Monster Labile

Heartache

When you choose someone you have trusted in your life but he turns away leaving you what will you feel??  Pain .. what is true is pain .. as a guy I do not really understand the feelings of girls, how do I think I do not understand. all this time I just like women who are always cheerful, always cheerful, and I like women who are always happy, I don't like to gossip; it's simple, and it's pretty. If there's a beautiful person who's grateful, well that's how I like that type of woman, sometimes in the anime there is also a type of girl like that cheerful, simple look and silly behavior, ' he said ,I do wish there was such a type of woman in my life but there is only one of her nature, that I am grateful they have decorated my life, it's just that I haven't been able to seriously respond to it. There are many things still that I need to do during this life, I said “ in this life is not just about love.” there are many, ideals, goals, helping others, helping others, religion and many still, while still alive why not do something useful.

When someone likes you and he seriously wants to be with you .. What will you do??

Falling in love with someone is a gift . just feeling it can make you feel at home and will continue to be imagined that makes your days so beautiful.The sky looks calm accompanied by many clouds, and the sky seems calm, the dry ground is now wet after being washed the leaves look fresh like sweat dripping on the surface of the ground, the cold is pulled over the fingers .. The most beautiful moment in life, I will not forget it. But when he chooses to break up your relationship, then what are you going to do??

Who are you going to trust now?

People say that if you want to fall in love, it means being ready to be heartbroken, seeing it with someone else makes you break into pieces, so far I feel like it's been three times that made me blind to the world “who's in love?” putting hope in someone who ends up heartbroken, sick but quickly healed maybe because I'm a guy and once thought like this “bodo very about love important play game” recovery way quite educated haha, haha, then there was someone I liked who eventually fell in love with her, who I meant was Aulia, I liked her because she was so shining in my view it was hard to explain. Though at that time there was someone who liked me but instead I let him down and came to one of the worst moments of my life .. disappointing everything .. and starting to think about not falling in love again which only leads to heartbreak or heartbreak, my friend is enough.

Then the day came again when I let someone down, two people, from a long time ago they had put their hopes on me, my classmates and childhood friends, Shevira and Nisa. They both sent strange texts, you could say a code .. but instead I pretended not to know. Shown by me why Aulia likes “C” characters where the main characters in the story are “A” and “B” like each other but “C” characters like “A” but difficult to convey or not delivered, how to explain it .. the point is like I like someone but I instead ignore someone who has previously placed his hopes on me, he is the figure of “C”. When that feeling comes to what should I do ?? do I have to pretend to be stupid again???.The hope of not hurting someone will it really materialize??

“why should you be nice with him ?”

“indeed I have to do evil like the girls?”

“gak, if you do good to them, they will fall in love with you”

“why, did they do wrong, it was their fault that they fell in love ??”

DON'T SAY “IY” without knowing my true attitude, I also feel pain when I think about everything, I see everything and always run without thinking much, just watching from a distance observe everything that happens as if I am a spirit that comes out to see his body quiet there facing reality, right, I always train to be stronger want to protect everything but always lose ..lose and lose against yourself, what part of the world is beautiful ?? I always hesitate to say it ..

“fidz is actually Aulia it likes Novan”

“where do you know ?” slightly dumbfounded

“Maria who said”

“heeh just knew I”

I didn't expect Aulia to like Novan, as I thought they were a good fit.

“but his Novan already has a fidz” girlfriend

“ciah!”

But a little nervous I was, so what Shevira said was true, well we are not friends. But he was present in front of me when I wanted to take my diploma, he ran up to me like a dream, who?? Is Aulia getting fat ?? well he wanted to say that, but I don't know what to do?? What to say Aulia likes Novan huh haha …?? Hah it's hard, anyways I don't believe, you don't believe it, then I don't know what else to do like see myself from a distance, I don't know … I would love not to get involved with this kind of problem again, I don't want to leave a wound in someone's heart.Even if I fall in love I don't want anyone to get hurt again, surely surely I do not want to hurt someone, do not make me phobia same love haha ..