Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 154 My Intent

Time continued to roll, since the day of the engagement, it did not feel almost 2 months had passed,

My relationship with Vina is still fine as if there are no problems in it even though I still feel the longer it feels more bland

Raga Vina was with me, but I knew her heart still belonged to Dirga.

Until this moment, I failed to make Vina fall in love with me, I failed to shift the Dirga throne in her heart.

Maybe, indeed, Must give up and admit that I lost.

Tomorrow morning, I'm going to fly to Batam city, a developed city famous for its industry, for cafe business, it seems like this is a chance for me to be able to forget my feelings for Vina, I've been thinking for a few days and I've come to the conclusion that this engagement is better before it all goes to a more serious step while the feeling is never there for me.

Saturday night at the millennial cafe,

"You don't papa go by yourself tomorrow?"

I asked Vina who will come to Daniel and Elza's invitation tomorrow, holding my coffee cup.

Vina nodded while chewing her food.

"What time is it tomorrow?"

I asked again after sipping coffee in my hand.

Vina swallowed her food and sipped some orange juice before finally answering my question.

"Morning, maybe at 7, there's no way I'm not attending their marriage contract."

Answer

"Greet them, yeah.."

My word.

"But like, tomorrow I'm not alone.he said Mama both Papa would attend too.."

"Oh, good then, I'm calm"

I looked at Vina smiling.

I haven't had a good time to express my intentions.

"What time are you leaving tomorrow?"

It was Vina's turn to ask.

"Abis dawn,"

My answer.

"How long?"

Ask again.

"Not long, most weekly or yes.at least, because there are many old people who I moved there temporarily, let it not be complicated, later as time goes on, because,, they're back here again"

"Ohh.... "

Vina forms a circle on her mouth.

"You won't miss me for long, but.... I'm also not sure you'll miss me.."

I said smiling bitterly.

Vina was flabbergasted to hear me just now, maybe she was confused or maybe she felt guilty, I don't know.

Vina looked at me, and I sipped my coffee.

"Kok, can you talk like that?"

Vina asked with a confused look.

"What's that about?"

my many.

"What you just said,,"

Unmistakably.

"Oh, who knows, you don't miss me.he.he... Ah, we're going home now...."

I feel uncomfortable, choose to take Vina home soon even though it is still too late.

"Huh? now?"

Vina glanced at her watch.

I nodded and got out of the chair,

I'm sorry Vin, it's confusing you tonight.

My inner.

"Would you like to go home, sir, so soon?"

Say hello to a cafe staff member who walked out.

"Ehm... Yes, go home first..."

I answered with a friendly smile, while my hand grabbed Vina's arm to walk out to the car.

Get in the car, please,

my tongue still feels heavy to get Vina to talk, I'm afraid my heart isn't as strong as I expected, I'm afraid,

Several times I sighed making Vina look at me, I turned back to Vina and gave her a faint smile.

"Darling... Can I have nanya? but. You promise honest answer"

I opened the conversation.

Making Vina swallow, then wiping the sweat on her face with tissue.

"You want what? how I'm so tense..."

His answer was looking straight at my eyes.

"You love me?"

Seriously many.

Vina seemed stunned at my question and then fell silent.

"Darling, do you love me?

Vina nodded slowly.

"You sure? are you not lying about your feelings? Have you been happy with me all this time? Are you comfortable? Are you sure you really want this relationship?"

Mycars.

"Gung, why is it like this? I'm the one who broke up this relationship, that's enough to prove that I'm serious"

Hearing that I shook my head and smiled.

"I love you so much Vin, I don't want our relationship to make you tormented"

I looked into Vina's eyes and I held her shoulder.

"What the hell are you talking about Gung?"

"It's okay, I just want you to be happy.."

I grabbed Vina's fingers and kissed her.

"Udah ah, don't be weird.. I got scared"

Vina answered making me smile, then stroked her hair.

Before long, the car slowly left the cafe parking lot, the atmosphere of the road is still very crowded, besides this is Sunday night, this is also not too late, but also not too late,

In front of the house,

Car stopped,

I leaned against the car seat, though,

Vina too.

"Darling, you have headphones at home?"

My question makes Vina even more confused.

"The headphones? what's for?"

Vina asked back.

"Make a song,,"

I replied while looking at Vina still in a leaning position.

"There is, but do not know it still works well or not, it's been a long time since it was never made, the last time was still High School."

Vina tried to remember.

"Ehm.yeah, that's for you..."

I thrust out a paper bag containing the headphones I bought before I picked up Vina earlier.

Vina received the Paper bag from my hand.

"What is this??"

"Headphones!"

Answer me

"Kok... Thanks to me for this, um... Why what?"

Vina opened the brown paper bag, then looked back at me.

"Gung, what the hell is going on? just now you talk strange, your questions are also strange know no, and this again...why do you give me this item? honestly, I'm confused, you know? you're different!"

Questions from Vina.

"No, I'm no different. Still the same Great, who always loved you."

I said, even though my heart is not good right now.

"Then... What does this mean??"

Vina lifted the headphones and showed me.

Seeing that, I smiled, I,,

"Oh.. That, um... I have a really good song, you must like.ntar this abis I send, but you hear him wear it, while lying down before bed"

I answered while pointing at the headphones in his hand.

Vina scrunched my forehead confused.

"Vin, here..."

I coded for Vina to come a little closer to me.

"I love you, I love you, I just want you to be happy..."

I quickly grabbed Vina's body and hugged her tightly while stroking her head.

"Good, what the hell are you?! aren't you usually gini?!"

Vina looked at my face after I let go of my embrace.

I just shook my head.

"Almost first?"

Vina asked me who was standing in front of her after rushing down and opening the car door for her.

"Ehm... I just go home, I want to rest"

I replied, my heart really feels painful doing all this, it doesn't feel willing to let go of Vina, but I have to do this.

Vina kept quiet and kept watching me.

"Yes, you're in. Greetings to Om and Auntie."

Vina nodded.

I went back around the car and got in the car, without lowering the windshield and waving my hands as usual, I couldn't do any more of that, my heart was broken, remembering soon I'm nothing to Vina.

The car drove off leaving Vina still standing glued, though,

I'm sorry dear.but this is better before our hearts are both more broken than this, if this relationship we continue.

I felt a tightness, which I had never felt before..

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