Monster Labile

Hope Struggle

I'm a little worried my sister hasn't gone home fishing. This morning before I went to the market he had gone to the river to fish Patan/Hadungan. I have come home and I still haven't come home. I'm afraid something bad happened to her. Don't get me wrong. I care for myself. I still don't recognize him as my brother. I just want to take responsibility for myself who has a broad term.

Yep! Is that right, right?

For example, something bad happened to the people around me, especially to people who have something to do with my mother's relationship, I will feel very guilty if I do not have time to act.

I hope he's okay.

Recall the mystical story that happened to Atah the neighbor across who was bathing in the river alone. Atah was shocked because someone tried to pull him into the river. Yep! that's satan. But thankfully the Atah can still save himself. On the river the location I don't like the most yaa behind Atah's house, where my sister was fishing.

If anything bad happens to my sister caused by demons, I will repay her more than they did. Just watch..

*tap

*tap

Slowly and precisely I stepped down the stairs made of rocks and slippery wood.

Thank goodness nothing happened to my sister. But why so long.

"Hey long fishing"

"Wait a minute, rame"

Bikin worry aja especially he was fishing on the edge of the river that is deep to the waist. The action is quite careless because it provides an opportunity for the devil to interfere. A careless prank until life is lost. Don't know if the river and the forest are dangerous places. If you do not have the instinct to feel the danger, do not try to go to the forest or bathe in a river with deep water. Especially alone.

I told him to get up. My sister also went ashore. His body was trembling with cold. Geez, what if the leg cramp keeps slipping into the water. For those who are not yet proficient in swimming must panic. Once the incident of people drowning due to his body cramps when fishing at night alone. Until his body was found still in a position to hold a fishing net. Don't let your guard down with careless actions.

We went home and some of the catch was given to neighbors who wanted to buy.

"No need to granny, the fish we give" I tried to refuse payment.

Do you know why I talk like that fish is my catch?

Fishing for my brother is just a hobby. Fish caught if not grandma who ate it or me alone. My sister? Whohaha is like a cat when it catches a mouse. It was played by doang. Inconveniently? What is the point of fishing if the catch is not eaten alone or sold. That's why I tried to give it to him. Reading my sister's moves seems like she's just being sincere. Rather than not being eaten, mending is given to those who need it.

My relationship with my sister is not as good as most people. The reason, fully explained in the episode Weakness and I Can't. Like water and oil that will never come together. Inversely related to my personality. We were never in tune so I fought with him a lot. Not a physical fight.

Something that is impossible to destroy or change from within.

His presence is really disturbing. I once thought that if there were only me and my sister as my mother's children, our family would be at peace. When I was a kid, I tried to stay away from him.

She's lonely..

Difficult friends..

Then he wanted me because he knew I could be a place that would make him happy and get to know what friends are called. But I don't like it. I'll be sick if I keep dealing with him. I dodge. He should be able to do as I do.

Things got worse after my mother married Mr. Iin. Once a year, my family saw my mother. I think my mom really left us. I just quit because it was my mother's decision. What my mother wants I can only obey.

But remembering the beginning of this problem happened because of my brother's father. Now that his father also left his own son, why should we take care of him? I really want to break his neck if I dare to appear in front of me.

Inconveniencing..

Now at home there's only one I can. But I I don't like to do it because in him the blood flows .

Why should I?

We'll never be in tune. Hobbies, likes, thoughts and all sorts of things. Anywhere, it's still wrong. Always fighting.

When my sister asked me to fill in her data form I immediately refused. Can't fill out the form? That was stupid, yes..

Her father's name data hasn't been filled out, making me even more sure not to deal with my sister. Don't let me find out his father's name. Irritatingly.

He can't be alone..

No activity that can make it grow..

Shit achievement..

My brother only cares about himself. I was always the one being sought.

It is like two pieces of coin that have 2 sides.

On one side I have a heart. On the other hand, I don't like my sister.

I should how?

As a child, this is the only problem. Never inexhaustibly.

I realize my treatment of my sister is also outrageous. Maybe some of the mistakes in him were from me. How to be kind, when I do good to him he always underestimates me. I wanted to teach him a lot of things he was acting pretentious and rejected me. We never aligned. Our personalities are opposite each other. I'm still a kid who knows how to teach a kid. Treated him. Why do I have to be again? So irritating.

Uahhh. I don't have a good choice.

I'm not stupid. That's why I don't want to get sick anymore because I'm sacrificing for someone I don't like.

This is the most difficult test.

Now maybe it still can't. But someday there will be hope. A time when I could be better. Or my own sister who could change much better than me.

Not just my brother but everyone..

As long as there is a struggle, there will always be hope...