Monster Labile

Hati

Self-deficiency

Just want to sleep uh even get an invitation to salvation from a neighbor. Near home I had to attend. The judge of course will be present because of family. But it's okay, my emotions are starting to stabilize so it won't get into the character of Beater.  

I forget that every year has become my neighbor's routine, berselamatan holidays. 

Long story short, after eating me and the others sat down first in the story page and planned a vacation, we wanted to travel to Liang Tapah cave. We agreed to leave except for the judge.

The others are gone, the rest of me and the Judge are hanging out.

We both talked about religion.

The aura of the Judge was somewhat different, I was quite familiar with the aura he emitted. Looks like the judge wants to keep talking to me. I don't mind if my emotions are stable.

Until finally the Judge began to ask, let go of the doubts that had enveloped him.

Did you dream of the Lake master last night?, he said.

I just immediately retaliated

"no, why?"

The judge told me that last night he had a dream about the teacher. In his dream the Judge shakes hands with the Lake Master. Maybe a sorry greeting.

Whoa! I swear I was shocked. I bombarded him with a lot of questions.

*gehh makes me jealous

So from this morning, this is what he wanted to tell me. If I were he would jump right away to tell me what happened, instead of hesitating, steal the views and all sorts of grunts that make people creep.

Mahh I also think that is too sensitive with people around -__-;

This is great and useful news. I didn't think something like this could happen.

It's an important note.

The judge asked me why I can't dream of a teacher.

I corrected myself for a moment.

I answered probably because before going to bed I was not ablution and uhh last night I went for a walk with Abdi, Yahya and Aldi. About twelve o'clock I might be home.

Well, the judge said I dreamt at this hour.

*gehh makes you jealous

Why didn't I think there before. Uhh what I'm lacking..

Full Mode Self Correction!!!

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If I look from the outside, I'm probably better than the judge.

Zheill: nice overproud again..

I saw a lot of things I did, obviously.

If I feel better than anyone else, it means I'm bragging.

One counted.

I rarely saw the Judge when we worshiped because we were both busy with ourselves. Perhaps such moments the Judge was much more solemn in worship while I was probably negligent. And other things like what he does at home I don't know. I know him quite well on the outside. 

Two counted..

Is correct. Sometimes it never crossed the intention to go to school because lazy.

The judge was always with me because he didn't have a vehicle. I don't mind because it's much more efficient to come with me. Well when I no longer intend to go to my studies what is the Judge? forced and pity. Means my intention is just to accompany friends.

Apparently so.

Three have been counted..

Any more?

yes there is.

About my personality, which sometimes relapses, it certainly makes the world around me feel an impact. For example, the Judge in the episode Caring.

Othersmore..

Never accidentally dirty people's pants because of lack of caution.

Play the lyrics to so many women outside. Uhhh~ T_T reasonable male, geez.

Put on a foot full of arrogance because it feels different.

Loud sounds when reading surah, ria, want to be seen differently. Maybe there's a lot more I forgot.

All those flaws made the value of my practice low.

Difficulty perfecting the heart so that the intention of worship can be better.

How much experience do I need to perfect it? not to mention the kinds of problems I don't know about.

A great deal.

Pensively..

I feel very defeated.

This proves that my friend is much better than me.

"predicted kim, previous studies teachers have said if they want to be students practice sunnah Dhuha, Tahajjud and Tasbih prayers. On the forehead of the person who practices it will look light, so it can be recognized said the teacher"

The judge looked down a little doubtful.

Hmm. I guessed it.

Our differences are so far away, I'm superior in experience. Then every experience that I've experienced until now. Gradually get better.

But in that difference, the judge was clearly much better.

Wh why?

I have greater potential than others. Compared to the judge, I can do anything.

But nevertheless..

Have I tried to the maximum???...

Even questioning the sure thing.

Next I will try more. This experience is very useful to recognize anything less than my character.

And also the night of the holiday of the year I will definitely sleep faster!!!

YES, of course, that is the name of learning from experience.

*Hii :D