually this love can disappear by itself without leaving a wound.

No longer am I trying to meet Vina, either at the bus stop or at her school, not because of her heartache, just too sorry for my own heart if I have to watch a scene that I really did not expect. I will let my heart find its happiness in solitude without forcing it to follow my ambitions.

However, to be honest this hope is still very big but everything I give to destiny, because in the end humans will give up on the destiny that has been outlined.

And I hope, my destiny and his destiny will meet at a point that has been outlined.

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