Seabadi Edelwai..

Chapter 84 Can I still miss?

*Cock Silence?*

I got a message back.

*Then, what do you wish I was?, keep asking about your life?Or ask the names of your children? or comment on your wife's beauty??!*

I typed out a reply message with fury and anger.

*beauty? do you know which one is my wife?*

I came back surprised to get such a reply.

"It seems like a true air... Amnesia is half as likely, He forgot or what?? it wasn't that time I met him again he was with his wife and youngest son"

Ocehku slowly.

*I can ask for your phone number, after I thought it would be better if we call directly, I'm tired of ticking*

I gulped, how is this??

A man with the status of a husband asks for my phone number to call?, what if his wife knows??

My inner.

Doubt and worry now alternately looms over my heart.

*Vin, may?? Or are you afraid he's angry??*

"Him?? He is what Dirga means, does He not know that I and the Great are now in a relationship.

*OK, you shut up, I get it!! thanks!!*

There was a sense of unwillingness when Dirga ended the activity of replying to messages with me.

By taking a deep breath, I forced myself to take risks,

I typed in a row of 12 numbers on the message I sent.

I resigned if the aftermath of this all Dirga's wives would think all kinds of things about Me.

"Lord... Forgive me servant, not the intention of the heart to enter in his household life, I just want clarity, I just want clarity, and the solution so that later when I and the Great live a new life there is no more burden and curiosity that overshadows the heart"

My inner.

No more replies, even though I saw the message I sent was read by Dirga.

A few minutes, a few minutes,

My phone rang, I lazily pressed the lift button.

"Hello,,,"

my broom, but there was no silent answer for a moment until I repeated my broom once more.

"Hello... who??"

"Yes. hello..."

The heavy and thick voice from across there made me flinch, my chest was pounding, although I did not know who was calling me, but my little heart was so sure it was Dirga.

"The water.... Lt's...."

I said flattered, not believing.

"Yes.this is Me, if I can no longer ask for my destiny with you, at least I'm still allowed to call you, even if only this once"

His speech.

Am I dreaming? someone I've been waiting for news of, I hope for his presence, in this second is talking to me even if only through a phone call.

I walked slowly to the chair I had pulled against the window of the room,

my eyes fell on the street lights.

"Vin, I... I want to see you, just for a second..When do you have time?"

"Can... Tomorrow, go home from work"

Without a second thought I immediately agreed to a meeting request from Dirga, I don't care what happens next.

In this instant I felt love had blinded Me, and the past had bound me with longing chains, so I could not resist when this soul called to dive into the beautiful story once more.

"Later to tell you the place, I don't know where you work"

"Yes, I'll hang up. See you tomorrow"

I chose to end this phone, I can't take it anymore, the longer I'm afraid I can't control myself and the more trapped and trapped I'm in the beautiful feelings of the past.

Along with that too, the phone from Agung came in, even the 3rd time.

"Vin, wait.don't matiin first"

Its effects.

"why??"

connect quickly.

"Ehm... Vin, can I still miss you??"

The deg!!

My heart stopped beating, hearing Dirga's words just now.

"The water... L'm... I don't want to ruin everything that's been happy in her life."

Actually it hurts a lot when saying this sentence, because until this moment I also still miss Him.

"Ehm...Sorry, Vin.. Ja,. I understand... Sorry, I'm just getting carried away, I forgot. If someone I still want to miss, I've chosen their own happiness"

Click! Tut's.... Tut's.... Tut's....

Call disconnected.

I flinched, I flinched,

What's that phrase??

How to choose your own happiness? Has He not been the One who disappeared, and the One who has been happy, not Me!!

There were too many things I didn't understand from the whole conversation with Dirga tonight, from chat to phone.

As if, I was the one who left Him, as if He was the most wounded man, when in fact His life is now happy with his wife and 3 children.

ck!!

My mouth squeaked, with a heart that felt chaotic.

I slammed my phone on the bed.

then my steps led me to bed and decided to go to bed hoping that tomorrow morning my heart would be fine.

Just closing my eyes, my eyes suddenly opened again to remember something.

I went and looked for the phone I just slammed.

Didn't Agung call me many times when I was receiving a call from Dirga.

"God!!! I may have forgotten!!"

I patted the eel and then made Vidio's call to Agung.

"Haloo"

Grandi smiled, looking he was lying on his bed.

"I'm sorry..."

My answer was short, because I didn't know what to say.

"Who's the same call again gini nights?"

"Ehm.. that's..eh.. same phone..mm same Nina, yes.. same Nina"

I replied nervously and forced to lie, I don't want to make Agung hurt if you know that it was He who just called me.

"Darling, you're sweating.. The weather's hot again??"

Agung apparently noticed my forehead and some parts of my face that were sweating from tension had lied to him about the phone.

"Ehm... Not exactly the same, maybe the effect of taking the drug,"

Again I lied.

"Dear you are sick??. So how are you doing now? what's the complaint, have you been to the doctor??"

Agung rose from his bed with an anxious face.

"What the hell is Gung, lebay deh... I just catch a cold, take medicine and rest and get well"

Reply relax.

"Honey, you don't do that ah, don't ignore the same health, don't underestimate the symptoms of colds"

"Yes. yes... bawel... .!!!"

I tried to smile as naturally as possible.

"Oh yeah, have you seen your shirt for the week?? I sent Mama her picture"

"Yes, it's, it's cool... I like it"

flat answer.

"You must be getting prettier in that dress.."

"What day are you coming home?"

I tried to divert the conversation, honestly I was a bit uncomfortable if Agung kept praising me.

"Saturday morning, why?? can you wait to see me?? what do you want to bring?"

"Ehm.. You are besides the dreadlocks, now you also add pede and ge er!! don't bother, just be careful I'm happy"

"Oh God.... I didn't choose a woman wrong, thank you for making her my soul mate!!"

The joke from across there.

Hearing the Great call the fate of a soul mate, my heart feels pained like slashed, my heart feels,

I did not expect that my Destiny was not with Dirga my first love, but with Agung this was really out of my control, I did not want to sin against destiny?

Although honestly I still really hope this doesn't happen..

For the heart cannot lie, if the Supreme is not the true choice of the heart.

Connect***