
After a bit of calm, by wiping the remaining tears, I again tidied up my sitting position.
"Udah ya melownya, we sinicize the goal to have fun spending the rest of the day we have"
He rubbed my cold cheek.
"Oh, oh yeah, you didn't work today??"
I asked the newly conscious.
"No, are you on leave. Why do I work? I don't want to waste any time with you, let alone this might be the last time we're together."
I smiled at Dirga's words.
"Have you ever been here??"
Ask Dirga, though,
I'm shaking.
"I really did not expect.It turns out that slang children like you rarely know tourist attractions,,"
teasing Dirga while scratching his chin with his index finger.
"I'm not a slang child, I'm a home child, single, do not have a boyfriend, yes it's natural if I'm a kuper"
"No, I'm amazed..."
He lifted my chin, to look at her.
"You know Vin, I'm confused to be happy or sad, happy to be by your side, sad to remember happy is just a little bit more"
I looked down, not knowing what to answer, because what Dirga was saying was what I was feeling.
"Dirga... what after today, we will never see each other again??"
I looked into Dirga's eyes with a blurry look blocked by tears that seemed like they would re-unravel.
Long looking at me without a sound, Dirga nodded, breaking my heart, my tears really flowing.
"I love you dear, and I know you are the same.but, a bond that will soon last that will make Me no longer able to meet you, I don't want to ruin your relationship, I can't be a bully in a bond, I'll appreciate and keep the Great Feelings"
dirga said with reddened eyes.
"If your own feelings are torn apart?"
as if.
"I can't do anything about it, I don't have the Right to maintain this relationship, I'm sorry, I can't fight for this love"
Dirga lowered his head, then raised his head and blinked his eyes.
I drew Breath, realizing that none of this was his fault, it was my fault, it was my fault.
If by cursing myself I could bring things back to the way they were before I decided to open my heart to Agung and accept his offer to get engaged, I would curse thousands of times myself.
I should have apologized to Dirga, not you...
I made the situation as precarious as it is today.
Almost 2 hours sitting enjoying togetherness,
"Dir, we go home now,, "
Take me to Dirga, please,
Dirga looked at me, then grabbed my arm carrying him in a friendly grasp.
"Why should it be now??"
"It's almost 2 Dir, until the house is definitely night,"
My answer.
Dirga sighed, then moved from his seat pulled my arm to walk towards the car.
Get in the car, please,
Dirga was silent, with her hands holding the steering wheel.
"Dir, what's wrong with you??"
I rubbed his grim face.
Dirga caught my hand and repeatedly kissed my palm while closing her eyes,,
what a sight that so slices my heart.
"Vin, we can't turn things around, this time is coming to an end. And if this is the last chance we'll ever meet, I don't want any time to pass, without being together, I want to spend the rest of this time with you!"
The glaring eyes of Dirga made me feel full.
"You mean??"
"I still want to be with you, spend the rest of the day, tonight and tomorrow morning with you"
Dirga clasped my hand again with both hands and then kissed it.
"The water....."
"The Vin... Please...!!!"
"You mean... Did we spend the night here?"
Dirga nodded.
"But Dir....."
"I beg you, do not refuse dear.Take this my last request before leaving your life and heart"
I gulped, I, uh,,
On the one hand, I don't want this togetherness to end, but on the other.. I can't possibly not go home tonight, what's my reason for Mama.
"Can't you??"
Ask Dirga, and I look..
A moment of looking at each other, I don't know I'm really powerless to refuse Dirga's request until I steadfastly nod.
"I want to!"
A smile was engraved instantly on Dirga's face.
"Thank you dear...."
Dirga approached and held my body for a few seconds before finally turning on the car and driving away.
"Where are we going??"
My toot.
"You go with me,,"
Answer Dirga.
A few minutes later, the car stopped at a place.
Dirga took me down, he said,
My eyes looked at the dozens of neatly lined ATV vehicles not far from the position of the car stopped.
"Yeah.....!!"
Dirga pulled my arm half-run towards the ATV parking lot.
After choosing one, Dirga turned my head then raised her eyebrows with a smile.
"You seriously want to play this?"
I asked who was not brave.
"You scared??"
I'm nodding.
Dirga embraces my shoulder.
"You ride with me..."
I nodded with a smile.
Sitting behind Dirga with a beating heart,
"Handle ya dear...."
Dirga pulled my arms and wrapped them around her waist, it automatically made my body and body so tight, I just hope, Dirga did not feel the pounding of my heart, and irregular heartbeat.
"Who??!"
Dirga asked, turning my head, I nodded, then tightened my arms around her waist.
The ATV drove off as the screams escaped from Dirga.
"Huuuuu.....!!!"
"Dir... don't fad, I swear I'm afraid...."
I scream behind his ear.
"Relax baby.. don't be afraid... that's okay, try deh... you yell so that the fear is gone....!!"
Shouted Dirga with a little look back.
" What's yelling??"
My answer.
"What aja. let plong"
I took a breath, then ventured to stand up,
"Aaakuuuu blahaa..........!!!!"
I screamed with my arms out.
Being right, my heart felt light.at once the fear that I had felt from earlier rubbed unfilial.
"I LOVE VINAAAAAAA... YESTERDAYN... TODAYII.... ESOKKKK AND SELANYAAAAA!!!!!!"
Dirga's strangulation flabbergasted me, then grabbed her by the neck, Dirga's hands grabbed my arms and kissed the back of my hands.
"Lord.... I'm sorry, I can't control myself, but I'm happy God... I happy... I don't want this to stop, I don't want time to go away... I want time to stop..."
The tear point suddenly melted slowly, but soon I guessed before Dirga realized it.
Almost an hour playing ATV, Dirga ended it in front of a rest cottage, he said,
The ATV stopped, Dirga turned to me.
"We'll rest first..."
he said, I nodded.
Dirga helped me get off the ATV, just as my feet were stepping, the heels I used were too slippery to tread the edges of the ATV, until I slipped, he said, dirga swiftly caught my body that almost fell to the ground.
However, because of the rapid and sudden movements make Dirga unable to balance himself who is supporting my body so as not to fall, instead making his body stagger back and forth...
BRUKKKK!!!
We collapsed together with my body position on his body.
Instantly, my eyes and Dirga's eyes widened without a sound, swallowing each other's saliva with hunting breath. Surprisingly, neither I nor Dirga immediately rose from a falling position that made us stick to dry land as if enjoying romantic scenes like those in Bollywood films.
A few seconds later, awkward and misbehavior occurred between us, as if awakened from a delusion, I hurriedly got up and distanced myself from Dirga's body that was still lying on the ground.
"Ehm... Dir,, "
Now I sit next to him.
Dirga smiled, then put her left arm under her head, while her right hand grabbed my arm and kissed her.
"What matters is that you're not hurt, there's been too many wounds scratched in our hearts, I don't want the wounds to scratch your skin"
I smiled with lips pursed and melengos throw my face from the eyes of Dirga.
I don't want to, the red hue that was definitely drawn on my cheek made Dirga come back to tease me.
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