Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 54 Misting the heart

Seconds by seconds changed, minutes passed that I felt longer than usual, Waiting for the hour home that was so thrilling for me today.

Without ba bi bu, I ran out of class and the others when the bell was just rang.

The astonished Nina managed to chase me to the limit of the school gate, followed by Daniel and Elza but not with Dance.

Hosh... hoshh..hoshh..!!

There was a gasp of breath from Nina who was now half-bending holding her stomach.

"The Vin... You why? hurry up. go where. hoshh.hossshh"

He said terbata and ngos ngosan.

"You're home"

Answer's short.

"Tumben, home kayak chased hansip?? what's the rush in so much?"

Connect Elza while twisting the tip of her bangs.

"You really just want to go home, Vin??"

Timpal Daniel is suspicious.

"He um..."

Again I answered briefly with a reassuring nod.

"Eh... Which dance, huh??how come I just found out he's not bullying us?"

Nina cuddly looking for the existence of Dance who did not go out of class.

"Yes... Where is He??"

Elza also tilted her head.

"Maybe still record the task on the blackboard earlier, I already have it first,"

My reply rushed away as soon as the school bus stopped in front of the bus stop not far from the school gate.

"Vin, wait!!"

Intercept Daniel as soon as I almost leave them.

"What's wrong?"

I asked as soon as Daniel managed to stop my steps.

Daniel walked over to me.

"Tumben's on the bus,, ??"

He wondered, because they knew since High School, I'd rather order Ojek online than take the bus.

"For the nostalgia of Vin??"

Nina chirps with a smile.

I answered Nina's smile with a flickering eye teasing her.

Daniel was silent as well as Elza who did not seem to understand.

I left Nina, Elza and Daniel and quickly boarded the bus, which was preparing to go back and leave the High School Stop.

Choose to sit on the edge of the glass and wave to my three friends who are still standing watching me leave from them.

I leaned back with a lot of wishful thinking.

I don't know if this wishful thinking I can hold on to or will leave a disappointment I don't care, I just hope today will be my lucky day.

Shown before my eyes, Dirga's warm smile, his handshake that will receive my helping hand, as well as his long-lost face, not to mention the sweet word after word that he would say to me about this year longing, not to mention the spontaneous actions of Dirga that often make my heartbeat stop for a moment will definitely be very coloring today.

"Ahhh...it feels impatient to get to that stop!!"

My inner.

I clenched my hands and closed my eyes with a pounding heart.

Nearly half an hour passed, though,

When the bus seemed to slow down and stopped right in front of the bus stop I was going to.

My heart is pounding, as much as I can control my own breath and control myself.

I got up and got off the bus.

Instantly it seemed that quite a crowd of people were sitting and standing at the stop where I was descending.

I looked carefully at each of their faces, looking for someone I knew who I was missing.

Until the end, I did not meet Dirga at all, even felt unsure of my vision, I tried to repeat it again.

And true!! There was no Dirga there.

With shaky footsteps I headed to the end of the bench stop and sat limp there.

It hurt so much, when this great hope did not come true, all my dreams during my time on the bus seemed to be blown with the wind that blew quite hard this afternoon, the sky was dark as dark as my heart at this moment.

And sure enough, no matter how long the drizzle came down on this town, as if weeping for my stupidity this afternoon.

I was bowed by the clear grains that had already flowed from the corner of my eye.

I don't blame anyone, it's purely my folly to make the decision to meet Dirga in this hallway without any prior appointment, so it's only natural that I don't see him this afternoon.

It's not something I should cry about, I also don't deserve to be disappointed in this situation, but I don't know there is a great pain when it comes to accepting the reality if my expectations are in vain.

Seeming far away a bus would return to the stop where I was sitting at this time, I turned my head, and wiped my tears.

Suddenly a new hope emerged.

"Dirga's not on any of the passengers there"

my inner.

I quickly stood up, welcoming the Passenger out of the bus that stopped.

And again, I have to be disappointed, the empty bus made me swallow, there was only one passenger who got off, and it was not Dirga, While one by one the people at the stop where I waited to get into the bus and then the bus drove back to take them away from me.

Now I am alone sitting at the end of the bench stop, sobbing to endure the pain of the missed one.

To go home, it was impossible to walk through the increasingly heavy rain, occasionally heard thunderous lightning.

I covered my face, crying releasing the claustrophobia that plagued my heart.

Until without me knowing, someone came to me, standing right where I was sitting.

I was surprised to find a pair of legs in front of me.

Heartily wondered who was approaching me when the heavy rain hit.

My head is looking up, though,

"Daniel??"

muttered.

"Why you??"

he said with straight eyes looking at me.

I shook my head and went back down.

Daniel cupped his hands together on my cheeks, then rubbed them under my eyes.

"See you now!! so pathetic!!"

Aspersion.

I swallowed spit.

"What's really going on? why are you still here?"

Daniel took out a handkerchief and thrust it at me.

"Filing I'm right, you must be okay, that's why I sucked you up, and sure enough, sat there crying a hiccup at a corner stop like this!! "

Again, this time sitting next to me.

I didn't answer, I didn't even dare look him in the eye.

"Who are you waiting for?? your first love? then why cry?? He didn't keep his promise??"

Being asked a series of questions from Daniel made me even more unable to stem my tears.

"I don't understand you!! I don't know what your heart and your head are, until you're so sure about the first love that until this moment there's been no news since she left you without any certainty!"

Daniel massaged his temple for a moment, then looked back at me who was fixated languidly.

"Open your eyes and your heart Vin, there's a lot better than just hoping for uncertainty!"

So Daniel again.

"Stop fooling your eyes for a one-sided feeling!!!"

This time Daniel clasped my finger which had been cold stiff due to the splash of rain.

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