
After my move to Samarinda, trying to adapt was the main thing I was doing, to be comfortable and at home setting foot for the first time in City.
Everything feels different, and I need to get used to it as soon as possible.
Just one week I was in this town, my miss for Palembang, was already very unstoppable especially to the sadistic Vina who stole my heart
Every day, what I've been waiting for is Vina's news, to this day, she hasn't even sent me a message, Has she forgotten? or does He not have a cell phone as he said that day?
Hemm...
I exhaled, then lay in a room that still felt foreign to me.
Not long after, the message tones in on my phone,
I lazily reached for the phone not far from where I was lying, a message coming in from a new number.
As soon as I opened, my eyes were round, in disbelief with what I saw, and then I brought the phone to my face, I sharpened my vision, this is true... I'm not wrong! a message I just received came from Ervina Delia, the girl I just thought of and deeply missed.
⁇ ️Hai..my brother, how are you? I have my mobile phone.save no yes...^^^^
Tampa wastes time, I'll send you a reply.
⁇ ️Hai is also a beautiful Vina, Okay in save, I'm good news.. I miss you... Oath😉
5 minutes, 10 minutes, up to 15 minutes no more replies,,
my heart was agitated, question after question suddenly popped into my mind, could Vina ilfil read my reply?
Or is he confused about what to reply?
Or maybe he got upset and got angry?
Or maybe he felt my reply wasn't important until he was indifferent?
While still waiting for a reply from Vina, I opened the messages that piled up in the Junior High alumni group, one by one I read and I was a little surprised when my name was mentioned in their conversation.
They said my heart won the general championship this year, not only was it even among them sending a video when Vina received the award charter on the podium, out of nowhere all the info they got, he said, my smile grew to see that, many of them congratulated me on Vina's achievement, even many of them thought that between Me and Vina were dating.
I do not agree with their statement, but I also do not deny it, I let it hang, even I alone do not know how the continuation of the fate of my heart that continues to cultivate love myself.
Long thought I finally decided to call her,
Several times the connection tone is heard, it's a sign that the phone is active,
Before long, there was a soft greeting from across the street, a voice I longed for after a week of not hearing it.
👩Haloo.....
Sweepstakes,
🧑Congratulations yes beautiful...
answer me,
👩created??
🧑I know, you're the general champion of the year.
👩Loch, or where??
Ask a wonder,
🧑Kids on story.
👩Ehmm..pantesan, I'm choking mulu from earlier.hehehe...
Oh my god, that laugh... I really miss him.
🧑Emang what is his relationship??
👩That's the sign, we're in bullshit again...
🧑Ihhhh..pede new...
👩wkwkwkwk.. Btw, how was it there?? A year??
🧑Ehmm,..no!
👩Loch..why?
🧑No Vina!
👩Hem.
🧑I miss loch..real vows!
Again I tell you what I feel.
👩Whose name??
🧑Yes elahhhh.ya same you,.ya,
👩Hihihi,, back!
🧑Iya,ntar I'm back.
👩Ehm...😁🧑Hah...learn???it's for report.
👩Learn main hape.wkwkwk,bye.....
Click, click,
Vina turned off the phone while I still wanted to tell her a lot, I'm still missing. But what's more, I'm not a top priority for Vina, so I can't expect more, thank goodness now that I've got her contacts, at least I can communicate another time.
Since that day, I've been calling her more, not just her cell phone number, all her social accounts now I've been friends, I've been friends,
There was no day I missed without connecting with Vina, either by phone, chat to comment on the photos she shared on her social media, even so.. not infrequently Vina makes me disappointed because she did not pick up the phone from me, did not reply to my chat, or just gave a thumbs up on my every comment without responding to it with a comment back.
But yeah..what else do you want? this is the fate of love clapping one hand.
I can only be patient, pray and try and hope one day the door of his heart opens for me.
Here, I'm still always waiting for a miracle for one love, yes.just one love and that's Vina.
Through the days of closing hearts to other girls, not without reason..
But it is the feeling that determines that this heart cannot turn away from it.
I don't know when, I never know myself..
To live the hard days with all that longing is not without wounds, burdens and sometimes friends with tears,
Maybe I'm too naive, but this is the truth, half of my heart is left there, and that's what makes me strong that someday.. I'll go back to pick up the heart I left behind, even though I never knew, when one day it would happen.
Because until this moment, Vina only considered me nothing more than a friend who always faithfully listened to all her curses, about her friends, about her day, about all her problems including about the Air and all her anxieties.
Actually there was always a wound that was scratched every time Vina mentioned the name of Dirgantara in our chat, there was jealousy and even heartache, but as much as that I could have pushed aside and I threw it away,, I don't want my jealousy to ruin my communication with Vina, because even if this is the case, I've been very happy, loving not having to have, maybe that saying is the best fit for my current position.
Time passed, without feeling 4 years I have been here, with the status as a Student, not only that.. I was also studying in the small food and clothing business, with my target market being college friends, and the result was good, at least I could be independent without looking up to Mama or my brothers, he said, I can meet my own needs with my sweat, with the hope that one day my business will develop not only in the campus environment.
My longing for my hometown, calling me to come back, happened to be on vacation, after getting permission from Mama, I decided to fly to Palembang and vacation for one week there, not only did she miss the city, but Vina was my first reason to return.
It was getting dark, when I breathed the scent of air from my beloved Kotaku, longing that I now release slowly.
I walked to enjoy the atmosphere that I have long missed.
Armed with information from friends, I went to a daily boarding house located not far from the airport, after paying the rent for one week, the owner of the boarding house handed me the key, he said, not only that I also rented a motorcycle to wear while I was in this City.
"Vina, tomorrow we'll meet... "
I said softly before my eyes finally fell tired.
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