
The next day, the,
Although the heart still feels broken due to endless heartbreak, but school is the thing I am most waiting for.
The reason was only one, to meet Vina again.
Yes, that's it, despite how broken my heart because of love clapping one hand, but looking at Vina's smile is still the toughest opium for me.
It was still too early when I got to school, seen with still the lonely inhabitants of the school, the, even in my class there are only a few students who have attended one of them the beautiful Bear who is busy breakfast with all kinds of heavy food.
I noticed Vina's bench was still empty.
After a while, I finally decided to stand in front of the classroom straight in front of the school gate, waiting for a heart that never adored me.
20 Minutes standing, finally the figure I was waiting for arrived at school.
Seeing him come down from the motor Agung makes me again have to be patient and stroke my own chest soothe the heart that will surely grimace.
I am sure, there will be scenes of bollywood cinema that will successfully break my heart.
That's right, you,
Not long after Vina came down and stepped up, Agung like to prevent it, making Vina turn back, the scene of views continued, interspersed with sweet conversations plus a smile that was so romantic.
I keep watching them.
Before long, it looks like Agung gave Vina a plastic bag that was greeted sweetly by Vina, the last parting scene that always had a wave of spoiled hands made me more furious and hurt.
I snorted in annoyance while clenching furiously.
After Agung passed, Vina ran towards the classroom, and,
Seeing Vina heading for class, I hurriedly entered and sat quietly on the bench.
"Well, this is Vina, not school"
Welcome Nina as soon as Vina gets to class.
"Where's dance??"
Instead of greeting back, Vina instead asked Tari who had not come to Nina.
Nina shook her head, as did I and Elza who received alternating gazes from Vina.
After putting down her backpack, Vina again walked to the front door of the class, Her face and behavior looked anxious and agitated, making me moved to approach and ask.
"Why you?"
My toot.
"Wait for Dance!"
His reply was short while looking at me in surprise.
"Yes, I know... I mean why did it go this far?"
I asked again, but Vina just kept quiet did not answer.
His smile spread so from a distance saw Dari walking quickly to class.
"Tar, bad luck waking up??"
Sapa Vina as soon as Tari is in class.
"Yes, because last night I couldn't sleep!"
Reply Tari, then to his stool followed by Vina while I follow behind him.
3 Hours with Matpel Math makes the class feel quiet, the tension is so felt, but my eyes can not resist noticing the gelagat Vina who increasingly looks riled.
Bell's break is the most melodious song for all the class dwellers, including Me.
Shortly after Master left the classroom, the class scattered out to the cafeteria, not to miss Nina and Elza.
I still did not move from the bench and table, still watching Vina who was currently holding the package that was given by Agung, and it turned out that the contents were food.
In my heart I can only curse the Supreme who pretends to pay attention to Vina.
As usual, I've been eavesdropping on Vina's every chat.
"Tumben brought supplies?"
Tanya Tari who is tidying up her Books.
"That's a big concern, why don't you try to open your heart to Him Vin"
The deg!!
My heart was like it was stung, hearing Tari's advice to Vina.
"Ehm... We're both more comfortable as Tar is now, Oh yeah... Ehm... how, what did you say yesterday?"
Ask Vina.
"Oh... Ehm already.Kok I love Him"
"Keep, what's the comment? did he get Tar back?"
Ask Vina again.
This time, from their chatter I could deduce that what Vina meant was the blue letter she had left yesterday.
Dance shook her head,
finding Dance's response, Vina stopped eating her, she was now downcast, like there was a wound and disappointed in the face, she said, I'd love to come over and lend my shoulder to where she cries like the Korean Drama scenes Elza always tells me about
"Vin, you better not expect too much again to Dirga... I have no intention of talking hurtfully, just I'm watching you, that's all"
Dance's speech made Vina face down on the table with her arms wrapped, it seemed like she was crying.
Dance rubbed her head.
"Vin, Dirga is not worth fighting for, while here there are people who really are expecting your heart, you realize not Vin, Vin, The great is struggling to melt your heart that is too sure of the power of first love!"
Hearing the words Dance wanted it to feel like I was shouting that not only Great is struggling, but I am the same, too, the difference is that Agung has more courage to be blatant while I can only continue to be a secret admirer who loves from afar.
"Son Tar, Dirga can't be like that, even if Dirga wants to forget Me, I have to know the reason, Dirga must have a reason why he's this big..!!"
Honestly, my heart feels squeezed to hear Vina's answer, as much as Vina loves Dirga, it means there will be no chance for me to leave my name in her heart.
"You're too naive Vin!!!, this reality is not a ftv story about first love, the end of which will be in line with our expectations!!"
Vina ran away from Tari, down the school corridor, and,
it made me spontaneously go after him.
At the library, I saw Vina crying, She was so shocked by my sudden presence that she was sitting in front of her.
"Sing....!!"
I put my handkerchief to him.
Vina accepted it and wiped her already wet eyes.
"I understand how you feel, but I don't blame Dance either, she's right.. Don't expect too much of what never gives you certainty"
Suddenly my mouth opened its voice.
"But Niel, you know, it's not that easy to forget and turn off our love for our first love!!"
Gluey!
I swallowed, spit,
"Vina, I know what first love feels like, I also understand what it's like when our first love turns out not to have the same taste as what we feel... but we have to be ready for all of that because I am the same, I am in this position!"
I don't know, after that sentence came out, my heart felt painful, like there was a reddening wound.
I looked down trying to hide my face that might look very sad.
Silence and silence for a moment,
"Niel... have you ever heard the term first love... never die??"
I'm nodding.
"First love never dies, but that doesn't mean we have to force it, it's just Vin's saying,,,"
I ventured to raise my face and look into those eyes,
Vina nodded, though I knew her heart was still in its stance.
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