Monster Labile

Mr. Mysteriously

I like him who is my class..

I saw her so bright, the cheerful life she lived made an impression in my heart..

I also want to act to vent my love for him..

Because I like him..

This old story is a bit embarrassing to remember. Where my school days were the most volatile ever.

But I want to share this story so that everyone knows in detail the facts that happened at that time.

I am a shy and unloving person. Plus not romantic and humorous.

So how can I express my love for her.

When it comes to chocolate, everyone loves chocolate. I think a chocolate can make her happy. Hihi I bought her a Silverqueen chocolate.

Tomorrow without a plan I don't know how to hand this chocolate over to her given my geeky self.

... emmm..

A new opportunity came again. When the people in the class were not there I approached his seat. Next can be guessed. I just put it in his bag, without permission. Sorry yeah.

I think I'm a success. I saw that the next day he was so excited especially when talking to his friend. Quite surprising. I'm happy too.

Next I don't know what else to do. The vow suddenly became stupid. I go through the day normally.

Got to the first trouble stage when I was a bunch with him. At that time I could not provide any help at all as a member, his job was just joking as a result he scolded me. At once my liking for her was drastically reduced. Day by day I don't like him. Very fellow, right? yeah, that was me at school. In the most severe labile stages when perfecting the character of Beater. All that I see only because one mistake can turn sharp like a nail.

Stupidly again I told his ugliness to my classmates.

Until I found out when Amal told me that he had written what he had experienced in a blogger.

Stupidity..

Getting important lessons as a precaution in the future when I like someone.

That's why I often apologize to him. Even my small mistake, I immediately apologized. Because I'm weak I can't do anything, put me down and want to graduate quickly to finish something that's inside me. Social life just keeps me out of focus.

But after that incident somehow I became more like him even though I knew I couldn't possibly be his girlfriend. I know my flaws but I want to be close to him.

Still if one group with him I get excited. The childish personality of the Hapis must have liked something extraordinary to be seen in him.

When he made a speech. Completing tasks. To be first rank. Being loved by the teacher. There are many reasons why I like it.

The elegant purple..

That is how the color of the aura can make me captivated. To me, Hapis, not from any other personality.

Hypis likes him while Beater doesn't like him for mistakes.

Two different personalities and one unpredictable, Zheill.

The storyline is increasingly clear there are times when I like it, do not like it and want to let it go. I was much more confused with myself than with schoolwork.

The thing that gets in the way of my love for her is wanting her heart to find a place to perfect the character..

But don't get me wrong. Not that my purpose is him because if my reason is him then I will never move forward.

Till..

Long forgotten, the love faded and eventually disappeared. Now all I have in mind is how to figure out how to get better. There is no time to like someone.