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Chapter 103 Nina's Advice

Dirga still lowered his head as if hiding his wounds, as well as I who felt increasingly squeezed by time.

"Oh. So this Sunday it's Vin,,"

Alif looked at me.

I nodded, Dirga tried to raise her head and smiled at me.

"But, we don't know... The name of the soul mate is a mystery, no one can guess, this is a new fiance, not yet ijab qobul"

"Abang!!!"

Hardik Nina when she heard Alif's words.

"I'm talking really Dek,,"

"Yes, but don't make Nina worry about donk Bang"

sahut Nina rubbed my arm.

Dirga smiled at me who now also looked at him.

"You are in fact compatible, but yes, how will fate determine to whom we will be united."

Again Alif's words made my heart feel stuck, and again regretted all the decisions I made in a hurry in the fragile state of heart at that time.

"Vin, Dir. don't be horrified by the words of Bang Alif, he likes to break people's hearts"

Nina said,

"Ha.ha... have a heart, what am I??"

Alif shuffled Nina's hair.

It was seen Nina code Alif, as if understanding, Alif nodded.

Not long, though,

"Bro.. still like birds? want to see my collection?"

Alif pointed inside, and invited Dirga to see his collection of birds.

Dirga went from the chair following Alif's steps towards the garden behind their house.

Me and Nina in the living room.

Shortly after that,

Nina turned her body to face me,

"Vin, how can you two come here? and you didn't tell me anything about this the same me!"

Nina looked at me sharply.

I took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

"I also do not understand Nin, starting from the Space Account at that time, we met and returned close as now"

Answer,

"Then, you asked why he disappeared? why didn't he tell you? about the woman who was with him, the boy who was then??"

Cecar Nina at length.

"Udah"

Answer nodded.

"What?? wh why?? who??"

Nina's Urge., though.,

"He never disappeared, Nin never even stayed away from me, and you know... He's been looking for me at school a few times,,"

"The Vin..... Then.. Why do I creep up on her"

Nina held my hand.

"Dari lie Nin.. all this time Dari said, same Dirga I've had a boyfriend, Dance also diem-diem take photos I'm the same Great, even the same Daniel as well,, Dari,, and the photo was given to Dirga"

My voice trembled, my heart ached again remembering the Dance and the cheating she committed against me.

Nina smothered her mouth with her hands, her eyes wide open while shaking her head in disbelief.

"Oh my God.. How can dance like that?! Yes, yes, dance... I did not expect!! so mean, sneaky!!"

Nina rubbed my shoulder.

"Then, how do you feel now Vin?"

"I don't know Nin, I'm confused.You know how I feel about Dirga...."

My cry broke, Nina hugged me rubbing my shoulder.

"O Allah Vin, do you still love Dirga??"

My esophagus felt so painful to hold the sobs and tightness that gnawed at the heart.

"Vin, seeing you like this, I'm not sure you can be strong in your future relationship with Agung, are you sure you will continue with your plans, I'm not sure you can,, you still have time to talk again Great"

I shook my head, though,,

"Too many hearts would have to be sacrificed if that happened to Nin, I don't want "

I answered with a trembling voice.

"Lantas... Are you willing to sacrifice your own feelings in order to keep the feelings of the crowd??"

I looked down to wipe my tears.

Nina's right... I can't back down anymore. It's already gone.

"Vin, how can we live a relationship with someone, even though our heart is for someone else!!"

Nina stroked my hair.

"But it's about the principle of Nin, it's also about being consistent with speech"

my firmness.

"Then you don't care about your own feelings?? just for the sake of consistency and principle you forget, life not only needs principles but the heart is the main"

I looked down, not knowing what else to do.

"You know Vin, what is going on is going to make you slowly break down!! okay??"

Again I just kept quiet.

After a few seconds of silence,

"Between Dirga and I made a pact with Nin,,"

Nina scrunched her forehead,

"A pact?? what agreement??"

"We will spend the rest of the day together until the engagement day comes, exactly one week, and now the agreement is only 4 days, after that, we will sincerely give up the fate of separating us,,"

"What?? it's ridiculous!!! this is ridiculous Vin,, !! you know it's gonna hurt you! your love will be even stronger and harder to forget, let alone give!! "

Nina shook her head.

"Come on Nin, but we'll try"

my answer.

"Vin, my advice if you are sure you will be engaged to Agung, stop meeting Dirga, enough to this day, do not continue again,, "

I shook my head, I was not willing to stay away from Dirga, I still wanted to be with her to feel her love for a little longer.

Nina took a breath and leaned back as if she felt the tiredness of the heart I felt.

"Or you listen to my first suggestion, speak this well, before all is done, and it will destroy you together."

I swallowed, spit,

There were footsteps from inside, making us stop the conversation.

Dirga and Alif came back to meet us and sat down with us again.

I tidied up my sitting position, and wiped my crying face.

Nina tried to smile welcoming Dirga and Alif.

Casual chats flowed between us until dinner time came and Nina hosted us for dinner at her house.

"Vin, you know, this Dirga used to dream and talk to me about the delusion of his future, he said later when He was married, he said,, dinner will be the most important time for him and his wife, He said, every day He will try to always eat dinner with his wife even though he is busy whatever He is"

Alif's story on the sidelines of dinner.

Forcing me to shift my gaze from Alif to Dirga quickly

Staring at the Eyes that I think still hold many secrets that I do not know.

"Why is that Dir, how important is dinner to us?"

Tanya Nina threw a curious look at Dirga.

Dirga grabbed the glass of minun water in front of him then gulped it down before he started talking.

"For me, dinner is very important Nin, because of course all day we have been busy with work, and when we go home, relaxing time with the wife will start from dinner,,, and,, to just indulge, bribe each other, tell stories to give small attention until bedtime. But. yes this is just my thinking, people are different.".

Obviously Dirga made Nina a mangosteen.

while I was so enjoying staring at his face lingering.

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