
"Vin, are you okay?"
I asked when I saw Vina speechless with a pale and sweaty face, I touched Vina's shoulder and looked at her.
It was seen Vina gulping and taking a deep breath,
"Ehm.hem"
Vina nodded and tried to smile even though I knew He was not okay.
We keep moving along.
"Ehm... Pi, we'll buy it later... Mimi wants to talk to Vina for a while, Pipi can help Mimi not, take Rania and Raina to Play ground there?"
Pinta Nina to her husband while pointing at the playground not far from where We were standing.
"Oh, Okay.. Here's my son...!!"
Nina's husband immediately pushes the twin Stroler to nearby Nina and takes over Rania from the hands of Nina who was previously in Vina's arms.
He then put Baby Rania into Stroler slowly side by side with Baby Raina.
"OK Twins, it's time we play.. go!!!, Mimi's chest, aunty..."
The thrill while pushing Stroler Baby Twins away towards the Arena Play ground.
After the departure of the Baby Twins, Vina and Nina looked at me, and I understood the meaning of the gaze, then hurried to leave the two of them
"Ehm... If you want to talk, talk.. I'll wait there"
I pointed at a seat a little far away from them, Vina nodded.
"Vin, let's talk there..."
Nina pulled Vina's arm to sit on the bench a little further away from the seat I had chosen.
While playing the phone, I occasionally glanced at Vina from the corner of my eye, clearly visible sadness on her face, not only that.. Several times Nina was seen to calm Vina by rubbing Vina's shoulder.
Is that sad Vina, what Nina actually told, to make Vina cry as sad as that?
Is it true, Dirga has forgotten Vina?
Is this the Happy News to Me??
that way Vina could finally forget about Dirga and open her heart to me.
Before long, Nina and Vina moved out of their seats,
"Sister.... I'm first yeah.... Nitip Vina hehheh!!"
Nina waved at me and passed towards the play ground to meet her husband and children.
Vina walked slowly towards me who was still standing still not moving.
"Yeah...."
Invite him, with a face no longer cheerful as before meeting Nina.
"Wait.wait..."
prevent me, by pulling Vina against me then looking at her gently.
Vina looked at me in shock.
"Why?"
Confused ask.
"Is the story sad, right??"
I still look at him.
"Huh?? meaning??"
Vina is confused.
"Here..., to the extent that you cry and dry gini"
I pulled Vina closer, then wiped the corner of her eyes and forehead with the tip of my jacket sleeve
"Sorry, I don't have a handkerchief, I don't have a Tissue either... But take it easy, I'm slow, I won't remove your powder and mascara..."
I tried to comfort him.
"What sich....., mascara?? when did you know mascara? do you know which mascara is?"
He said while pinching my arm.
"That is. itukan, which is smeared on the lashes, which otherwise means the eyes must glare gini. nichh gini nich... "
I opened my eyes wide to demonstrate how to wear mascara.
Seeing me Vina chuckled, her laughter escaped making my heart fight a little.
Thankfully, the laughter was heard again.
"Where is it, lebayyyy it. hahhhaa"
His kill.
"Nahh. Laughter is good to see, adem.."
My praise.
"Ademmm... Am I a fan?!"
"No!!"
"Continue...?!"
"Es is so stoned.. Look, I'm just so late squirming at you!!"
"Gomball!!"
I looked at Vina clingy, silent for a moment then tidied her hair and tucked her pony hair behind her ears.
"Vin, I just want you to always be happy..."
Say slowly.
"Udah yuk... So watch it?"
Vina tried to divert the conversation.
I smiled then nodded then grabbed her fingers, grasped and held her.
Just walking a few steps, I found Vina again shedding tears.
"Kok sembes again, yes.ntar powder you fade...!!"
I wiped the tears with my fingertips.
Vina looked at me bitterly smiling.
"Wait here, yeah,,,"
I said I left Vina to go to the counter to buy a ticket.
After returning,
"We're just watching this....!"
I gave Vina a ticket
"Well, what's a comedy movie? not a romantic movie??"
Ask wonder.
"Son, watch this, let you laugh, for me your smile is more important than your romance for me"
Vina smiled,
"Well..that's donk...."
I scrambled Vina's head, then went inside.
Inside,
Vina looks restless, she is not at all focused watching, occasionally seen she wiped her eyes that are wet again.
My God, how sad is Vina's heart right now?
Suddenly a feeling of envy and jealousy enveloped my heart, Dirga was lucky, could win the heart of a woman like Vina, loving sincerely without knowing how Dirga felt to her.
I kept looking at him, then..
"Emang Nina what story was Vin?, ehm... sorry, not to interfere but if you don't mind, I want you to tell me, because I see, it looks like it's hard for you"
I clasped his hand, and then held it tightly, with the position of the body facing him.
Instead of answering, Vina lowered her head and wept even more.
I gulped, watching the girl I loved the most now as helplessly crying over the other man in front of me.
My heart feels pain, though,
"Vin,,,,"
Call me,
"Does this have anything to do with the air??"
My neighbor again, tried to guess and lure Vina into telling a story.
Hearing that, Vina raised her head looking as if her face had been wet from tears, then she nodded.
I took a deep breath.
How much do you love Dirga Vin?
That important as Dirga in your life?
do he berate you until your tears can be as broken as this, when something happens to him.
Do you know, I'm sick to see this?
I was jealous, my heart was hurt..
God, it's always been and always has been like this, it hurts so much.
Like holding a knife, the stronger I love you, the more hurt I feel.
I kept staring at the sobbing Vina.
Then closed her eyes for a moment and then pulled Vina into my arms.
Vina did not refuse, instead drowning her head in my chest, then cried sobbing.
"Cry out all the claustrophobic stuff, I'm here to strengthen you Vin"
Whisper in his ear.
Vina's cry broke even more, her hand now returning my embrace, her head getting sank in my chest.
I gently rubbed his head, trying to calm him down and make him comfortable.
"After you have calmed down, you can tell me all your burdens Vin, for now cry, for the feeling of sadness is natural... I understand that"
I felt the embrace from Vina's hand getting tighter, though,
My heart thumped intensely, the same pounding at every time close to him, the pounding of love that kept expecting a reply, never the slightest change, but dear... Vina never realized that there was me, someone who loved her sincerely..
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