
The days pass by year after year, changing, it is hard to hide the love of my best friend but even harder if I have to lose Him when He knows that our friendship is tarnished by love.
Covering up the reality I had to do every time I faced Vina who was so sincere in thinking I was her best friend.
"Ah... Vin, seeing you happy is enough for me, you don't need to know my heart"
Those words have always been my reinforcement.
Until when, the day that made me restless, sad and restless was present.
Where it was our graduation day in elementary school,
I who never knew about Vina and the school where she connected learning was shocked when she found out that she did not choose the same school as me and the others.
All I just found out this afternoon in the schoolyard, when Elza, Tari and Vina were hugging in tears.
I who was with Diki approached them and asked about their grief.
"Za... y'all why, moved because of graduation kok kayak want pisahan!!"
I said when I got in front of them.
"Yes, we should be happy. Welcome to blue white, goodbye red white, not Niel!"
Connect Diki.
"You two how sich. yes we are sad. if one of us after today will not be the same again.. Hu. hu.."
Elza's crying broke.
"Huh?? Mean what?? who won't be with us??"
I asked with a feeling that turned unpleasant, my heart became deg degan.
Wiping away her tears, Elza looked at me.
"Vina!!"
Answer's short.
The deg!!
Heart's beating.
There is a feeling of fear in the heart that suddenly comes along with a pain that I vaguely feel.
Me and Diki looked at each other then looked at Vina.
Diki asked confusedly.
"I did not continue at SMPN 61, Papa has registered me at Junior High School of the NATION."
Vina explained while sobbing.
Jem!!
Pain instantly pierced my heart,
that means he's not with me like he's been in years.
His father's Junior High School is one of the best private schools here, and another reason may be that it's not too far away.
I actually wanted to cry, scream and hug her like Elza and Tari did but that was impossible, I can only look at him and swallow as an antidote to my present anxiety to face the reality of the days ahead without Him.
Until noon and we all decided to go home, tucked away the desire for Me to convey my love to him, but my doubts turned out to be greater and made Me undo my intentions.
"The Vin.. "
Call me while running towards him who has been picked up by his mother.
Vina looked over, and smiled.
"Vin, I'll see you next time.I hope the new school is fun"
I held out my hand to shake hands as a sign of farewell.
Vina welcomed my hand with a sparkling face,
"Yes, same.. successful yes for you, If you have time later.play to my house yes..do not forget Me"
"Where may I forget you Vin, while my heart has you taken away"
Vina's words I always remember and keep in my heart.
Not a special sentence, but for me this is an unforgettable moment where my hands and hands are intertwined, my heart really shakes at that time.
After that day, I never saw each other again, Vina left with a part of my heart.
My days in ordinary school were nothing special, even though Dari, Diki and Elza accompanied me, there was still less.
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