Monster Labile

Enhancements

I and Iban are not familiar. We both just built a relationship after I worked here. Mr. Iban himself is rarely seen in the village so it is a bit difficult for me when I want to communicate with him.

I want to ask you something very important. But I'd better wait for the right moment.

"Fidz.. are you not ashamed to work here?.." Ustadz Ma'mun asked me.

I'm honestly embarrassed..

Shame on being seen by students is not shameful because of their work.

Maybe it can be called the instinct of the men want to look cool in the eyes of the opposite sex so it is a bit gerogi so that when deket or near the students.

But the ustadz question is about work so I can answer that I am not ashamed if I have to work this is more or less the same as homework.

Hemphs! the important thing is that the work is halal and wants to worship well because here the religious environment. Pesantren children who are beside this High School can I feel the aura of their learning spirit. Whoa! I also have a passion for learning!!

ups. not to release large energy later used Beater energy.

Every time I remind myself not to build a relationship too close to the teachers here, in other words they can't know who I really am. I also had to hold myself back so as not to be unstable. You must not be too excited, too sad and any excessive emotions do not need to be shown to them. This time it was really hard. Must be really thorough.

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Once I was in the room, Ma'am Rose told me I had seen me but forgot where she said. I'm getting nervous. Could it be.. When I was a police fugitive?? ahaha, no-no..

I thought so too but for ustadz Ma'mun and Mr. Riza, I don't know where I've seen him either. De javu? or indeed the feeling of destiny that has been felt before. If it were, I think it would be a good thing.

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Sacrifice day.

Ustadz Zul invited me to participate in cutting sacrificial meat on Sunday, August 11th. It is difficult to refuse because I also get a sacrificial meat coupon here but given my strength a little and need to rest so I had to reject it because I also want to help cut the sacrificial meat the village. Though. not necessarily I'm coming.

Does that mean I'm lying?

If I don't do it means lying.

Gawat.for sure, I won't.

There's one more reason why I doubt Zul's ustadz persuasion. My instincts say this guy needs me to stay away. His eyes are almost the same as mine. Just look at yourself.

After I refused to see the look of his face was a bit pouting. I'm not good.

It is located in this mosque which also includes the Hasbunallah Foundation area. I used to think there were only elementary schools, apparently there were Junior High School, High School and Ponpes. Very broad. Remembering the words of Mr. Tri who now serves as the chairman of the Foundation, the struggle for Guru Ahmad and other teachers is extraordinary. If you tell me more or less like in general the test. Sometimes down up. Provided that the straight intentions of all struggle must be a good result. Just a few vehicles parked in front of this mosque. Don't-don't the cave go wrong today? that's right. It may be behind this mosque.

I walked down the left side of the mosque. Well, seen from a distance a lot of people, as soon as I walk there.

Wahh.

"nah hafidz, let's not just stand up quickly help.."

"ah, yes-yes." as soon as I put down my bag and jacket I helped.

I saw the cut-out part of the cow's skin lacking people, let's do as we please.

There are a lot of kids who helped us.

"it's **** its cow input in the bag too" 😂😂

Some people like to joke haha.

I took a short break to talk with Ustadz Ma'mun and one of his friends who is now a teaching teacher or Ummi teacher. His friend told me a lot about his struggles from the ground up until now. Starting from being an OB in a studio, he said, if not wrong. So the point is he wants my motivation to not be discouraged from getting this job.

In my heart I said "i have a purpose, for me this job is self-training so I might be distracted just because of this job"

I'm not crazy about possessions or positions, all I want is to get better.

If I hadn't prayed to be encouraged, to fight to God, I probably wouldn't have gotten here. Everything is not the result of one. I have no power or power.

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Chance came to ask about the OB earlier, I mean

"Is his job very good?.."

It's a bad feeling to talk about other people in secret but I need reassurance. For example it works much better then I have to put more effort and if not I can slowly develop without forcing myself.

The answer is that I had guessed. But because of his testimony I can be sure.

I became a cheer up because I was sure I could surpass it.