
Years keep changing, schoolboy labels have been dropped, but that doesn't make me change, I'm still Dirga who is always alone.
Not without friends just the impression of closed and quiet already attached in this self-image.
I still live with Uncle Usman and the rest of the family, but in a different place, after leaving High School, I work as a factory worker in a fertilizer factory in my city, on the advice of my superiors, I ventured to college while still working with the hope of a good and more promising career.
And it all paid off when I graduated college, my career as a laborer also ended thanks to the promotion I got.
Occupying a good position as one of the managers there makes me able to have savings to buy a dream house that will later become a palace for Me and Vina if we are matchmaking, he said, not only the house, I also have been able to buy a vehicle, do not want to live alone I brought all members of Uncle Usman's family to live with me in a new house that is wider than Uncle Usman's house.
But baby, it seems like my hope will only be limited to memories, the soul mate is not on my side and Vina.
Vina had already chosen her happy path.
Ah... Never mind, why burden my brain with endless heavy thoughts,
as for matters of the heart, I no longer care. To love and be loved is no longer important, maybe this is what people say despair and loss of feeling.
I've lost my confidence to love ever since I realized that Vina was already with Agung, and that they might be married and happy right now.
After meeting with them some time ago in the shopping mall, I was driving Cia shopping, I was,
Vina who walks with Agung looks so happy, still the same as the old days, Vina just looks at me, not implied longing in those beautiful eyeballs.
Just a moment without expression.
And Dance... The only Friend who used to comfort me, somehow now, could He be married, I don't know.
Until one afternoon, an event that indeed since noon I had felt my heart tremble as if there would be a special event that I would meet.
Sure enough, when I prank open the blue app I haven't touched in a long time, I get a message from an Account whose profile picture I vaguely recognize.
My heart was pounding, after observing the photo for longer.
"Vina?"
For what He sent me messages and asked for friendship, was He not married and happy with the young businessman.
Still confused, he decided to accept his friendship and reply to a chat message from him asking if this Account is correct is Me.
🧒*Yes, it's I'm Aerospace Abinata, good news*
My eyes still did not blink waiting for what reply I would receive.
🙎*You didn't ask, how am I doing?*
It feels unbelievable, is this really Vina, or perhaps this Great who is trapping me.
🧒*For what? I don't think that's necessary, because I know you're happy*
🙎*Happy?? because what?? and why can you write like that?*
🧒*No need to ask back, I think you yourself know, the meaning of my writing*
🙎*Dir... Since you never changed, it's still like this, it's hard to understand!! "
The reply from Vina further left my heart at a loss, as to why she was luring me like this.
🧒*Yes!! I was like this, unchanged... Everything is still as it used to be!*
🙎*You're outrageous!! I think time can change just a little bit your nature and attitude, it turns out I was wrong!! You are still just like before, even though your status has already changed to husband and father!! but your nature is still like Dirga Smp just yet!!!!*
My eyes wide open read the last sentence he sent, Husband?? Daddy?? Whatdoes thatmean??
This conversation is getting weird, I think,
I'll get the message back soon.
🧒*Wait.... Wait, Husband?? Daddy?? you mean what??*
🙎*You're Amnesia?*
Amnesia??
What exactly is going on?
What does Vina mean??
🧒*Submit don't understand!!*
🙎*Yes Husband!! You're married and you have kids, right??*
Instantly I laughed and patted the eel, so it turned out that Vina thought I was married?
🧒*🤔🤔😆,*
🙎*Why laugh?*
Without wasting time, I immediately sent a reply,
🧒*Yes, I already have a child!! 3 !!*
Silence, no more chat reply clinks after that last message.
I still stared at my phone screen, and left the blue App open and online, waiting for roughly what reply Vina sent.
Until a few minutes, I did not receive a reply, I decided to provoke another chat, and,
🧒*Cock Silent?*
🙎*Then, you wish I was how?, keep asking about your life?Or ask the names of your children? or comment on your wife's beauty??!*
Chat From Vina increasingly nervous, I did not get out of thought, what is really in his head, from the tone of the sentence like there is an implied jealousy? Or it's just my feeling of being too hopeful.
🧒*Beauty? do you know which one is my wife?*
I was more and more confused by Vina's reply.. Would it be better if I called him to be satisfied.
🧒*I can ask for your phone number, after I thought it would be better if we call directly, I'm tired of ticking*
For a few minutes, there was no reply I decided to send a message back.
🧒*Vin, can?? Or are you afraid he's angry??*
🧒*OK, you shut up, I get it!! thanks!!*
Even so, I still very much hope to hear his voice.
And... After a few minutes, I received a message containing a row of 12 digits from Vina, without wasting time immediately I pressed the Call button on the number.
📞📞
🙎"Hello,,,"
Oh my... Is this really Vina's voice? The girl I miss so much, the girl I desperately want to forget, but why is it that when this heart is trying so hard, even now fate seems to open the way to re-connect like this.
🙎"Hello... who??"
🧒"Yes.. hello..."
Heavily and flattered, I was forced to answer a soft greeting there.
🙎"Dir.... Lt's...."
🧒"Yes.. This is Me, if I can no longer ask for my destiny with you.., at least I am still allowed to call you, even if only this once"
this sentence just slid freely according to what was in my heart and brain.
"Vin, I... I want to see you, just for a second..When do you have time?"
🙎"Can... Tomorrow, go home from work"
The quick reply from Vina made me smile with relief, there would at least be a chance for Me to look at her face even though it might be for the last time, because I realized her status was no longer the same as it used to be.
🧒"Let's tell you where it is, I don't know where you work"
🙎"Yes, I'll hang up. See you tomorrow"
🧒"Vin, wait.don't matiin first"
🙎"why??"
🧒"Ehm... Vin, can I still miss you??"
🙎"Dir... L'm... I don't want to ruin everything that's been happy in her life."
Vina's reply, instantly made my heart realize that I was too carried away.
🧒"Ehm...Sorry, Vin.. Ja,. I understand... Sorry, I'm just getting carried away, I forgot. If someone I still want to miss, I've chosen their own happiness"
I'll switch off the phone immediately.
Connect***