Seabadi Edelwai..

chapter 11 The first experience

Along the way home, I was more silent.Some fishing from papa only I responded with a wry smile.Seems like mama understands I was riled up.

"You why Vin,,??mama's been watching since I met Agung, so it's more pouting."

"No ma, just ordinary"

Answer me while looking away at the car window.

"Duchhh, little girl.kok jutek"

Papa ledek.

"I just sighed, and then folded my arms around my chest"

I really wanted to tell my mom, but this shame was bigger than my anxiety.

What if my mom kept me?, how about mama to papa?trus, later papa menggeledekin me, the worst, how if papa mama angry know I've started to like and same cwok??

Ehhmmm.I keep nagging in my heart.

"Oh.hati.pleasee..quiet donk,,"

I calmed myself down.

"Ma...ribet is a teenager??"

My toot.

"Eh..who said??"

Answer mom directly.

"So the teenager.The very phase is pleasant, will not be repeated.

his funny days, his gabbling times.."

Smbung mom.

"Sich ma'am???"

"And 1 more.great times when starting to have a crush..hahhhhhh"

Papa laughed off.

The deg.....!

I almost choked for no reason when I heard papa's words just now.

"Cieeee."

"Opaan sich, papa ahh"

I pura-purambek.

"Tuch, why is pink so neng??"

Papa teases me again

"See.papa,,,"

I laughed as I closed my face and there was a sense of shame that haunted me.

"Ayooooo ngakuuu, that is,,,

maaa..don't-don't be Great yes.wkwkkwkwk"

Papa again throws his plunge, which is greeted by Mama's crisp laughter.

"Idiihhh,, Be carried.., keselek loch later he pa"

I'm laughing a little.

Along the way, we laughed unceasingly, throwing jokes at each other.Until not felt, the car had entered the road to my house.

After arriving, I hurriedly entered my destination room only 1, immediately changed my clothes that made my whole body itchy, then cleaned my face that felt very stiff.

At first, I intended to just wash my face.but at the end I took a shower.after all, I sat on the bed, took my diary and wrote something, about today, about,about my feelings, about what I just experienced.

Just finished writing,,

Tok.dok...

"Win..."

Room door on tap mama, rush me to keep my diary.

Then pura rebahan.

"So in ma, no Vina key"

Seen mama approached me, it seems like mama also just finished bathing, too,

I smiled to see my mother sitting next to me.

I changed my position, fell asleep in my mama's lap,

"Son, you know.you don't have a brother, and mommy has one daughter"

mama started her conversation which confused me.

"Trus ma??"

"Yes.mama know, there's something you're thinking,,"

"Position mama as a best friend, son, tell me everything you want to tell me"

"Because, a friend, will keep his best friend's secret"

Mama continued, caressing my head gently.

I was still speechless, still hoping that mom would resume her talk.

"That adolescence, a time you can't live on your own without the control of your parents, a lot of it out there, its future crumbles when they enter the world of teenagers "

"Why ma??"

Answer me want to know.

"Because, there's no place for them to tell stories, solve problems, find solutions, which at the end, they're missteps"

"You don't want to, you're like that, son"

I set out from my mother's lap, then hugged my mother, and then leaned my head on my mother's shoulder, and,,

"What's the matter, son??"

mama asked while stroking my cheek.

" Vina is not papa ma, really dech.just confused, friends vina away from vina, because Agung, ngajakin vina chat"

The end of it all slid off my lips.

"Your friend cwok??"

"L.iya ma"

I'm ashamed .

"Perhaps, just your feelings, maybe he's busy too ."

"Dear Vina..like you can, let more and more enthusiasm to learn in school, but remember,, do not date first yes, still smp.".

"Yes ma"

I clenched my mom tightly, very tightly.

I was getting ready to go to sleep when the wall clock pointed at 21:00.

Just wanted to put my two eyelids together,,

"Awwww....."

I'm holding my stomach, I,,

I rushed down from my bed, took the oil of the wind immediately I applied it around my stomach.I sat on the edge of the bed, bending over my body, while still squeezing my stomach.

5 Minutes passed, but the pain in my stomach never subsided.

I rolled over on the bed, face down, tilted but still didn't make the stomach get better,,

it hurts so much, that it makes my tears unstoppable, that,,

crying and holding my stomach, out of the room.

Tok.dok....

"Ma...."

I knocked on my mama's room door, while grimacing half-down.

"Mama....."

I repeated my call, it looks like my mom is asleep..

I just turned around to leave my mom's room.

clack...

the sound of the room door lock on the open,,

"Win..."

I looked, though,,

"Allah my son..Why are you??"

Mama came up to me and hugged me who was grimacing with pain.

"Huhu.hu...."😭😭😭

My cry broke out instantly,,

"Sick maaaa..."

Mama looked worried, trying to calm me down.

Papa woke up and approached us, and,,

"Why ma??"

"Vina's got a stomachache"

Mama replied, this time it was quieter.

"What did Vin eat wrong??"

ask papa,,

I just shook my head ,,

Mama led me to my room, then followed papa.

When she got to her room, Mama said,,

"Maybe the moment has come pa,"

Kulirik mama smiled at papa, papa,

papa nodded.

"What does mama mean??"

My inner.

Then, when you went out of the room, you didn't come back for long with a rubber bottle filled with warm water, and then compress my stomach, you know,,

just for a moment mom put a compress on my stomach, I feel like peeing, then get out of bed, and rush into the bathroom.

"Mama.......!!!"

I screamed hysterically while I was in the bathroom, and,,

I saw a red stain on the pants, and made sure it was blood.

Mama ran after me into the bathroom, whose keys I just opened..

my heart felt so quick to beat, it was also possible that this face had turned deathly pale, I don't know anymore.

"Why vin??"

ask mom, with a smile,

"Why mommy smiles"

My toky..

Without asking any further, Mama immediately hugged me,,

"Congratulations dear, you have passed the phase of children.now you graduate to be the whole girl,,"

Mama kissed my forehead,,

With a feeling of confusion and big question marks, I was silent to hear word for word that slid from my mouth.

"Wait a minute,,"

Mama asked me to stay in the bathroom,,

Before long, Mama brought me something.

"Vin, here's the sanitary pad, how to pack the gini,,"

mama pointed at an object that I saw for the first time, and taught me how to use it.

I nodded, and my mother left me.

10 Minutes in the bathroom, I came out.I saw my mom still waiting for me.sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Here's vin, sit here"

Call mama,, please,,

I approached and sat down next to my mother.

"Vin, that's the name of his menstruation that is often called coming of the month, such things you will experience every month his usually will come on the same date, and range from 3 to 5 days."

I nodded, listening carefully to my mother.

"For that time you have to wear the bandage that you love, and change it every 2 to 3 hours."

"Keep ma??"

I asked my mom to explain more

"You girls have experienced menstruation, that's a sign she must be more careful to take care of herself, because if one steps, it can be easy to get pregnant.

I was shocked to hear my mother's words,,

"Both men must be careful, son"

i'm nodding.

now you rest..

it's night.

I got up and prepared to go to sleep.

in my heart, smiling..

"First experience"

My muttering.

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