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Chapter 187 This is what it feels like to be jealous

I kept noticing Vina's hasty steps leaving Me and Salsa. I'd love to be honest with Salsa that I'm in love right now but somehow I feel so embarrassed, but it's not like this usually.

Between Me, Salsa and my other cousins there are no secrets between us, it just so happens that in the family I am the only man.

So, always and always I am the one they rely on the most in everything, especially when venting about everything they are going through,, but why when I myself want to tell my mouth it feels hard to tell them, between reluctance and shame fused.

Ahh, change it. Maybe it is not time for Salsa, Syintia and Bella to know about my heart that is fretting every time I meet Vina.

The bell rang just as I arrived in front of the class.

I walked towards the table, my eyes glimpsed at Vina's desk, unlike the days before, this morning Vina looked so cute, though usually our eyes always exchanged glances even though in the end they both threw away a timid look, but today it did not happen to make my heart a little disappointed and wondering.

I just put the bag in the desk drawer, not to mention that my butt touched the chair, I was surprised by the appearance of Salsa in front of the classroom door.

"The water..."

Call her with a dead red face, not knowing what just happened to her.

Salsa came into my classroom and stepped into the seat to meet me, and there was something in her hand.

Half-whispered Salsa handed the fold of paper to me.

"You should read this!!"

emphatically.

Don't want anyone to see, I'm taking Salsa out of class.

"What is this Ca?"

I asked Salsa as soon as we stopped in the already deserted school corridor.

"He gave me a letter!!"

answer with annoyance.

"Him?? She who?"

"That's it, the little guy I was telling you about!! Ahh, sebel!!"

Salsa folds her hands on her chest.

"Ohhh, correct my guess, He has a crush on you"

I said smiling as I slowly unfolded the paper in my hand.

A letter that reads simple words that essentially express feelings of like.

"Keep, how am I supposed to be, Dir??"

"Yes... relax, accept if you like it too, refuse if you don't like it, make it easy??"

"It's not that simple, it's also Dir!!"

"Why not?!"

"What do I mean?! He said I'm a Males"

"Yes already, ntar we continue again fitting rest yes.. Well, teachers are out of the office going to class,,"

I pointed to the teachers who were preparing to teach.

Salsa nodded, then we quickly stepped back into the classroom.

"Good morning...."

"Boukkkk...."

The first hour of the lesson began, several times I tried to steal a glance at Vina, but still I did not get the opportunity to look at each other like yesterday-yesterday, even until the break time arrived,, Vina feels different.

I continued to look at her hoping to see her sweet smile for me, but the nil that Vina had rushed out of the classroom instead.

Shortly after Vina left the classroom, I walked out to the end of the balcony where I could see freely throughout the school.

And Ah, it feels regretful that I decided to know Vina's whereabouts,,

My heart was hot, when I saw that down there Vina was alone with one of the orientation committee members yesterday, I still remember the face of the boy, I still remember that very well,, He the Great who at that moment did not blink looked at Vina when Vina was late.

Not to mention that my heartbeats were back to normal, now I see their hands clinging, eager to run down and break those hands, but who am I? I might be ashamed of myself.

I could only snort by myself, then clench my fuming hands.

I seemed to get an answer about Vina's changing attitude today.

"It turns out they're on a pedekate, it's worth it that Vina avoids me"

I murmured in my heart.

As much as possible I took a breath to calm my heart which is now becoming chaotic.

"Dirgaaaaaa,!!!"

Salsa screams while waving from the front of my class.

"It turns out the mojok is here! what's the sich?"

Salsa was trying to find the point of falling my sight,

"Where-how? have you accepted it??"

Deliberately distract Salsa.

"Thank what? no, I refused,, "

"Can't you??"

"I told you, I have a boyfriend!!"

Salsa smiling sumringah.

"Gave a girlfriend?? does anyone?"

"Sstttt... Don't be so hard, he'll be horrified, nothing!! I'm pretending to be He. he.. he..."

"Ehmmm. basics"

"Wild!! most importantly, He's no longer bothering me!"

After a long chat with Salsa, I who was not feeling well decided to enter the classroom.

Before long, Vina with her face bent, and her quick steps almost hit me who was still standing by the door.

I actually really wanted to smile and ask why I was in such a hurry, but the shadow of Vina and Agung holding hands made my heart feel creaking.

The startled Vina looked at me expressionlessly, for a few seconds looking at her, I decided to step away and leave her out of class.

just a few steps out of the classroom, I broke my intentions and chose to return to the classroom. Vina and I passed each other at the classroom door.

I passed him just like that towards the table as if I hadn't seen him

"Theirga..."

Call it soft, make my heart like cold water, cool but am I not upset right now, I do not want to answer the greeting.

I just looked at me without answering a word.

"This I want to give you the structure you told me to make"

Vina gave up that paper on me.

I received the paper without taking out a word, ignoring Vina who was still standing awkwardly beside my desk.

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